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busy busy!
reports deadlines are so damn near.


a proper update first b4 im gone again.


had a nice nice steamboat supper with my girls on 23rd!
we ate at e corridor as usual,
having fun after tt.
pics will tell you what we did tt day.
haha.


24th to sch for proj meeting,
den to bugis for steamboat lunch with classmates.
their steamboat is damn nice,
especially e beef.
yummie!
headed back and celebrated xmas at d's hse.
i was damn tired plus e drinking made me even more tired.
anw sorry ppl! i was first to knock out.

25th went shopping for steamboat ingredients.
den we had steamboat dinner.
3 days straight of steamboat is scary!
i cant imagine e amt of fats i put on.
such a glutton i am.
i love e soup!

and 26th to mco concert with sis sweets d and wq.
drove there and almost missed our way.
if dad was thr tt night,
he would have loved e concert to e max.
hopefully thr will be some vcd of e concert so tt dad can watch.
after tt we headed to bukit timah for our late dinner,
and to pub to watch soccer.
sorry jenny and co!
didnt attend your xmas party.
and thanks sweets! <3


27th and 28th is home doing project day for me.
and thanks d for helping me with entre!
appreciated.
(:


and sch was fun today!
law seems like a fun module with e funny tutor.
celebrated jenny's and choko's bdae.
happy bdae girls!
(:



and im finally done with entre report.
one done, 4 more to go!
gogo jiayou!


will update pics soon!
i have tons of pics in my lappy now.
:X

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26 dec,
happy 20th anniversary to chenpapa and chenmama.
(:

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都已过了那么久,
我早以学会去面对.




25 dec,
merry xmas.

....

im back!


bkk trip was nice and fun with my lovely classmates.
we shop all day non stop,
bargain tgt,
midnight dinner at old town,
yummy cup noodles,
laugh at their prices,
pics,
massage,
praying,
blackjack which i didnt even win one round at all.
many more but i forgotten alr.
not really satisfied with my loots thou.
more than half of my luggage stuffs are for other ppl.
and thanks chenpapa chenmama and chenmehmeh for fetching me back.



i just came back only and i alr booked my next trip to bkk.
i miss e cheap stuffs thr.
if only singapore is lidat.


and i dont like lao hu.
dont keep bullying me pls.


will upload pics when im not lazy.
sorry haha will send you all soon.

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im flying off later in evening.
anything you guys wanna get just drop me a msg b4 6pm k!
hopefully its fine over thr and i can come back safely.


im so busy e whole week.
i also dont knw with what.
i seldom see mum and dad also.

on sun,
lao shu and lao hu went bugis to shop.
lao hu keep bully lao shu.
lao shu very guai nvr buy anything.
but they spent alot of money eating seafood and pork noodles at beef noodles restaurant.
very clever of them.
den lao shu caused lao hu to walk all e way from bugis to paradiz while flagging a cab.
finally 1 hr later, laohu and laoshu finally managed to board a cab.
what a day for them.


boyboy came to stay,
and so today headed out with boyboy, sis and sweets.
met wq and d and headed to dhoby ghaut.
they went lan-ing while we brought boyboy ard to play.
so tiring.
i dont want be mama le.
be mama must have maid!
but boyboy made our day.


im so excited for bangkok trip.
hopefully it will be fun.


bon voyage to me!
take care peeps! (:

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i feel so much like a failure, in everything.

so many reports deadline coming.
so stress.

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back for an update.

i miss batam so much.
nice nice seafood lunch at kelong,
shopping, and pubbing in shorts and slippers at hotel.
and e uber cheap stuffs at their hypermart.
didnt bring along camera,
so didnt take much pics.
more to come pls.



and i was angry,
very angry this morning.
cus when i was walking home this morning,
i saw a guy resorting to violence at his wife at vista kitchen.
damn tt man.
he freaking beat e wife and punch her until she fell on e floor.
wtf!
even when 2 guys went up to stop he still continue to do so.
i hope he will get his retribution soon.
i was so shocked at tt time tt i didnt know what to do.
was damn regret tt i didnt called e police.


sch started and i only attend 2 hrs lec for e whole week.
and next week will only be going sch on tue and wed and its holi!
decided not to postpone my bangkok trip.
hopefully its peace over there when we are there.
i wanna come back safely. (:


pics from batam!
took from sweets's blog and edited alittle.
thank you sweets!

e clear blue sky and sea. e view from our rooms. (:

kelong where we had our seafood lunch.



go kart! guess who! its me and e racing king. =D

e night view back to spore.

and lastly, my twins in sch. haha!

p.s. sweetie send me partyworld pics soon k!
<3

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i went to sch today,
claps for me.
i know my classmates miss me loads.
:x


today so much of coincidence.
i wear e same kind of long skirt and top as eelin.
we look like twins walking ard e sch.

after lec headed to city plaza with eelin and kathy,
but it was raining so heavily tt we had to cab thr.
drench a little.
walk ard and decided to take a cab back when i saw d's mum and sis.
and she drove me back.
haha save cab fare. =D

but but e rest of e day doesnt go well for me.
my eyes kept twitching non stop.
i drove pass pedestrian crossing w/o stopping when thr is pedestrian =.=
and then i tio summon when i was having tuition.
and then i forgotten to lock car when im back.
very wonderful.
im so depress now.
rahhhhhhhhhh!
sigh.



i dont knw whats wrong with me.
i dont like this kind of feelings.
please please leave, will you?
i feel so terrible.


i should be happy now because im going shopping tml.
jiayou!

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im so lethargic after e batam trip.
played catching with cold,
and too bad i was caught by the cold.
but i enjoyed myself alot,
and i miss batam so much now.

sch started for 2 days alr,
and i skipped both days,
what a good student i am.
i wonder how my grades will be.
and i know eelin miss me alot.
haha.

i had nice nice ikea treats with d today.
indeed very nice.
i think i ate like a pig.

and and yiling celebration at party world was fun.
i miss singing so much.
i miss them but i dont miss working there. :x


off to bed,
will be back with pics from batam and partyworld. (:

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都那么久了.
我已学会去面对.



我长大了.



25 dec,
merry xmas ppl.

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SIP is officially OVER!
im so happy tt i kept counting down every hour to Ray.
bet he cant stand me today.
but today i did alot of funny mistakes during work.
haha, think of it i feel like laughing so much.


and finally batam trip is here!
(:

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dear diary,

i did smth sinful today.
i hope 老天 will forgive me.
and i promise i will not do it again.
我后悔了, 对不起.
):

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4 more working days to end of SIP!
4 more working days to batam!
yippeee~


and its official my off day today!
thou i took 2days MC 1 day ago.
but i feel much better, thanks to e very ex med.


i miss sch mates so much.
but i dont like sch.
i dread last sem.
modules all *TOOT*.



life getting better, i hope.
crossed fingers.

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its off day tml!
like i waited for so long for it.
8 more working days to go!


i had nice nice ichiban treat ytd with d for dinner.
damn yummie yummie and full.
but it cost a bomb.

anw im so lonely~
jinger went chalet,
jinghui went back to msia.
mum and dad always sleep so early.
im so lonely~
pls come back fasttttt~


i became a part time make up artist for my sis's prom.
haha and im proud to make my sis look so prettttyyyy.
anw i hope her friends like it tooo ; thou its simple makeup.
i miss prom all of a sudden.
tts like donkey years ago man.


and i wanna watch madagascar so so much,
and im so gonna watch it soon.


晚安!



p.s. i have so much overdue pics.
sigh.




doubting is a sword tt kills,
not others ; but yourself.

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thank you sweetie.
i will be a happy girl.



and also not forgetting to e 2 impt ppl in my life,
always helping me as i walk my life.
giving me advice as i go.
im sorry for being so useless.
but still, thank you so much.
i appreciate alot.
<3


p.s. im so looking forward to mth end trip.
im so gonna enjoy myself ; to e max,
and face e reality.
i hate sch with boring lessons.
rahhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

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gogo jiayou!





p.s. all e best yt for her remaining a level paper!
(:

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imouto coming back tml early morning.
cant wake to wake up and see her!
i miss her so much,
hope she miss me tooooo.


im so so lack of slp,
i wanna rest moreee,
but my mind doesnt allow me to.
half day leave later on,
out for prom stuffs hunting for imouto.





when you look me in e eyes.
tell me everything's alright.

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我的天空今天有点灰.



好累,
累到驾车都差一点睡着.



晚安.
希望明天会更好.

a thousand million whys.
who can ans tt for me?



i nvr make it on my own,
thrs gotta be a million reasons why its true.

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tml is xiaojiu's piano concert,
all e best!
mummy and all will represent me to support you.
(:

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things are not what it used to be.
its not as easy as you think.
because it will nvr be e same,
and im so tired of everything.
you wont understand how i feel,
nor will i understand how you feel,
when we said nth at all.
im sorry tt everything turns out this way,
maybe in e first place we are nvr meant to be.

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搞不清,
也摸不清.




我害怕.








p.s. pls be back fast my dearest sis.
its weird w/o you ard for me to rant at.
misses.

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my dearest sis is flying off to shanghai tonight.
do take care my dear girl!
come back safely.
bon voyage.
♥


today off again.
tuition was cancelled last min.
finally i can slp longer.
drove to see doc at hougang,
den d brought me to eat turtle.
e skin abit yucky,
but e meat and soup was damn nice, i swear.
he said its good for skin.



i wanted to start a biz.
a small one will do.
gonna go bangkok to take a look.
i dread of going out to look for jobs.



gotta go send my dearest to e airport.
see you next week my girl!

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when im starting to find work fun,
something crops up again causing me to dread of work.
rahhhhhh.
my life now is work work and work.
no more off day tml.
last min cancelled due to lack of staffs.
so sigh sigh.


cant remember much what happen.
i only remember im damn tired throughout e week.


headed back to sch ytd for sip briefing.
it was nice seeing everyone after 1 mth.
im so looking forward to sch starts,
hopefully i wont skip much sch.
anw, happy belated bdae nelson!
hope you enjoyed yourself.

had lunch with darling and her classmates at techno.
e ban mee damn niceeeeee,
especially with ppl like them ard.
but sad have to go work after tt.


such a waste i missed d's bdae celebration.
i cant eat. rahhhh.
i admit im a glutton.
met them up at raffles before heading to pub.
its fun with all those games.
but im a good girl,
i didnt drink much.

i was damn tired so i off to total silent mode before i slp.
and very sorry to those who kept calling me and cant find me.
haha boss tot i went overseas and mia.




time to reflect a little.
rahhhh!
bye.





p.s thank you sweetie for e cheesecake and gelare icecream!
its very nice. hehheh.
and thanks for acc me back to shop at 11plus.
(:



p.p.s not forgetting thankyou sweets and wq for e liang teh!
i felt so loved.
(:

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off day is finally here again.
teeehheeeee.

had supper tt day with jon cliques and e girls.
3 cars to bedok 85 to eat.
so sad i couldnt eat alot of food cus of cough.
headed to loyang tua pek gong to pray.
and then had some games playing outside.
i was tricked, haha so funny.
back home after tt with py's and my car hogging e road.
haha.
well its fun with so many cars going out tgt. (:

b4 tt had a mini car 'accident' while waiting for them.
its not my fault, i swear!
my car is stationery, dont knw why e car infront reverse and kiss my carplate.
rahhhhhh.
i was so shock tt i sat in e car while ly and hn went down to check.
damn ps.
heng nth happen to e car,
if not my dad will kill me.
forgotten to see e cocky guy's car plate number buy 4D.
haha.


work is alright,
just tt time passes damn slowwwww.
very sick of e food thr alr.
i have cravings for ajisen!



and and,
counting down 1 more month to end of SIP!!!!!
yippeeeee~

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i dont knw what to do,
i dont knw what to say.
its just like a wave hitting down on me.


sometimes i wish i dont exist,
sometimes i wish i could go,
sometimes i wish i could just travel to a faraway place to hide.
yes im timid, and tts me.


boy you are running too fast.
i couldnt catch what you are thinking.
slow down and wait for me.
i promise i will catch up with you.


life has been so hectic.
i guess i need a break from everything soon.
back to msia or chalet would be nice.


i had a few nights of nightmare,
i wonder why.
waking up in e nights sweating like hell.
cant i just have a night of good slp?




well nth happen actually,
i guess its all my thinking tt is to blame.
i need someone to lean on, to rant at.
maybe tts what i needed now.



i haven made much effort to do anything this few days.
gotta buckup jocelyn.
stop being lazy.
time wont wait for you.
yes you know it.


enough of my rantings.
i need to catch some slp to ease e side effects of e meds.
goodnight peeps.




p.s sorry winnie!
i dont mean to cut your ear and hurt your lips today.
i promise i will be careful next time.
thanks for e pi pa gao!
love you.


p.s.s thank you mrgohjianchong for your msg!
its heart warming to know tt you care.
(:

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life is so terrible.
and i dont knw how to describe it.


i had a nice meal with darling sis jamie and jermy at sakae tt day.
but i felt so remorseful after tt.
partly because i have been putting on weight,
and the food thr is hurting my throat.
serve me right for falling sick.



i start to dread of graduation day.
i cant imagine me working all day long outside.
somehow my dream job starts to hide behind all my tots.



off to bed.
nights.



there is nth more dreadful than e habit of doubt.
doubt separates ppl.
it is a poison tt disintegrates friendships and breaks up pleasant relations.
it is a thorn tt irritates and hurts;
it is a sword that kills.

life is too short to hold grudges and harbor bitterness,
cherish e people who are always there and ard.
friends are always friends no matter what as every friendship goes through its good and bad phases,
but one can make a difference by taking the first step and bridging the gap.

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happy bdae yujia!
may you have e bestest wish!
(:

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after all e indulging in food,
im down with a bad cough.
half day off from work,
and off i went home to rest.

cough is a torture in e night,
its as if you are gonna cough your lungs out.

its nice when you could feel e warmth at home.
thank you mum for cooking nice nice dinner.


i should turn in now.
if not i can die at work tml.
nights earth.



a little too much,
a little too often,
and a little more each day.

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today chenmeimei starting her o level.
jiayou!
<3


sakae later on with darling and jeremy.
yummylicious!

but im gonna lose my voice soooonnnnnnn.


thanks chenmama for our dinner ytd!
our 爱心便当.
and thanks chenpapa for delivering it to me.
LOVES!


gambateh jocelyn san!

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im so so lethargic,
but my eyes is so so glued to my lappy.
i dont knw why.


imouto not at home today,
i very sian.
nobody crap and play with me.


im a happy kid today cus i get to eat my fav food from cck.
thanks to ray!
(:


timetable is out!
rahhhh!
sch starts damn late,
and i guess i will be skipping more and more lecs.
so tt means, thur is an off day for me!
haha. :x


boring post.
i just feel like blogging,
but i got no idea what to post.



bye.

work is getting scarier and scarier.

just walked through e lowest pt of life.
hopefully it will get better soon.
a sincere apology to you girls.



off day is finally here.
but i guess i wasted my day having tuition and staying at home.
i guess its good cus its supo long since i last stayed at home e whole day.
its nice having dinner with my lovies family.
anw, thanks chenmeimei for editing my blogskins.





thanks d for e call just now.
i feel much better now.
im a happy kid. (:





chenpapa chenmama and chenmeimei very nice.
cook dinner for me today.
thank you.
love you all.



life will get better, soon.
i hope.
jiayou!



kyo wa iroiro arigato gozaimashita. ♥

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happy belated bdae to my chen papa!
i love love love you!
i know you love tt shirt alot!
haha!
<33



yujia's bdae celebration tt day was fun thou i was over tired.
we had our games and girls heart to heart talk.
anw, i left early cus i almost fall aslp on yt's massage chair.
hope yujia enjoyed herself. (:

and headed to driving with xh py and pm ytd night.
had supper at jurong and then back.
fun fun!
more more!
faster get license girls!!



and yang's sis very nice lend me omnia try try.
at first very irritated,
but now i like it alot alot sias.
mummy like it too! but she says wait for plan.
rahhhhhhhhh!


time to replenish all my lost slp.
i love my girls!
chooo choooo~



counting down~
lalalallaaaaa~

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back for updates.


mummy was damn ke ai de.
she sent me bdae msges both on chinese and real bdae.
love her to e max yo!
and thanks sis-es for e super loving and touching msg.
爱死你们了.


i had a nice nice celebration with my lovies ard me.
treated them to not very sumtuous but still very sumptuous meal.
but i truely enjoyed myself.
thanks my girls for turning up!
thanks my lovely winnie and yiling!
thanks everyone for e cake!
and not forgetting e guys who dote on me alot, always!
thank you ppl!
and and those ppl who sent me msg-es or called me.
i love you ppl!

phew,
like win award lidat thanks so many ppl.
=.=



my kid gave me a bdae present.
she damn ke ai de neh!
she better pass her exam man!


and today sis and very very nice sw acc-ed me to town today.
walk ard and bought something for myself, dad and sis's bdae.
just got pay and its alr gone by half.
very very nice job.
i should start saving for my new phone next mth instead.
and then i had a sumptuous meal at sembawang.
thank you d. (:




im sucha happy girl this yr.
thanks to all e ppl in my life.
=D


pics soon when i got it. (:

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firstly,
HAPPY BELATED BDAE JERRY AND AUNTIE ANNIE
(:





and and,
not forgetting me and nicholas.
HAPPY BDAE NICHOLAS!
and and 祝我生日快乐!
(:









its soosooo coool man.
2 days of bdae in a row.
ytd is chinese and today is real one.
so coool~







will be back with updates on celebrations.




thank you all my loves!
(:

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clubbing/celebration on wed with my girls wasnt really tt fun on thur.
probably because thr is not much ppl thr.
and music is so damn boring.
but i very guai,
cus i only had one shot and i stop.
im just too tired and also many things happened during work tt day which makes me tear during work ='(
im so kelian.
RAHHHHHHHHH!


anw, have been transferred to cwp outlet today.
im supposed to be happy,
but somehow i feel a little sad,
probably i miss lot one super alot.
i miss e food thr,
and and! i miss yiling, apple, xiaoqiang they all. =(
miss me ok!


hopefully this arrangement everyone will be happy.


bdae is coming!!!
i wanna get omnia.
haha.
mummy is like very kind,
agree to let me change phone leh!
but then have to pay e balance myself lah.
hopefully she agrees to sponsor me a litttle bit.


and i haven decide how im gonna spend my bdae.
where should i go for supper on bdae eve?
too many ppl cant squeeze into car so cant go far =(
suggesstion?



and thanks ah d for my ever first bdae present this yr.
i love it alot.
(:




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im dangerous, so dangerous,
im a bad girl~

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rahhhhhhhhhhhhh!
*TOOT* tt idiotic hotel!
till now nvr confirm my reservation with me.
RAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!


and work is so uber *TOOT*
i feel so stress man.
finally off day is coming.
i just have to endure one more day.



and tml is me and xh's bdae celebration with e girls.
im so so gonna relax and enjoy myself for awhile.
i guess i deserve it after working for so long.




i hate working life anw.

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAR LIM XIAO HUI!
LOVES YOU MANY MANY.
(:

smile more hor!!
=D

...

work is so stress.
im starting to feel so lethargic.
i need a rest soon.
off day pls come fast.




i hope 3mths pass by fast fast.

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work is so so boring.
have been playing psp for e whole day.
my poor pok pok died in e game.
sigh sigh.

anw,
very very thank you wq for coming down to visit me during work tt day!
and and thank you sw for coming to fetch me and help me carry e super heavy wii fit today!
very very nice of you two.
(:


im so so looking forward to me and xh's bdae celebration and my next off.
i super duper need a good rest.


hopefully tml there will be more ppl,
so work can pass by faster.
any nice soul wanna fetch me tml?
haha.
:x





do you still remember?
because of you?

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one happy thing to start sip with is to receive your grades,
and thankfully, i passed all.
well, at least some are better than my expectations.
but sigh, gpa only increases by 0.07 =.=

and finally is my off dayyyy.
but i have to wake up earlier than working days.
i start to dread of tuition.
but i dont wanna give up those money.

and thanks my dear chenjinghui for acc my to see doc at punggol.
hohoho!
i love my sis damn loads.

hopefully this time round e doc's med is good enough for me plsssss.
*pray*


and and congrats darling for passing your tp (:
lets drive out one day soon,
after sip haha!


another off day is so so long away.
sigh.

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enjoy life how it is and as it comes.
things are worse for others and is a lot better for us.
there are many things in life tt will catch our eyes but only afew will catch our hearts.
pursue those.
observe ard you and be thankful for all tt you have in this transitory lifetime.
so, complain less and give more. (:

- quoted by i-dont-know-who.

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im so so lethargic.
attachment hours is so so long.
but its fun!
time passes so fast during work doing smth you are familiar with.
well well some political stuffs happen during work,
which makes me so gah gah over it.
so many errors today during work.
must be his curse on me!
RAHHHHHHH!
maybe i can include tt in my sip report,
more things to write.
haha.
poor xh.

im so looking towards off day on mon which is tml!!!

have to go slp alr.
nights peeps.


resoluoy.
blahhhhhhhh!
你怕什么?
i've nvr seen such a dumb and kiddish guy b4 like YOU in my life.
why must i apologise to you.
rahhhhhhhhh!
right xh?

...

attachment is so so gonna start tml.
i hope it is gonna be so so fun.
but i donnt wanna do those report and ejournals.
siannnnn.

anw,
i received my first teachers day present ytd!
my kid so cute.
dont dare to pass me ask his sis pass.
thank you so much!!!!!
damn happy lur~ (:

have been indulging in food this week.
sakae, ajisen, breeks, hawker food, dimsum, pizzahut, suki sushi.
so damn damn.
and i admit i grew fatter alr.
haha!
i can feel my fats in my legs.


went for a shopping spree with yanni, bell, weizhi and francis.
went super alot of places.
im so so in love with paris hilton stuffs.
e wallets, e bags, omg.
to pamper myself, i bought e heart shape GOLD! purse.
haha.
wanted to buy more clothes to wear to work,
but in e end i bought all accessories.
and i spent like running water today.
sigh sigh sigh.
nvm i will earn back e money.
anw, to yanni and co:
no worries! i will TRY to take care of my purse.
haha, i wont let it become e same state as my burberry.
my kelian de bag ; so ugly now.


i wanna adopt lions plsss.





sis told me a true story damn er xin.
i almost vomitted reading it.
will post it up soon.

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no sentosa ytd.
so sad.
haha, but i had breeks for lunch and watched wall e!
hmms wall e not really tt nice thou.
abit kiddish :x


met up with ly after tt at bugis,
had our shopping spree.
i just hope i had damn loads of money with me to shop.
rahhhhhhhh!


sorry darling.
st james another day k.
very tired. ):



sip sip sip sip sip.
sian.

...

rahhhhhhhh!
ladies night yo!
i so so love my girls.
arena, attica, mos with xh, trish, pearl and carefree guys.
haha they are a bunch of funny peeps of my life.

i just had sakae with darling tt day,
and now they are going sakae again tml =.=
and im meeting jianchong for my ajisen later on!
yum!

im trying to gain some fats,
but i wonder why ppl keep saying i slim down le.
nvm slim also goood.
haha.

but but i dont knw why i look so bubbly and fat in e pics below.
sigh.
must be photographer's fault.
rahhhhhhhh!

girls girls!

do go for me and xh's bdae celebration alright!

(:

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/edited

met up with mrgohjianchong for dinner just now.

had ajisen.

not really tt nice thou.

probably i added too much chilli till its damn salty.

headed to starbucks after tt for lovely cheesecake.

and now im damn damn fullllllll.

anw, thanks so much for e treat!

thanks so much for all those words and advice.

i wonder why you can always set me thinking about my future,

always showing me e path available infront of me.

and sorry ah i know i very loh soh keep ranting to you non stop.

but but i so so hope you are my bro man!

den i can rant to you everyday!

:x

ok i need to plan my future out alr.

im sucha happy girl today.

i misses my girls, poly peeps and my loves!

...

im so bored!
):

any other nice nice dramas to recommend?
msn me okay!

yes yes xh!
haha
this one si bei hou ah!
your willy damn ke ai de nehs!

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sian lur.
tot self secure dont have to go back sch on mon,
den tot i can start attachment earlier.
rahhhhhhhh!
i hope i can get cwp!
pretty pls!


tt day prank call sis was uber duper funny man!
she sent me e recorded part.
i just cant stop laughing.
cant believe my sis is so dumb lur!
haha.
she still call me after e prank call say she scared.
LOL!


i wanna go shopping.
any nice soul wanna change thai baht with me?
haha.
and mummy mummy i love you.
i know i spent alot of your money this few weeks.
when get attachment pay i sure bring you out for big big meal!
LOVES!





party later on with xh, pearl and co.
im so so gonna enjoy myself.
(:

...

awww, they going genting on wed.
i wanna go.
but mummy says no.
rahhhhhhhhhhhhh!
so sad.
):

...

no more bangkok trip till dec holi.
sigh sigh.
damn e *TOOT* gov.
on my right hand i wanted to go now so so much,
dont want waste e money i've alr paid,
see them protest (like fun lur),
have my shopping spree,
but on my left hand its damn dangerous,
we might end up coming back lying down. =.=
ok kidding.

air tics have been postponed to dec,
only tt we have to pay more.
hope hotel can postpone w/o any extra charges please.

daddy is damn happy when i phone him this morning bout e trip.
=.=

ok end of ranting bout e trip.


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after exam damn busy de leh.
alot of activities.

met up with kathy and eelin to bugis.
change money for thai trip !_!
sigh.
had a nice shopping spree with them thou i didnt buy much stuff.
haha.

headed to wait for xh at IT fair,
den jon ah jon drove all of us back for supper.
thank you so much!
and they are damn damn funny.
promise i will drive you all out soon k!

and ytd was sophia's bdae celebration at a 'i-forgotten-e-name' pub.
terror man!
i swear i dont dare to drink like tt anymore.
i almost hang over.
like wtf!
not my bdae lur. =.=
anw, thanks d and sweets for taking care of me.
(:


what am i gonna do e whole week?!?!
should i start attachment early?
sigh.

...

i guess today is a 'dui bu qi' day for me.
i have been saying dui bu qi to ppl for e whole day.
sigh.

im so so tired.
plain tired tt i didnt eat anything b4 my med.
so serve me right for having gastric pain now.



i guess im not fierce enough to my 2 kids.
because both mums just asked me to be fierce-r to them today.
how to!
no wonder my devil kid dares to talk back.
sigh.
but im glad she scored well for all her exams.
effort not wasted.


从一个脾气爆燥,
到现在一个连生气都不懂得怎样发脾气的我,
到底是怎样度过/忍过去的?
神啊救救我吧!

...

i think im e dumbest, blur-est and e most clumsy-ness girl in e world man.
how can i always send msg to e wrong ppl.
im so so so sorry.
真受不了我自己.
roarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!
愧疚,愧疚and more 愧疚.
RAWRRRRRRR~


i miss my girls damn loads.
i wanna go bangkok so much,
so pls pls stop e riots.
i dont wish to see my $ fly away. $.$



credit card bill comes again.
omgosh 170bucks.
siannnnn.
i guess i should stop using it.
xh and lyun! i know you two very willing to pay for me.
haha thanks ah!

off to tuition for devil kid.



我害怕翻起那些伤心回忆,
连碰的勇气都没有...

...

bangkok riot comes just not at e right time.
daddy doesnt want me to go. ='(
daddy and mummy says later they will chop off my head,
and walk ard with it.
haha! like so funny.
but well, its true.
nvm even if daddy doesnt want to drive me to airport,
i will cab thr myself!
evil me.


initially changing currency with kathy on thur one.
but e riot causes e exchange rate to drop.
sighhhhhh!!!
why lidat!


exam started.
tml last paper and e most difficult, like finally.
i just cant wait man.
MA paper was alright.
just as i tot i will get all my calculations correct,
eelin told me my careless mistake,
damn sadded sias.
but i hope this paper can pull up my grade.


i felt so psycho-tic.
because i felt so excited when i step into hospital tt day.
my eyes just cant get off those nurses and docs.
i so so envy them working in hospital.
i like e atmosohere and e smell of hospital.
i cant believe it also.
now im having second tots of being a paramedic and take up nurses course instead.
what should i do man.


anw,
i hope i have money left for my kitty phone when im back.
mummy mummy, sponsor me more k!
LOVES!

...

im so sad tt singapore lost to china.
i wanted singapore to win so much,
probably cus i dont really favour china.
haha!

today's paper is a killer.
all must relate to olympics or f1 race.
so damn damn cus i dont knw how to relate.
overall can get C i very happy alr.

fated to love you is damn nice man.
im so addicted to it now tt i keep watching and not studying.
hopefully i get to study at work tml.


mummy was damn nice nowadays.
she gave me money to see a private doc for my dear face,
cus its like still e same as b4.
now i have more meds to eat and more cream to apply for e whole day.
hopefully it will be better one month later when i go back for appointment.
*prays*



and and im so into hello kitty phone nowadays.
i wanna get one when im back from bangkok!
but i dont knw which one to choose.
any suggestions?

they try to pull me away,

but they dont knw e truth.

...

why am i always so blurrrrr!
sigh.
forgotten to do peer appraisal for events mgt and got an F for tt.
wtf! pulled down my overall grade.
sigh sigh sigh.
so demoralised now.
scored badly for all modules.
no mood to study for exams alr.

sis korean buddy is here ytd.
communication barrier.
she like dont want to talk to us. =.=
mummy wanna bring her out to eat crabs, prawns and curry fish head,
but she doesnt want to go out eat =.=
instead i ordered pizza for dinner.
i think she feels bored staying at our hse.
hah!


pics with pushcart seller's in sch.
best friend with them alr.
guess im their good good customers.
haha.

...

happy belated bdae shi wei!
i hope you enjoy e k-singing!
may you have e best wishes.

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im so sadded.
angry with my reckless-ness and sis's dumb-ness.
now psp and ms is spoiled.
cannot on cannot do anything, cannot play!
now i hope johnson is able to fix it for me.
sorry d. =(
and thanks johnson for always helping me.

headache and tiredness is chasing after me recently.
feeling so stress up over exams and many other little stuffs in life.

on a side note,
celebrated sw's bdae ytd at teoheng.
3 hrs is like too short.
but damn cheap lur 9bucks each.
den headed to vista park for e usual chitchatting session.

den, i met up with caiyun, xuenie and xiaohui to bugis today.
had our chatting, cam-whoring and shopping session.
hope we will meet up sooon.

bus to suntec to meet up with bdae boy and co at career fair.
im happy tt im a step nearer to my dream,
but still have to depend on my luck.
HOWEVER!! they want me to increase my weight!!!
hollllllyyy mama papa.
sigh im alr like damn fat fat le.
=((

off to bed.
tuition for my devil kid early morning.
sigh.

...

sick sick sick!
all because of damn damn sis passing it to me.


but im nice,
even thou im not feeling well,
i still acc-ed jinger to bugis for her shopping spree after test.
she damn rich can!
whatever nice one she will say "buy lor!"
damn!
why do i have such a rich sis when im so poor.
rahhhhhhhhhh!
anw she said she will cover all my transport fee and dinner.
how nice is she!
i love my sis!


and sis's korean buddy is coming our house to stay next week.
sian mummy wants me to pack my room,
hopefully she is not going to ask me to give up my room.



and sw very nice,
acc me to vivo today.
i had a very fullllllll and ex carl's junior for dinner.
and i had fun walking round daiso buying la bi xiao xin biscuits!
haha.
thanks sw!


exam start next fri.
holly mamapapa!

emo kid, LOVES! <33

...

money not enough 2 is damn nice lur.
i tear like nobody's business.
its a must must watch!

olympic gymnastics is damn nice to watch can!
and im so so into e jap guy hiroyuki tomita.
he damn cute and shuai man.
even his name also sounds so cute.
ok i sounds so bimbotic now.


back to msia to pray to dearest shushu's.
not e right time of e mth so i just sat there throughout e whole ceremony.
my little lovies are damn cute man.
especially meimei when she said those cute words.
damn funny.
dad was damn nice also,
brought us to giant and me and sis-es bought damn loads of stuffs.
hoho, picnic at home.

and ah ma damn nice.
gave me ang bao for bangkok trip.
i love you ah ma!


and girls girls!
we still have free entrance to power house, remember?!?!
misses <3


最美的是你名字...

...

after so long,
i have a sudden urge to visit ah ma and ah gong today.
headed str8 after tuition.
played ard with shu han and had dinner thr.
i miss missssss ah ma's cooking.
it hurts so much to hear ah gong telling me bout his health.
i ought to be visiting them more often.


having restless nights nowadays.
i wonder why.
maybe im having too much tots on my mind.
maybe im too stress.


and i hope one mth faster pass.
my face is fugly now cus of e effects of e med,
and on e other hand,
im soo sooo looking towards bangkok trip!!




ok gone, bye.




will you fulfill my wish?

...

im damn angry angry and angry.
angry till i cant think properly.
i guess i have nvr felt so ps b4 man.
all because of my dumb sis.
sigh.



no mood no mood no mood!
and i cant stop thinking bout e incident.
wtf.

...

damn long since i last blog.
im purely lazyyyy.

projs submission all over!
left with one more presentation,
and then it will be examsssss.
i have to study hard alr.

had 日本村 tt day at novena with ah d.
hmms not really tt cheap thou.
i prefer sakae still.
but their sashimi yummyyyy.


and i wento polyclinic with sis today.
she went to collect her lab test result while i wento see a doc for my dear dear face.
one medication for one mth before going back for another appointment.
and their service is damn inefficiency.
we waited 3 1/2 hrs man.
like wtf! still got so many patients den some doc left first.
idiot.


gotta go watch money not enough alr.
money not enough still want watch money not enough =.=

ok bye!

...

so many accidents happening ard me recently.
take care of yourself eunice.
get well soon yea.
and ah d toooo.
and r.i.p wen.

im kinda scared of driving alr.
im afraid i will lose my life in e car.
choy touch wood i know.

1 more proj to go,
den i will have main exams,
and bangkok trippppppp,
next up is attachment with loadsa $$$$$$$$.
cant wait man.


sentosa trip with islerx girls today.
9 of us went today.
had lotsa fun with them,
tanning, eating, chatting, playing eagle catch chicks, pepsi cola, camwhoring, punishment.
still not very satisfied with my tan colour.
didnt manage to play luge.
super ex man.

bathed and headed to vivo for our lunch-cum-dinner.
had jap at shin kushiya.
damn disappointed with their food.
not nice, very ex and not filling at all.
their portion is like so pathetic.
went down to vivo mart for sushi and to sky garden to eat and play.
guess we were e attention of all e ppl there cus we make super lotsa noise.
headed home after awhile as most of us are super shag alr.

enjoyed myself with e girls super loads.
another outing soon!
<33

uploads pics soon when i have it.

...

is there some kind of a curse in me & sis?
so unfair.






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celebrated mic's bdae at kfc today.
we ordered super alot,
and first time spent so much on kfc.
thanks mic for e treat!!

headed to mic hse for photo taking session and chit chat session with her mum.
her mum damn ke ai and funny sias.
haha.
den drove them ard.
wanted to go sembawang beach,
but then im a 路痴 and we lost our way. =.=
change venue and headed to khatib prawing place with yt's papa as our gps.

cut cake thr,
and e girls came up with a super funny act.
damn hilarious.
hope she enjoy herself.


next week sentosa outing with them.
time to start tonning up my bods.


nights earth.

...

everything settled for bangkok trip.
im so looking forward to it.
just hope tt it doesnt clash with exams.
and i have to start saving now.
hopefully daddy mummy will sponsor some. :x

sch has been so hectic.
finally 2 projs and 2 presentation down.

another 2 more submission to go.

guess my gpa gonna drop further this sem.

i spent super alot of $ on sch's pushcart.

their clothes are prettttyyyy.

just hope they faster close den i wont be so tempted.

go else whr and sellllll!!!!!

tml's mic bdae celebration and sentosa trip next sat,
so looking forward to it.

such a random post.
gone.

PICS!

during proj discussion:

During presentation, WEIWEN!!!!

class outing ; grp photos.








sis bought la bi xiao xin biscuit back from korea. damn ke ai de.

...

what does your family means to you?

i guess i was such an unfilial daughter for the past few years.
taking things for granted,
nvr realising im such a fortunate girl,
with them loving me and taking care of me.
im too dependent on them,
19 years of life, nvr did they ask me to pay for my own bills,
not to say household bills.
when i saw my friends paying for own bills,
working to support themselves,
den i realise 我总是生在福中不知福.
i love you daddy mummy.
thank you for giving me such a good life.
i will learn to lighten your load.
earn loads of money to give both of you good life in e future.

i read anntonii's latest post about family.
its quite meaningful.
he said,

Everyone would have their side of story to tell when you would to ask them about their families.

Each and every story that you have with your family, be it sad or happiness is an experience that is kept in your heart and memories.

So what is a home with my family mean to me today?

It is a place where I know I will sleep soundly every night.
It is a place where I know I will be forgiven if I made a silly mistake.
It is a place where I know I will love each and every one as much as I can.
It is certainly a place where all the people who loved me in this world get together.

For some people, they may not necessary be the one who gave you your life but they are the ones who give you the time and attention which you needed.

If you dislike someone in the family for some reason, think about it again…

What does a family mean to you?

Nobody chose to ignore you, you only chose yourself to be ignored.

Love your family today because you won't know how many todays are there....

do read it, his stories are very nice and meaningful.
http://www.anntonii.blogspot.com/


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life is always so unpredictable.
came across clifton's gf's blog.
1 month had past since he left.
i guess e pain she is going through now is so unbearable.
e pain so undescribable.
e pain, which makes you ache every single moment.
e pain which triggers your tears.

each time i read her post,
tears nvr fail to welm up in my eyes.

r.i.p clinfton.

and zixin dont sad le yea!
clinfton will want all of us to smile, i believe.
so smile whenever you think of him.
(:

do read it too. you will learn to treasure e ppl around you more.
http://www.memyselfmine.blogspot.com/

...

im starting to feel so stress.
so stress till i cant breathe.
report submission everyweek for 4 weeks.
im gonna be like so dead.


have been driving ard pretty much and its burning my pocket.
i guess i have to stop driving,
or another alternative is to overcome my phobia towards dad's car.
cus dad will sure pay for e petrol. haha!


i guess im a little 冲动.
i decided too quickly for e bangkok trip with classmates.
after so much den i realise i will have to struggle a little after paying for air tics and hotel.
den i cant go for shopping trip for this few months till bangkok trip.
have to save super alot for e trip.
and den set aside some money in case need top petrol,
and some money to remove extension.
wonderful.
regret a little but super excited and anticpating for e trip.
i hope mummy and daddy willing to pay a little for me.
hah! what a bad girl am i.


mummy told me grandma was super sick ytd tt if there is no one at home,
she would have leave us.
oh damn.
thank god grandpa was at home to ring uncle for help.
i felt so guilty to e max.
how long since i last visit grandma?
get well soon ah ma.
<3


and get well soon ah d ah d.
(:







back to proj.
jiayou ppl.

...

i felt so silly crying.




i hate pms.










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failed napfa today with all 'a's and 'b's for 5 station and a failed for 2.4km all because of my damn leg muscle cramp-ing at e wrong time.
=(


im so demoralised.
i have loads of work undone lying at home.
i have submission from next week onwards undone.
i have loads of revision not yet done.
what am i doing.

...

napfa is just 1 day away.
siannnnnn.

anw,
HAPPY BELATED BDAE TO MY COUSIN, JONATHAN!
may you have e bestest wish.


sat celebration was niceeee.
zixin turn up tooo!
we had our dinner at chicago steakhse.
ordered superb alot lur.
their ocean fantasy catch is like yummyyy.
but e rest is only so so lah.
had fun chatting and cam whoring with them.
left for home early because they are watching mid night show,
and i have to catch e train back.
hope kathy and zixin enjoyed themselves!

sun headed to swensen's with sis yang and yx.
heng someone reminded me of my voucher expiring.
but somehow very disappointed with their food.
my fault i know.
cus i assume their curry baked rice will be better than pizza hut cus its more ex. =.=

i love class on mon,
probably because its e last apel lesson?
had super fun activities in class making everyone so noisy.
guess our tutors love us super alot.
mrs lee bought 2 super big bags of tidbits for us,
and mr png ask her wife to baked cupcakes for us.
damn niceeee to eat.
im such a glutton.
0.0

had my jog and napfa training just now.
i improved!
so happy.

dad's new car finally came.
damn cool lur.
but he wants me to pass his test first before i can drive out.
awwwwww.
like another TP?


and class outing to bangkok on sept b4 attachment starts.
should i go or should i not.
temptinggggg~

...

27th June : Happy birthday Zi Xin!

28th June: Happy birthday Kathy and Chee Cheng!

May all of you have e bestest wish. (:



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i skip sch ytd because i was uber tired.
did my events IJ e whole noon and post it up on e other blog.
somehow i felt so guilty tt i skipped sch :x
anyway, i hope zixin and kathy enjoy their celebration in sch!

headed to night market in e night.
initially wanna get loads of tshirts but only one catch my eye.



and i had yummy sakae feast tt day with darling.
damn nice lur.
i hope theres more to come!


i miss driving driving driving!
but i uber hate topping up petrol =.=



gonna go out for kathy's bdae celebration.

bye people!







p.s. im craving for Changi/Boon Lay nasi lemak...

...

i love daddy so much.
he brought me mum and sis for a seafood feast tt day to celebrate for me.
damn yummyyyyy~
and he just told me his new car coming tml,
so i guess he allows me to drive?
if not he tell me for what.
haha.

and e 40" lcd tv came on tueee.
damn big and shiok.
sit thr watch nothing also shiok.
haha!

tml ij submission,
and im like only halfway done.
damn lazy to continue alr.
so many submission coming,
i hope i can make it through.

i went for a jog ytd with wq and sw,
hoping i can train for napfa.
but i only ran 1.6km and im almost dead.
i guess i will fail next week test.
and now my leg is aching like omgggggg.


few days more and py will be back!
and we can organise supper sessssionnn again~
(:

im still in holiday mood,
save me ppl!
and im getting fatter. =.=


goodnight ppl!

...

have been going rounding and supper this few days.
thanks d's mum for e car!
but petrol is damn damn ex man!
heart pain to see money spent on oil not to be taken. =.=

realise tt when i got license,
i became super lazy.
a short distance only i dont feel like walking.
i'd rather take a cab. =.=
this is how lazy i can be.
cabbing to cwp instead of bus.

finally done with IJ.
hope its correct.
2 more IJ and 3 more grp proj to go!
JIAYOU!


cant wait for dad's new car.
mummy told me very nice!
i hope he allows me to drive out pretty plsssss.

...

i tot i failed,
but i passed!
i was nervous like *TOOT* tt i could feel myself breathing very hard and loudly in e car.
warmup was like shit due to e nervous-ness.
when e tester called for my name,
my mind was like blank man.
went thru e circuit smoothly and out to e road.
i panic when i saw him wrote smth on his paper.
at one critical moment,
i went pass e pedestrian crossing with pedestrian standing at e opposite side, one parked vehicle infront of me and one car beside me refusing to let me overtake.
i was like wth fail le lah and i almost felt like crying alr.
back to e tester office i felt so demoralised thinking i have to retake again.
e tester wrote down e number of demerit pts and tts was when i tot my maths failed cus i calculated wrongly.
4, 6, 6 = 20 pts.
when he ticked pass i was like omg omg, i cant believe man.
supposed to be immediate failure one lur.
tt really made my day.


my instructor is damn nice,
msg me to ask me jiayou,
and giving way to me during my test.
thank you!!


but somehow i got abit of those 没有真实感 feeling.
somehow i felt tt im dreaming.
pinch me!



and eunice!
i hope you enjoy your day.
(:

...

TP TP TP TP TP TP TP TP TP TP TP TP TP TP TP TP TP TP TP TP TP TP TP TP TP TP!!!!!

oh gosh im so nervous like pili pala now.
pray pray,
pls let me pass.


and happy birthday eunice!!!
i love you!
meet up with you soon girl!
(:

...

1 more day to eunice's bdae,
1 more day to TP.
awwwww.
all e best to me.



i hate e rain.
boooo.







once bitten twice shy.
人心难测.

finally e 5 days of work is over.
im soo soo lethargic.

i spent super alot during this IT fair instead of earning money lur.
bought 1 black, red psp for sis and harddisk.
im soo soo broke now.

but work is very fun with those new made friends.
however i felt so old around them. =(
went to be spy upstairs but end up buying psp from them.
what a joke lur.

dad mum grandma and sis came to visit me ytd.
and mum bought one 40" lcd tv.
damn nice lur.
i cant wait for it to arrive.
wanted to psycho mum to buy wii & she just say "whats tt" and walked away. =.=
and i almost succeed in psycho-ing mum to buy sony cam lahhhhhhh. =((

now left with 1 week holi.
i have to start on my projs and IJ which will be due next week.
ohhh goshhh.

and jerry gonna help me get ipod touch.
thank you man!
im sucha happy kid this few days.
(:

...

仿佛突然间掉进一片黑暗的洞.


我好累,
想睡觉.


再见.

...

fear is always counseling you against e perils of 'now' because of smth
tt happened 'once before'.

phew, im soo soo tired now.
i wonder why man.

i had a great day at pulau ubin with my dearest on mon.
met up early with them and boat-ed (?) there.
e boat ride is damn fun man!

reach thr cant decide over bicycle or van,
but end up we took e van cus we are on a project trip.
e uncle damn nice,
brought us ard pulau ubin and to all e places we want.
we alighted at chek jawa and walked ard.
e place is damn nice can!
but e walking route is damn long,
and by e time we finished e route,
we were all worn out.

headed back to have lunch and then i went back home to rest.
bathe and headed to weiwen's hse for his bdae celebration.
his hse damn big lur.
we had fun playing wii.
now i can feel my arms aching like hell.
and thank you weiwen for driving me back!


im a happy girl on tueeeeeee.
i watched kungfu pandaaaa.
so ke ai lur.


hmms,
damn sian have to go rest alr.
working in e morning.
night peeps!

...

all my cuties went back alr.
sigh suddenly miss their loud voices.
now my hse is so quiet.
hope they will come again soooonnn.

tt day wento raymond's chalet,
benho sotong they all say i become smaller in size.
i think im shrinkingggggg.
jialat man.
i wanna grow biggerrrrrrrrrrr~

and i had botak jones at e woodgrove tt day.
its almost e same as astons,
only tt they open their stalls at food court.
food niceeee, and supo big portion.
hmms, they should be earning alot more den astons.
=X

pulau ubin trip with class tml for proj.
i hope mosquitos dont like me plsssssssss.




i wanna rahhhh like how meimei rahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

...

im supo lazy this few days.
its so noisy-fun-irritating to have so many kids running ard my hse.
but i love them to e max man.
just tt i wasnt able to concentrate on studying with them ard.

its terrible tt i fell sick during test period,
with on off fever,
on off headache
and pain all over.
im lucky i survived thru e whole test period.

and test,
i hope i can do well lah.
pray hard.

my face is doubly cmi.
hormones imbalance or isit e weather's fault?
i had to go for facial,
and tt is e longest facial i ever went.
e extraction is uber long tt my face went numb and i fell aslp. =.=

projs and ij due-ing soon.
and im still slacking my way.
sigh.

IT fair nxt week.
work work and more work!
its time to save up more and pamper myself at one go!


变得成熟
是我能安慰自己
唯一的收获

...

i need time time and more time.

guess ah ma and my cuties come at e wrong timing.
i hope i will be able to study for midsemtest with them ard.
pray hard man.

and i hope sch approve my sip.



i dont knw why,
i have a sudden second tots of being paramedic.
i am not very sure if im able to do it.
not because im scared of what,
but i guess i cant take death easily,
when my job will be revolving ard life and death.
i cant imagine myself working for one day,
and then emo for e whole week.
=.=
yes i knw im weird.



crea8ted events mgt blog.
bipoobipoo-jocelyn.blogspot.com
what a lousy name, i know.
but i cant think of any name le lah!
when free den do e skin.




guess have to slp alr.
im lacking of slp recently.
sigh.




i knw it hurts alot.

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ah ma, meimei boyboy and huixin coming my hse to stay!
happy kid i am.
(:




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i was told bout e tragic news tt happen ytd.
r.i.p ah john.


life... what is it?

...

i shut my eyes in order to see

happy belated birthday larry!
best wishes yea.
sorry didnt attend your celebration ytd.
hope you enjoy.
(:

last sat was pm and xy's bdae celebration at nos pub.
nice outing with them.
drink sing play crap.
love them loads lur.
but sorry girls i have smth on and have to leave first.
hope e bdae girls enjoy their night!

sun went to look for xh and den settle sip thingy.
i hope sch approve lur.

and napfa test is on july 3rd.
i have to go train alr man.
sigh.

today's sis o lvl chi.
hope she did well.


wouldnt it be nice if my room is cadbury~

tong x 9999999999999999999999999999999999999999
=((

...

Life is all about choices and more choices.

yoohooo ppl,
uploaded some pics.
very randomly.
lazy to rearrange them.

very sad man,
my hair not natural le lur.
like so ugly now.
and its sooooo painful and terror when i slp.
sigh sigh sigh.
pay $ to suffer.
nice one.
and my curler sucks like hell.
my hair doesnt even curl at all.
HUR!

sent out some resume,
and i just received a rejected email from Four Seasons Hotel.
oh damn,
they say their SIP places full alr.
blame me on my laziness.

and my p1 kid scored supo badly for her mye.
i dont knw why.
she doesnt even bother to memorise what i taught her for compo.
forget it.
and i supo enjoy my tuition with my k2 kid.
he is damn funny and cute man.
have been playing and joking ard during tuiton.
now abit bu she de give up tuition for him.

and im very dumb,
ultra dumb on tue.
there is no tutorial and i didnt knw man!
like wth lah.
so i headed to sch,
to find my class dark and empty.
heng is nelson and joyce was with me.
haha, e dumb us.
so i stayed and slack in sch till lec time.
and i love lec tt day cus lecturer showed us a very meaningful slideshow.
from today onwards,
i will wake up choosing to be in a happy mood den bad mood.
(:

tried doing my tutorial work and i dont understand a single thing.
guess i have to start going for lec.
i hate managerial accounting.

enough of my rantings.
xiaohui! here you go, my pics haha.


my cutie boy boy.
ok, this is ripped from sis's blog tts why alot of her face. see e cute baby!!!!
overdue mos pics.

my mei mei!!!

me and cousin after hair extension.

ok e end.

i want slp liao.
prac, proj meeting and lesson tml.
sigh.

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如果人生没有烦恼,
能活得无忧无虑,
像在天空飞翔的鸟儿,
那该有多好.

再见.

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16th May: HAPPY BIRTHDAY MRGOHJIANCHONG!

18th May: HAPPY BIRTHDAY SAM!

19th MAY: HAPPY BIRTHDAY PEIYIN!!!!!

may all of you have e bestest wish.
hope you all enjoyed your day. (:

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im damn pissed off now.
supposed to be feeling excited,
but e excitement dies down when i reach home.
*TOOT* you man.


fri had tuition and prac den jeremy & jovine came to fetch me for sashimi treat.
yummie man.
but i dont tt *TOOT* did not appreciate it.
forget it.

sat had a nice nice outing with e girls celebrating py's bdae.
i hope she enjoy it!
we had ajisen for dinner,
which was soo yumm yummm.
den we headed for movie, OVER E DEAD BODY.
damn nice and funny man!!
den eating cake session baked by mic.
yummmm.

i left after cutting e cake to meet up with classmates at clarke quay for esther's advance bdae celebration at attica.
ooooohhhh, dress code is blue and white.
imagine us all in blue and white walking to attica.
haha.
it was a nice one.
drink, dance, cam-whoring!
my leg couldnt take it anymore so i headed back first.
i almost felt like crying walking back wearing my killer shoe.
爱美不要命.

anw, i hope both of them enjoyed their night. (:




TODAY,
i had hair extension with sis and cousina at city plaza.
mine is super duper long long long.
i felt so much like a ghost now.
but i quite like it when e hair stylist perm it for me.
overall 3 of us spent super alot at tt shop,
but thanks xiao yi for sponsoring us. (:
to xiao yi hse slack a little and cab back to meet sw wq and ly.

i kind of dread going home everyday now.
i hate tt comments you always give.
you make me feel so disappointed in you.
sigh,
家家有本难念的经.

...

gosh!
im so blur today!
forgotten to bring my phone out,
and surprisingly, i survived w/o it.
but i 'd a sooooooo i-dont-know-what-to-describe feeling in me.
anw, m so glad to be back with my phone again.
sounds so blahh blahh.

anw, i had a very nice nice mothers' day celebration at msia.
so damn happy to see everyone again.
especially ah ma and all my cuties.
now one more member added to our family.
e baby is oh-my-god cute can!
how i wish he is my son. haha!
shall upload my cuties pics soon.

guess i ate too much heaty food tt i fell real sick on tue.
skipped sch and went to see doc.
thanks ah dum for acc-ing me. (:
think i literally sleep all e way man.
must be e med effect.
and thanks sw for e pi pa gao drink!
thou its taste so bitter,
but i felt much better. (:

i sold prac today cus LOA wasnt approved by my teacher.
damn.
2 weeks since i went for my lesson alr.
guess im pure lazy.

and sat will be py's bdae celebration in e noon,
and esther's bdae celebration in e night at pub/club?
i dont knw.
its gonna be a nice nice day of celebrations!
love you ppl!

...

e personal life deeply lived always expands into truths beyond itself

bi poo bi pooo~
i had a great time this few days.
juggling btw sch, tuition and chilling out.

cant remember much but i had a nice nice outing to eski bar at boat quay ytd!
with my lovely cliques,
yanni, weizhi, bell, francis and their lovely classmates.
thank you all for waiting for me till i finish sch! =D
we ordered one bottle of hard liquor, fooooddd and my favourite e-valenche.
damn nice and fun thr.
e sub 0 degree room is damn freaking cold man.
i can feel e pain in my bones.

and today i had a nice nice class outing too!
met up with some of them at bugis.
while waiting for them,
i went for a supo dupo fast shopping spree,
and spent damn loads of money.
headed to haji lane,
damn nice e place.
i guess i hafta save more money to shop thr next time.

after tt we bus-ed down to parkway,
met up with e rest and headed to Aston for dinner.
thank you ad and her gf for queue-ing for us!
e dinner was supo nice and cheap!
until now im still thinking of my fooooddddd.
but thinking of queue-ing, sigh.
but highly recommended, go eat go eat!

headed to parkway arcade.
saw a lil boy supo cute.
he climbed up e bball machine,
and keep waving at e sensor.
no wonder e top score thr so high.
haha!

anw,
tml mothers' day,
HAPPY MOTHERS' DAY!
gonna go back msia for celebration.
i miss miss them.
(:

TAKE NOTE!!!!

thinking of giving up one of my tuition.
anybody wanna be a tuition teacher?
must be commited, always free on any 2 weekdays afternoon,
and preferably a girl!
haha, pay not bad. (:

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY SOTONG TEO WENSHENG!
may you have e bestestt wish yea!
enjoy!
(:

...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LEE WEIQIANG.
many many of e best wishes.
(:

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DUMB ASS SIS, CHEN MEI MEI!

祝你越来越肥!
肥死你!
hahaha!

:x

first bdae kiss from me leh,
honoured anot.
hahaha!

...

its not impt how much love you build at e beginning,
but how much love you build at e end.

oh mama,
i felt so sinful.
sigh.

last fri was mummy's bdae celebration.
wanted to treat her to sakae,
but she prefer eating at 515. =.=
but e crabbies are damn damn nice man.
yummie.

sat morning went for tuition and then to wq's bdae celebration.
had steamboat at bugis.
e steamboat quite nice lur, but a lil costly.
den we headed to qool bar at clarke quay.
drink and sing and talk and play.
nice nice one.
so long since i last went out to chill.
hope he had fun. (:

while walking to take bus to sch today,
i saw 2 siling pri boys abusing a poor bird.
i think e bird is dead man.
after tt e boys kicked e bird onto e road and ran off cus i was looking at them.
i felt so terrible whenever a car pass by e bird,
felt very heartpain to see e bird going thru all those sufferings.
i felt so sinful for not stopping e @#%&#$^#$% boys.
im sorry bird,
please dont come back find me.

sch was boring today.
went sch for 2 hrs only.
sian lur.
and im so restless and restless.
back home for a quick dinner and out for tuition again.

sometimes i wonder why i work so hard,
filling my weekdays schedule so tight.
shrugs.

have to skip tml client briefing for tuition,
im sorry team mates!
help me listen and take notes.
thankyou! (:

and my pretty event mgt tutor is so weird.
have to cre8 blog to post our sch work and mindmaps every week.
sian, too busy to cre8 one.
using this blog will bore everyone and riskkky,
in case i wanna say anything bad bout sch. :x

gonna rest alr.
night peeps!

and i miss my girls,
clubbing soon. =D