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i dont knw what to do,
i dont knw what to say.
its just like a wave hitting down on me.


sometimes i wish i dont exist,
sometimes i wish i could go,
sometimes i wish i could just travel to a faraway place to hide.
yes im timid, and tts me.


boy you are running too fast.
i couldnt catch what you are thinking.
slow down and wait for me.
i promise i will catch up with you.


life has been so hectic.
i guess i need a break from everything soon.
back to msia or chalet would be nice.


i had a few nights of nightmare,
i wonder why.
waking up in e nights sweating like hell.
cant i just have a night of good slp?




well nth happen actually,
i guess its all my thinking tt is to blame.
i need someone to lean on, to rant at.
maybe tts what i needed now.



i haven made much effort to do anything this few days.
gotta buckup jocelyn.
stop being lazy.
time wont wait for you.
yes you know it.


enough of my rantings.
i need to catch some slp to ease e side effects of e meds.
goodnight peeps.




p.s sorry winnie!
i dont mean to cut your ear and hurt your lips today.
i promise i will be careful next time.
thanks for e pi pa gao!
love you.


p.s.s thank you mrgohjianchong for your msg!
its heart warming to know tt you care.
(: