JOCELYN D-DUMB ♥: July 2007

Monday, July 30, 2007

...

whats e day today?

many ppl said touching words to me.

damn,

i teared.

im very touched.

really.

thanks for making my day brighter,

thanks for assuring me everything will be fine,

thanks for helping me all along,

thanks for boosting my confidence,

thanks for making me smile,

thanks for giving me e motivation of words,

thanks for many many other things,

thanks for letting me feel loved.

and thanks for making me teared.

i appeciate everything you all said and did.

thanks god,

im able to have nice friends ard me,

walking with me till e end of my life.

thanks islerx, 89ers, sisters, gforce, polymates and other friends out thr.

many many big hugs for you all.

i promise i will work hard this week,

clear everything and be e old me once everything finish.

loves <33

...

shut off this blog temporary for some personal reasons last few days.

hmms,

now decided to open again.

kinda touched when friends come asking me bout my blog.

at least,

theres some regulars reading my rants.

thanks my friends.

e feeling i dread has come.

oh god.

whats wrong with me.

天啊地啊!

no,

smth must be wrong with me.

aww,

damn it.

because of other probs,

im getting stress up.

and getting stress up,

affects my sch work,

and affecting my sch work,

will makes me more stress up.

what a dumb thing.

i need to get things done!

socio proj not done,

mbs quiz not done,

socio quiz not done,

psycho quiz not done,

hrm proj not done,

tutorial work not done,

haven study for socio and psycho test on sat.

when can i finish them all?

i have been procrastinating.

like wtf.

i need some motivation.

and i know where i can find it.

but just simply lazy.

oh fuck.

wish me lucks.

willeverythingchange?

Saturday, July 28, 2007

...

a troubled night.

had a run with my shout up e teletubbies hill,

and i felt much better.

felt much lighter in my mind.

but somehow,

after im back home,

everything back to square.

yes,

im somehow hurt.

tt i cant deny.

and suffered from a little insonmia.

only managed to slp a few hrs,

and awake on a sat morning on my own.

find it rare?

policy of my life:

happy go lucky,

colouful,

interesting,

minimise emo and sadness time,

and cheering up everyone ard me.
~~define colourful and interesting life for me pls.~~

im such a failure.

i might be able to cheer ppl up infront of me,

but behind me,

they arent happy.

and i must do it.

i cant afford to be sad.

life is too short,

i cant afford to spend my time sad.

but many things kept clashing on me at this time of period.

yuanlaiwoshizheyangdeyigeren.

im a big bad girl afterall,

in everyone's eye.

wandered away.

not knowing whr to go.

我只能永远读着对白,
读着你给我的伤害.
我原谅不了我自己,
就请你当作我已不在.

Friday, July 27, 2007

...

too much pics uploaded in e previous post.

sorry for e lag due to e pics.

im alright alr.

thanks everyone for your care and concern.

pms.

i hate it.

mood swing like hell.

wed mbs presentation was alr.

hope we can do well,

thou i know we wont score tt well compared to e other grps.

thur psycho lesson was a fun one.

i always love psycho lesson cus i have a fun tutor,

if it is not tt i dont like to go for tutorial,

i would have go for all of his lesson.

wanted to skip socio to go home complete e other projs,

but decided to go for it.

had mock test.

damn,

i think i flunk.

i dont know how to do,

and i even leave it blank.

i need to start studying for common test alr.

kinda moody today.

oh god.

horo of e day:

your old issues deserve to be where all old issues belong: in e past.
do not try to hold on to water as it flows under e bridge --
you'll just end up getting all wet (not to mention frustrated).
time moves forward, & you are meant to go along with it!
it's true tt looking back can give you insight about e mistakes you have made,
but you must let a certain amount of time pass by,
before you can achieve that 20/20 hindsight.
it's too soon right now.

was walking home at vista park and i saw everything gone.

it wont be e same anymore.

yes,

goodbye memories.

i will not look back,

never again.

im gonna look front and walk,

im gonna be really free this time round.

再见了美好的回忆.

这一生注定会遇见两个我爱的人.

在寻找如何怎么样去对待真爱的时候,

我错过了第一个,