...

life is so terrible.
and i dont knw how to describe it.


i had a nice meal with darling sis jamie and jermy at sakae tt day.
but i felt so remorseful after tt.
partly because i have been putting on weight,
and the food thr is hurting my throat.
serve me right for falling sick.



i start to dread of graduation day.
i cant imagine me working all day long outside.
somehow my dream job starts to hide behind all my tots.



off to bed.
nights.



there is nth more dreadful than e habit of doubt.
doubt separates ppl.
it is a poison tt disintegrates friendships and breaks up pleasant relations.
it is a thorn tt irritates and hurts;
it is a sword that kills.

life is too short to hold grudges and harbor bitterness,
cherish e people who are always there and ard.
friends are always friends no matter what as every friendship goes through its good and bad phases,
but one can make a difference by taking the first step and bridging the gap.