...

YEAH!
i finally tried till i can post.
lalaaa~
3 cheers for me!
HIP HIP HURRAY!
HIP HIP HURRAY!
HIP HIP HURRAY!

my stupid com,
dont know why sometimes cannot connect to blogger.
den my dumb lappy couldnt connect to e internet.
for god knows why.
den i 不甘心,
keep trying and trying,
and i succeeded!


lalalaaa~


today didnt went for sports day.
haas.
cannot wake up.

wake up in e noon,
prepared and out to cwp,
met up with e peeps,
had ljs for lunch.
chatted.
i simply miss my past.


off to e lib on my own after tt.
stayed thr,
searching for bks i can read on.
sat down and started reading.
read halfway and decided to borrow it.
just den,
i walked by a shelf,
and saw my favourite author books.
darn,
in e end,
i didnt borrow e bk i read halfway.
spent almost 3 hrs in e lib.
e feeling was great!


met up with ly, evan, jus, xr and evon.
headed to wdl centre help her buy bbq stuff.
buy quite fast and cab-ed back.
put stuff,
and off to 515 for dinner with ly, evan, xr and zg.
chatted while waiting for yang.
he damn long so send xr home first,
b4 heading to wq's hse to meet up with e rest.
played with e little children puzzle.
damn difficult lah.
but interesting.
ok,
i admit im noob in puzzle.


off to vista park,
slack,
blahblahblah,
and back home.

nth much.


today is shushu's 4th yr death aniversary from e lunar calendar.
time pass by so fast.
4 yrs passed by w/o knowing.
岁月不留人.
hafta go back to malaysia to pray.
miss him damn loads.
hope i will be able to dream of him later on.
shushu,
how are you now?
whr are you?
=((


have to head for another world soon.
if not later sure cannot come back to earth on time.
den my dad will sure nag and nag.



take care peeps.
miss me. (:






darn,
我们在你心里的哪里.
felt like knowing man.
arghh.

...

ytd night damn fun chatting with ppl online.
trick ppl!!
woots~
more and more ppl kena my trick lah.
wahahahas.
especially tt dumb zg,
lolol.
wanna know what happen go ask him!
AHAHAHAS.
i was TOLD not to tell anyone.
rofl man.
you sure will laugh like hell one.


slept.
freaking tired.
woke up awhile in e noon,
and back to slp again.
yea,
slp until 7+ den wake up.
darn tired.
yippee!
my slp is back!


haas.
you know what it means?
i didnt visit e lib lah!
ahhhh.


i have a very bad nightmare ytd.
damn scary.
looks so real man,
till i couldnt differentiate e reality and dream.
darn,
i hope dream is e opposite from reality.






tml sports day!!!
yippee!!!
i miss sec days man!


its time to do some packing in my room.
damn messy.



saw someone making a video for my dearest sis.
darn,
got my face in e video somemore.
wth.
tt guy damn timid luh!
like my sis den admit lah!
machiam like 缩头乌龟.

oh yah!
she's coming back from OBS tml!
darn!!
i miss her damn loads man!
hse suddenly so quiet w/o her.
wondering she will chao ta come back anot.
wahhhhhh.
i miss her i miss her i miss her!
gonna give her one BIG kiss when she is back!
WAHAHAHAHAS.










there are only two tradegies in life.
one is not getting what one wants,
e other is getting it.

...

ok. my forfeit. biting my slipper and take pic.
so dumb man.


outing with my darlings`

isaac's present of e yr. happy 18th bdae!

our leftovers. more on e other table. gross~

yea, e bdae boy.

my darlings with huiyun missing in progress.

jovine and me.

e 3 of us.

bell bell and me.

they say my eyes big, so i have to close my eyes take pic. haas.

upload others another day.






im tan si wen lah.
wq says i must be si wen.
no more f word!

...

was doing e impossible quiz from cc's blog.
do until i pek cek for 4 hrs.
die die also must solve.

blah blah blah.
bloody stuff in e night,
causes me to lose my slp.

overall,
today is not my day.

overslept in meeting with my darlings.
darn.
i told them nobody can be late,
and im e one being late.
fuck.

prepared and rush out.
rushing for time man.
and darn,
e bus drive off w/o me.
(*&^%$#$%^&*

reach station,
queue at ticketing office to top up ezlink.
until b4 my turn,
e freaking guy infront of me wanted to refund his expired card.
and darn,
he had to do loads of procedures,
and WASTING MY TIME MAN!
train arriving in 3 mins,
fuck,
i ran over to e machine,
top up and ready to run up e platform.
but FUCK!
my card stuck in e machine.
oh my god.
called for help,
took out my card,
and ran up,
to see e train driving off.
(*&^$%#%^&*^%$$^&*&%^%$
darn pissed off lah.
felt so much like crying at tt time.
darn suai.
whole person sweat like hell.
all thanks to you huh.

met my darlings at taka.
mood turn better e moment i see them.
miss them loads.
ate,
walk ard.
saw m)phosis striking colour slipper.
damn,
i wanted to buy,
but my wallet doesnt allow me to do so.
went kinokuniya,
shop ard for bks.
darn,
i wanted to buy alot man.
felt so much like reading.
but but!
MY WALLET DOESNT ALLOW ME TO DO SO!


prepared e present,
and met bastard and isaac.
headed to newton circus,
to so called celebrate isaac belated bdae.

had a feast thr.
couldnt finish much of e stuff.
had our chilli crabs and lala.
freaking full.
e toilet auntie thr damn kuku lor.
=x

train-ed back to orchard,
headed to fareast shopping for pool session.
compete with jovine,
which way is fastest to fareast.
haas.
she damn ke ai.
bring yanni and bastard walk one big round.

pooled,
turn moody,
i dont know why.
but had a great time with my darlings.


trained back home,
in e train,
my phone was missing from my bag.
fuck.
i couldnt find it.
panicked like hell man.
darn,
must have left it on e chair at e pool centre.
ARGHH.
but i found it in my pocket afterwards.
kena tricked?!?!
WAHAHAHAS!


chatted with xh for 2 hrs,
till i 4gotten tt i haven bathe.
=x
we got too much stuff to talk.
wahahahs.


gonna visit e lib tml.
anybody on?



tired~

...

fuck fuck fuck!
darn.
i have a freaking bad mood now.

its like after so long,
i finally fall aslp deeply.
ARGHHHHH!!!!!!!!

DARN!
FOR GOODNESS SAKE!
ITS EARLY IN E MORNING 5.10AM!
YOU DONT NEED TO SLP,
I NEED TO SLP!

and now i couldnt fall back aslp.
my freaking eye is damn wide.
fuck man.
i just felt like sewing my eyes close TIGHT!

arghhhhhhh.




lesson learnt man,
no silent no nth.
im gonna off e stupid phone.



im boiling hot now.
GRRR.

...

didnt get to slp well for so many days.
fuck!
got slp like nvr slp.
dont know whats wrong man.

force myself out of my bed,
prepare and off to work.
work was alright today.
like nvr do much stuff,
but still got do lah.
just tt,
still like very free.
dont like.

sign off at 4,
bathed and waited for ky to finish work.

den to tangs,
find sarah and layhong.
love them damn much.

headed to heeren,
bought huini's watch,
walk ard and had dinner at heeren.

cab-ed to bugis,
bought my stuff,
walk ard,
acc crystal wait for bus,
and mrt-ed home.

freaking tired on e train.

tml outing with my darlings and e guys.
going to town acc one of my darling for lunch break,
den to newton circus for our feast!

darn,
i have not much money left.
WHY!!!!!
money drop down pls~
no money no life man.





and fuck,
dont show me tt attitude.
you found e wrong person.
fuck off with tt attitude of yours.
you dont cross my path,
and i dont cross your path at all.
our path WILL NVR cross each other.
tmd,
go show others your attitude lah.
ARGHHH.
damn angry.
GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.
enough is enough.

...

24-03-07`


me and wendy.

e 3 gays.
reflection. tallest to shortest lah.
in e train.
twist twist!

hooray!
=DD

fastforward e post.
its late and i gotta slp soon.

met wendy to cwp for dinner,
bought my stuff,
blahblahblah.

meet leeyun and out to cycle.
meet kr,
to 888 for supper.

den meet zg.
went cycle ard.
saw bian tai.
train his dog using his taxi.
sot one.

den blah blah blah,
and back home to slp.

supposed to work at 2,
suffering from insomnia,
so i change to 5.30.

to work.
super freaking sian.

wedding dinner.
oh my.
e bridal car damn nice man.
wondering how mine will look like.
HOHOHO!

didnt get to eat much things.
freaking hungry.

got auntie want replace me huini and crystal tml.
but max say cannot!
ahh!
WHY!
stupid rules of theirs.
I DONT FEEL LIKE WORKING MAN!
i just felt like staying at home or go shopping.

grrr!
nvm,
my table guests said thanks to me.
ahahahs.
damn happy lah.

sis gone for OBS camp!
miss her like hell lah!

off to another world liao.
gotta wake up early in e morning.
heng work half day only.
WAHAHAHAS~

im in love with e world.
星星依然那么漂亮.
((:

...

didnt get to slp after lying so long on e bed in e morning.
i just simply dont know why.

haven sleep for 36 hrs.
可以成仙了.
and wasnt really tired tt kind.

hit town with wendy yang wq ricky.
ate at fep.
wento find xh.
hehheh.
she must be happy to see me.
=DD


pool-ed,
and walk ard.
me and wendy took bus to ps,
while e rest walked.
i simply have no strength to walk thr.
its like gonna break man,
with e stupid BLISTER.

arcade-ed,
i just miss my past lah.
with no worries,
playing and playing.
back to wdl,
with e dumb quiz i dont know how to solve.
ok,
i have LOW IQ.
how sad.

to 515,
had supper,
and walked wendy home in e rain.
so long since i walked in e rain.

went home bathe,
and i went blahblahblah again.
had a little.
hopefully it will makes me slp well.
and back home in e morning again.




think dad must be worried for me.
its been straight 5 days i went home in e morning,
and sleep when e sky turns bright.
he keep ask me go slp.
but e thing is,
I CANNOT SLP!
see!
i said i suffered from e most serious insomnia.


一波未平,
一波又起.
one problem not solve,
another came.
I HAD ENOUGH OK!
can all e things just shoo away?


wasnt in a good mood,
and i actually vented my anger on someone.
and had a i-think-it-is-a quarrel.
i dont know.
im just not in e mood to talk nicely.
dont blame me.
and dont force me.
this is me.








detnarg rof em ekat tnod.
erac od i.











bloody hell-
i guess,
i should go mia,
VERY SOON.

...

fcuk fcuk fcuk!

my leg is gonna break into two any sooner.


WARNING!!!
THIS POST WILL BE A SUPER HYPER POST.
READ AT YOUR OWN RISK.



alright,
my mood changes alot.
damn.
mood swing huh.

supposed to be slping,
but i couldnt slp!
poor me.
you know what i did?
i guess everyone wouldnt believe it.

i actually woke up,
changed,
tie my hair,
prepare ear piece,
get a face towel,
wear running shoes,
and,
DOWN TO VISTA PARK FOR MY JOG!
yea,
i need to relax my mind,
if not i will go crazy.
and you will nvr know how wonderful it feels man.

i was afraid i will faint and die while running,
cus its been so long since i went for my jog.
afraid my heart couldnt take it.
but i heck .

told myself,
i must at least run 2 rounds,
but,
i didnt realised,
i actually ran 3 rounds,
cus i was singing along with e music,
tt i 4gotten i was tired,
and my LEG,
shouting to me to stop.

did some little exercises,
and walk round,
until e sky turn bright.

e feeling of seeing e brightness appearing in e sky,
damn,
its darn comfortable,
despite tt my heart is pumping at dont-know-what rate.
its soooo wonderful man.
makes me treasure every little thing ard me.
yes,
i dont wanto be lead my life sadly.
i wanto lead a happy life.
毕竟,
人生很短.

exercising definitely boost your mood.
e feeling is GREAT!
you guys should try it.


i did another GREAT thing tt nobody will believe it.

went home get my money,
i walked to vista point,
and bought breakfast for my whole family using my OWN money ok!
this is e first time in my life i actually did this.
nvm,
thr will be more to come.

felt so wonderful,
so happy now.

i hope,
i can pass my feeling on to everyone.
i want everyone to feel happy like me.
((:




its already 8am and im not slping yet.
im freaking energetic.
i dont know why.
must be e teh-bing earlier on.

i wanto slp!!
darn,
i must be suffering from
e MOST SERIOUS INSOMNIA ON EARTH!



love you guys.
i'll learn to treasure each and single one of you.


SMILE!
TODAY WILL BE A BETTER DAY.
it really works.

...

its almost 6am now.

supper session with yt yj and pearl just now.
had fun chatting and playing games.

ride to hilltop,
and to vista for a talk.
sorry girls,
wasnt able to send you girls home.

suppose to ride kr's bike and return,
but in e end i didnt.

blahblahblah.
slack outside,
home at ard 5am.

i have a stuck up mind now.
couldnt think properly.
couldnt slp.

pimples are all popping out,
due to e lack of slp.
no,
cannot be.
i have been slping for e whole day,
almost everyday.


next week onwards,
gonna chiong work,
chiong till i have no time to think of anything.


felt so terrible,
very terrible.
i dont know what to do.
i have a feeling of evilness in me.
felt like giving myself a tight slap.
you know?
SLAP!
slap myself hard for running away from e reality,
and leading to so much problem.


what should i do?
what should i do?
what should i do?

lead me to e path.
im stuck here.









off to another world-

...

one word to describe life,
B-O-R-E-D!

slept all e way to 5+.
alright.
i know im a pig.
happy?

badminton with e girls later on,
BUT!
e sky is darn black now.
its gonna rain any sooner.
oh no.
dont rain pls.
i wanna go play badminton.
i dont wanto stay at home.




10 ways to get through a crisis:

1) cry everytime you feel e need to. if you dont release pent up emotions, you'll lash out at someone you dont mean to.

2) listen to music tt reminds you of happy times, not sad songs.

3) seek out company. be it human or animals.

4) exercise, eat well and get into nature. looking after yourself is e key.

5) make time for things you love to do and let everything else fit around tt.

6) buy yourself flowers. they'll boost your mood instantly.

7) write down how you're feeling at e end of each day. it always helps to put your thoughts into words.

8) spend time with loved ones who support you and hang out with children. they're so carefree and happy, its infectious.

9) talk yourself through difficult situations. putting problems into words can make e solution clearer.

10) focus on e present. think positive things and e opportunities tt await.



YEA!
i will try it out.
cry and cry,
and play with little children i see.
buy myself roses,
talk to ppl,
hang out with anyone free.
and i will try to exercise and eat well.
bless me ppl.


xiaohui 拆穿我.
she says,
e reason i woke up late everyday,
is because im not willing to face e world.
how true.



its always me making e first move in e past.
can someone pls do it for e sake of me?
im not gonna do it now.
am i?
no,
wait till one day,
e day,
i cannot stand it anymore.









这个世界带来的伤痛!
去死吧!!
ARBISH!





edited/


badminton is cancelled,
due to tt stupid rain.
ahhhhhh.
ask me out ppl,
im so bored.


edited/edited/

yea!
supper session later on.

hope this post wont be edited anymore,
saying : supper session cancelled.

im super duper hyper bored.

...

AHHHHHHHH!
today is e most malu day of my life man.


walk with ly to kr's hse lend bike.
ride to hill top.
sit and chat.

den to vista,
den 515 for supper.
we ate alot ok!
8 pratas,
3 bowls of noodles,
and 6 cups of coffee,
while waiting for yang, zq, wq and sw.
they damn slow~
all are fake one lah.

while riding back to vista,
e lorry shocked me.
ly shouted to me got lorry,
wanted to brake,
but last min couldnt grab e brake,
and i went straight.
heng e lorry driver stopped.
but in e end he also 闯红灯.

den waited under sw block for them.
this cat,
came loitering ard us.
was sitting down on e bench,
and e dumb cat scratch me.
make me jump away from e chair.
ok,
im scared of cats.
and dogs too.

they had their cup noodles,
den we wento vista park for our cards.
damn,
e first forfeit is,
POLE DANCE.
and guess who tio?
yes,
M-E!

damn paiseh lor.
i drag for very long,
hoping they will change forfeit.
chose a dark place and did e dance yang demo for me.
damn slutty man.

next forfeit,
INDIAN DANCE.
sw tio lah.
but not fun one.
so easy.

last forfeit,
SHAKE BUTT!
i tio again.
so,
thr i go shaking my butt,
vigourously.

damn malu.
have nvr dance pole dance in my life man.
arghhhhh.
just felt like digging a hole and bury myself in it.
boohoo.

i swear,
next time round,
it will be yang and wq's turn to do e forfeit.
GRRRRRR.

...

somehow,
e horo of e day is very true.
i have a heavy mood today.

ytd night went cycling with zg.
wento view bungalows,
my favourite.
somehow,
my mood always turn better after going thr.

chit chatted,
cup noodles,
and back home.
slept in e morning.


wake up for work.

while working,
daddy called.
his voice is funny.
i sense smth wrong.
very wrong.
called jinger to get home fast.
and my sense is right,
smth really went wrong.
told uncle and ran home.

broke down while running home.
kept praying and praying.
im worried.
very worried.
im afraid of losing them.

in a mind of confusion,
called ly.
i really dont know what to do.
thanks for e medication.

cancelled tml work.
sorry.
not purposely wanto cancel one.
orchard is too far away from wdl.
i might not have time to run home.
tt will take me days.
sorry kok,
promise you wont cancel liao.
sorry.
full of guilt.


mum and dad ask me go back work,
and i went back to work.
totally no mood during work.
uncle damn good and understanding.
didnt deduct hours or what.

im having a splitting headache.

好不容易,
心情回来了,
今天,
又被打回原型.


很累很累.
give me a break.
i might break down anytime.






seeing both loved ones,
hurting each other,
hurts me more than anyone else.
knowing tt both are in e wrong,
where should i stand?
this is already not e first time,
everyone went havoc,
running ard,
searching and searching.
im afraid e next time it happens,
i will lose either of them.
no,
i cannot afford to lose them.
no.
im afraid of e future.
im afraid of stepping into e future.
e future full of hurts and sadness.
e future whr 2 loved ones,
hurt each other.







im not alright.
i felt like crying.
i felt like screaming.


ignore me pls.

...

horo of e day:

As illogical as it sounds,
your heavy mood can be lightened by heavy thoughts.
If you face whatever is troubling you
and process it with as much honesty as you can,
your worries will eventually fade away to nothing.
But if you ignore the fact that something is wrong in your life,
the problem will never be resolved!
It will stick around,
waiting to get some of your attention --
and it can wait forever if need be.
Think things through today,
and you'll feel better tomorrow.







true?!?!?!?!?!?!?




blog later on.




off to work-

...

finally got e grp pics.
thanks meiyun for sending me!
mr leong must have forgotten to send me.
GRRR.

my lovely pom grp.
my darling girls. <33

class photo.
its like.
omg~
first class photo?!?!

nvm,
I LOVE 1B13 LOADS.

so sad lah!
sch reopen all different class liao.
=((

my pm is,
im a woman,
hear me cry.
AND!
DUMB louis,
msn me and said,
"IM A COW!
HEAR ME MOOO!!"
GRRR.

我能做什么?

...

love blogging suddenly.
i dont know why.

da yi cooked my favourite food today!!
pumpkin fried rice!!!
damn delicious man.
but i love ah ma's one more.
=x

ate 2 bowls and out to work.
occupied myself with magazine, newspaper,
and playing minesweeper on uncle's com!
time pass damn fast.

ahhh.
tml got work again.
uncle really good in tricking me go work.
im so dumb lah.

saw yingting again.
she says im banana!!!

back home,
i finished e whole wok of fried rice.
ok lah.
not really alot.
hehheh.

den da yi bring over those cannot finish one.
and i ate them all.
think i ate 5-6 plates.
oooh.
damn delicious.


im so bored now.
anyone wants to go ride bike?
BORED!
holiday so sian.






IM A WOMAN,
HEAR ME ROAR CRY!

...

im blogging. (:

alright!
ytd,
during work,
yingting pass by,
and acc me!
how nice of her lah.
she even help me buy bbt.
thanks!

work not tt boring,
cus i got magazine to acc me,
and i haven finish reading when i finished work.
ok,
i dont know why,
im reading e magazine so slow.

uncle tested me,
he asked me what im gonna do today.
i blur blur go tell him,
got nth to do,
gonna stay at home.
den he asked me go work today.
=.=
yea,
no choice lah.
so i agreed.

after work,
met up with ly,
had my dinner at vista,
yang, wq and shiwei came.
went home to take kr's present and wash face.
den it started to rain.
=.=
I WANT GO RIDE BIKE LAH!

so we played cards under my block.
haas,
funny lah.
with all e forfeit all this.
im e first to kena,
but with e least paiseh forfeit.
lolol.
my forfeit is to bite my slipper,
and take a photo.
=.=

was suan-ed by yang tt im e most dumb person.
GRRRR.

next forfeit is ly,
she have to roll on e wall.
damn funny.
haas.
den e next forfeit she did was to ride bike,
and knocked into e wall.
ROFL~
i video-ed both of them down.
hehhehheh.

e last person for forfeit,
is shiwei lah.
this one damn funny.
he has to sit on e mop,
and run ard under my block one round.
haas.
shall upload e video soon.

after tt wento vista with ly and kr for supper,
while e rest went home to slp.
had cup noodles,
and saw alex.
chit chatted,
and he gave us CHOCO!
hehheh.

den ride back in e rain.
i hate to ride in e rain.
GRRR.
i might just lose control and buang.

reach home blah and blah,
slept at 6+ when my whole family woke up.
kena scolded by my daddy again for not slping.
oh my,
next time must off light online le.

WORK LATER!
but with someone working with me.
dont like.
i wanna be alone one.
with her dont know what to talk about.


oh yah,
nicholas psycho-ed me to work on fri.
ahhh.
felt like slacking lah.
but bo bian,
promise le.


and i failed to jog today.
oh my god.
bastard gonna laugh at me.
all because i have to go work,
i cant jog!
i want to zhao~
run away from everything.



played with e poker fortune again.
its SOOOO true.
i dont know why.
so 邪门.
i dont know what to do now.
i dont know what decision to make now.
tell me what to do.



把我的伤痛带走.
无可忍受的伤痛.






看着你掉眼泪,
别说我无所谓.

...

so bored can!

slept in e morning when everyone is going sch.
i cant sleep!
maybe i slept too long e previous day,
or it must be all those freaking problems haunting me.
nono.
must be those nightmares im having.

im very weird.
i tend to dream easily.
i can even dream for just a short nap.
and e thing is,
i tend to dream what im thinking.
so,
i always dream of most of you.
isit good or isit bad?
现实中已经那么烦了,
梦里还是那么烦.
ahhhhh,
why cant i have a good rest?

working later again.
oh my,
i wonder whats wrong with me,
why did i promise to go work,
when i have nth to do thr?
dumb.
i hate work,
e time thr passes so slow.
but,
im in love with money.

i promise myself,
tt i will go jog in e evening today.
guess i have to procrastinate.
i MUST go before thur!
i have to show bastard tt im nt lazy!
so he will have to treat me chilli crab!
and its also time to slim down.
woohoo.


cough is coming back.
stupid.
i only shouted at wild wild wet what.
HOW COME GOT COUGH?!?!
must be those food i eaten.


alright,
gotta go prepare le.
have to fill up my empty stomach,
and to work.
visit me!
hehheh.
sounds like im in jail.
nvm.
jail still got money take.
not bad.





逃避比做错选择还要痛苦.
i have to remind myself constantly.
but,
i still chose to run away from everything.
我退缩,
害怕伤害任何人.
我不想要.



just hear me out will do.

...

pics pics!

still have more not yet send to me.

((:

yingting and peiyin team.

pearlyne and yujia team.

and here starts e war!

omg. haas.

this is e mess we got.

e 2 team united after tt.

e funny actions of theirs.

LMAO~

after e flour war.

my hand print on spencer's shirt.

grp photo. <33

candid shot. loves loves.

...

remove e previous post i posted in e morning.
those are all my 心里话,
and my perception towards death and such.
yea,
so those who manage to catch what i wrote,
you will know what i mean.

alright,
liyan's bdae bbq ytd!
turn out great.
just simply love my girls.

sorry kr,
didnt make it for your bbq.

headed to cwp,
seek for present for kr,
den back to vista to help out liyan.

ate and e girls started to come.
willy, benho and spencer came.
woohoo.

after tt,
e girls,
yt & py VS pearl and yujia,
had charcoal, water and flour war.
and i was kena attack by e flour.
changed to 老人 in a split second.
=.=
quite fun lah.
took some pics.
upload later on.

went ard trying to attack ppl,
but i only managed to attack a little of wendy,
and a little MUCH more on spencer.

back home to bathe,
and brought e cake down.
after singing,
everyone dig into e cake like we nvr eat b4.
yummie.

played cards and chit chatted.
after tt some left for home.
left with lyan, lyun, huini, puimun, spencer and me.

was playing black jack at e pit thr,
and it started to rain a little,
shifted to under my block and continued.

had some other games also.
after tt,
yingting came in her pjc uni.
oh my god.
its like awesome man.
she is definitely a babe.
damn,
its like,
you cant take your eyes off her.
=x


after tt,
spencer started e fortune telling things.
i have weird lines on my hand,
and said to have short life.
how sad man.
=((

after tt,
had love life telling through poka cards.
damn,
its VERY true.
you guys should try it.
thou,
some predictions might make you disappointed for some ppl.

see-ing ppl go to sch,
i felt so much like going also.
i miss sch.
i miss my girls,
i miss my darlings in TP.

back home,
couldnt get to slp.
was very emo.
loads of things going through my mind.
even posted a stupid post on what i think.
yea,
i was afraid of death.
I WANNA LIVE LONG LAH!
WAHHH~

huini told me online after tt,
ONE LIFE LIVE IT!
yea!
i will.
i wont think so much now.
i will try to change my fate.
thanks huini!

finally start to get tired at 10,
and hit bed.

slept all e way to 4,
sis bought ljs back for me,
wake up eat,
and back to slp again.
alright,
i know im pig lah.
but im darn tired.
i need a rest from everything.

so slept till ard 9,
when darling called.
had a chat with her.
awww,
i miss them loads.


you know,
ITS SO BORED AT HOME!
I WANTO WORK MAN!
darn,
im damn lazy to call e company for interview.
no,
i should say,
i always slp pass their office hours.
any other jobs recomend pls~






我的天空,
变得很黑很黑,
就快要下一场大雨.
但是,
雨后还会天晴吗?



我心里的愧疚感,
越来越大.

...

bipoobipoo~

liyan's bbq later on!
omg!!
food food!!

after tt will be heading to kr's bbq.
food again!

omg, im so fat.
really.
i gonna go for jog tml.
anybody wanna go?


wendyy~
where are youuuu?
hehhehheh.


out to cwp for present soon~

bye!

...

ON LY AND XR'S BBQ`

xr and me after e flour war. ((:


hehheh. see how clean am i compared to her? LOL.


huini and me with leeyun's sunflower. =D

huini and e sunflower. haas.

law panda and me. =x

sotong! and me. xD

LAST DAY OF WORK AT IT FAIR`

with e girls, they came to fetch me and xh home.


e cat with breast. LMAO!



CHALET - 1st DAY`

mahjong session. im kiasu, using e box to play. see yt excited face?

evan harrassing me. she so hiong. see my reaction and you will know.


black jack in e night, with yt e mona lisa and evan copying yt, e 2nd mona lisa and me! hugging my piggy.





BBQ`

harworking us.


candid shot.

posing~




CHALET - 2nd DAY`


pearlyne on ben&jerry cow and me posing while chatting with xh.


our light sticks at pasir ris park.

me, lyun and lyan's hand.

random~

CHALET - LAST DAY`

grp photo with e girls on e last day.

snap 2!

shot take 3! (:

to end off, i love my girls. <33

read magazines while working,
and came across one sentence ming dao said.
"如果能够狠狠骂醒一个执迷不悟的人,
虽然是在骂他,
但对那个执迷不悟的人来说,
你就是天使."

isit true?