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remove e previous post i posted in e morning.
those are all my 心里话,
and my perception towards death and such.
yea,
so those who manage to catch what i wrote,
you will know what i mean.

alright,
liyan's bdae bbq ytd!
turn out great.
just simply love my girls.

sorry kr,
didnt make it for your bbq.

headed to cwp,
seek for present for kr,
den back to vista to help out liyan.

ate and e girls started to come.
willy, benho and spencer came.
woohoo.

after tt,
e girls,
yt & py VS pearl and yujia,
had charcoal, water and flour war.
and i was kena attack by e flour.
changed to 老人 in a split second.
=.=
quite fun lah.
took some pics.
upload later on.

went ard trying to attack ppl,
but i only managed to attack a little of wendy,
and a little MUCH more on spencer.

back home to bathe,
and brought e cake down.
after singing,
everyone dig into e cake like we nvr eat b4.
yummie.

played cards and chit chatted.
after tt some left for home.
left with lyan, lyun, huini, puimun, spencer and me.

was playing black jack at e pit thr,
and it started to rain a little,
shifted to under my block and continued.

had some other games also.
after tt,
yingting came in her pjc uni.
oh my god.
its like awesome man.
she is definitely a babe.
damn,
its like,
you cant take your eyes off her.
=x


after tt,
spencer started e fortune telling things.
i have weird lines on my hand,
and said to have short life.
how sad man.
=((

after tt,
had love life telling through poka cards.
damn,
its VERY true.
you guys should try it.
thou,
some predictions might make you disappointed for some ppl.

see-ing ppl go to sch,
i felt so much like going also.
i miss sch.
i miss my girls,
i miss my darlings in TP.

back home,
couldnt get to slp.
was very emo.
loads of things going through my mind.
even posted a stupid post on what i think.
yea,
i was afraid of death.
I WANNA LIVE LONG LAH!
WAHHH~

huini told me online after tt,
ONE LIFE LIVE IT!
yea!
i will.
i wont think so much now.
i will try to change my fate.
thanks huini!

finally start to get tired at 10,
and hit bed.

slept all e way to 4,
sis bought ljs back for me,
wake up eat,
and back to slp again.
alright,
i know im pig lah.
but im darn tired.
i need a rest from everything.

so slept till ard 9,
when darling called.
had a chat with her.
awww,
i miss them loads.


you know,
ITS SO BORED AT HOME!
I WANTO WORK MAN!
darn,
im damn lazy to call e company for interview.
no,
i should say,
i always slp pass their office hours.
any other jobs recomend pls~






我的天空,
变得很黑很黑,
就快要下一场大雨.
但是,
雨后还会天晴吗?



我心里的愧疚感,
越来越大.