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great,
halfway thru my peer teaching notes and fila.
at least i started on smth.
im just fucking lazy this few days.


random thoughts,
random post.

very heart warming to receive msg-es from someone whom you didnt contact for a little long.
now i realised tt i haven talk to many ppl for very long,
im so into my own life tt i miss out loads of stuff happening to my friends out thr.
sorry to all.


had a little long chat with jianchong on e phone just now.
he taught me many many stuff.
stuff tt i didnt know at all,
whe im living in my own little world.

now i know,
i have no idea in e value of money.
i dont know how much is $1k, $10k or even $1m.
i dont know what all this money can do.
to me,
they sounds e same.
he differentiate it out and teach me,
using world news,
cars and rich kid.
he also taught me e importance of money,
and saving up for rainy days,
and for my license.


he taught me to me determined in things i do.
never give up halfway.
go for what i want.
and never be lazy.
yes,
i shall try not be lazy.

he make me realised how much i wanted to help ppl out.
be it as a nurse, paramedic or social worker.
e feeling of helping one person,
is damn great.
but yet i knw tt,
when you fail to help one person,
e feeling is damn it terrible.

after seeing so many deaths ard me,
i damn felt like being one of those helping ppl lur.
and yes,
its time for me to think of my future.
i still have 1 and a half yr to think if i wanna sign on or enrol in nursing course.
as for now,
i will continue with my dip while considering.

a great god-bro i have.
damn it,
how i wish he is my real bro lah.
den he can teach me loads of stuff everyday.
his words are damn influential can.
able to change my thinking towards life totally.

thanks bro!
you made me realised,
我生在福中不知福.
im much more fortunate than many ppl out thr.
many many thanks.
appreciated.
yea,
and i promise,
one day,
你会很看得起我!
=)






but but,
i will try not to be lazy ah.
try ah!
=X





lets strive hard tgt ppl!
towards our own goal.







many many loves to everyone.
my family members, my girls, my darlings, guys and friends.
bling bling~


how can i live w/o them.
thanks so much for making my life wonderful.
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