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off day is finally here again.
teeehheeeee.

had supper tt day with jon cliques and e girls.
3 cars to bedok 85 to eat.
so sad i couldnt eat alot of food cus of cough.
headed to loyang tua pek gong to pray.
and then had some games playing outside.
i was tricked, haha so funny.
back home after tt with py's and my car hogging e road.
haha.
well its fun with so many cars going out tgt. (:

b4 tt had a mini car 'accident' while waiting for them.
its not my fault, i swear!
my car is stationery, dont knw why e car infront reverse and kiss my carplate.
rahhhhhh.
i was so shock tt i sat in e car while ly and hn went down to check.
damn ps.
heng nth happen to e car,
if not my dad will kill me.
forgotten to see e cocky guy's car plate number buy 4D.
haha.


work is alright,
just tt time passes damn slowwwww.
very sick of e food thr alr.
i have cravings for ajisen!



and and,
counting down 1 more month to end of SIP!!!!!
yippeeeee~

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i dont knw what to do,
i dont knw what to say.
its just like a wave hitting down on me.


sometimes i wish i dont exist,
sometimes i wish i could go,
sometimes i wish i could just travel to a faraway place to hide.
yes im timid, and tts me.


boy you are running too fast.
i couldnt catch what you are thinking.
slow down and wait for me.
i promise i will catch up with you.


life has been so hectic.
i guess i need a break from everything soon.
back to msia or chalet would be nice.


i had a few nights of nightmare,
i wonder why.
waking up in e nights sweating like hell.
cant i just have a night of good slp?




well nth happen actually,
i guess its all my thinking tt is to blame.
i need someone to lean on, to rant at.
maybe tts what i needed now.



i haven made much effort to do anything this few days.
gotta buckup jocelyn.
stop being lazy.
time wont wait for you.
yes you know it.


enough of my rantings.
i need to catch some slp to ease e side effects of e meds.
goodnight peeps.




p.s sorry winnie!
i dont mean to cut your ear and hurt your lips today.
i promise i will be careful next time.
thanks for e pi pa gao!
love you.


p.s.s thank you mrgohjianchong for your msg!
its heart warming to know tt you care.
(:

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life is so terrible.
and i dont knw how to describe it.


i had a nice meal with darling sis jamie and jermy at sakae tt day.
but i felt so remorseful after tt.
partly because i have been putting on weight,
and the food thr is hurting my throat.
serve me right for falling sick.



i start to dread of graduation day.
i cant imagine me working all day long outside.
somehow my dream job starts to hide behind all my tots.



off to bed.
nights.



there is nth more dreadful than e habit of doubt.
doubt separates ppl.
it is a poison tt disintegrates friendships and breaks up pleasant relations.
it is a thorn tt irritates and hurts;
it is a sword that kills.

life is too short to hold grudges and harbor bitterness,
cherish e people who are always there and ard.
friends are always friends no matter what as every friendship goes through its good and bad phases,
but one can make a difference by taking the first step and bridging the gap.

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happy bdae yujia!
may you have e bestest wish!
(:

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after all e indulging in food,
im down with a bad cough.
half day off from work,
and off i went home to rest.

cough is a torture in e night,
its as if you are gonna cough your lungs out.

its nice when you could feel e warmth at home.
thank you mum for cooking nice nice dinner.


i should turn in now.
if not i can die at work tml.
nights earth.



a little too much,
a little too often,
and a little more each day.

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today chenmeimei starting her o level.
jiayou!
<3


sakae later on with darling and jeremy.
yummylicious!

but im gonna lose my voice soooonnnnnnn.


thanks chenmama for our dinner ytd!
our 爱心便当.
and thanks chenpapa for delivering it to me.
LOVES!


gambateh jocelyn san!

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im so so lethargic,
but my eyes is so so glued to my lappy.
i dont knw why.


imouto not at home today,
i very sian.
nobody crap and play with me.


im a happy kid today cus i get to eat my fav food from cck.
thanks to ray!
(:


timetable is out!
rahhhh!
sch starts damn late,
and i guess i will be skipping more and more lecs.
so tt means, thur is an off day for me!
haha. :x


boring post.
i just feel like blogging,
but i got no idea what to post.



bye.

work is getting scarier and scarier.

just walked through e lowest pt of life.
hopefully it will get better soon.
a sincere apology to you girls.



off day is finally here.
but i guess i wasted my day having tuition and staying at home.
i guess its good cus its supo long since i last stayed at home e whole day.
its nice having dinner with my lovies family.
anw, thanks chenmeimei for editing my blogskins.





thanks d for e call just now.
i feel much better now.
im a happy kid. (:





chenpapa chenmama and chenmeimei very nice.
cook dinner for me today.
thank you.
love you all.



life will get better, soon.
i hope.
jiayou!



kyo wa iroiro arigato gozaimashita. ♥

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happy belated bdae to my chen papa!
i love love love you!
i know you love tt shirt alot!
haha!
<33



yujia's bdae celebration tt day was fun thou i was over tired.
we had our games and girls heart to heart talk.
anw, i left early cus i almost fall aslp on yt's massage chair.
hope yujia enjoyed herself. (:

and headed to driving with xh py and pm ytd night.
had supper at jurong and then back.
fun fun!
more more!
faster get license girls!!



and yang's sis very nice lend me omnia try try.
at first very irritated,
but now i like it alot alot sias.
mummy like it too! but she says wait for plan.
rahhhhhhhhh!


time to replenish all my lost slp.
i love my girls!
chooo choooo~



counting down~
lalalallaaaaa~