i would ponder over what my life is all about.
i always have this weird thinking tt is so different from others.
now tt i am unofficially graduated from poly.
i dont knw which step to take next.
someone so half-hearted like me,
will i be able to stay at a job for long?
will i be able to survive in e society?
will i eventually able to settle down and get a decent pay job.
who doesnt want to have a high pay job right?
but somehow i have just this little confidence in myself.
what can i make out of it?
sometimes i just wish tt i can find someone rich and get married str8 away so tt i wont have to bother so much.
but on e other hand,
i guess tts not e life i want.
i encountered many many things in life.
from family to friends to r/s.
some are things other ppl nvr encountered b4,
some are things i hope i will encounter again,
and some are things i hope i wont have to go thru it again.
i have so many so many regrets in life which i cant put it down.
i just cant stop myself from thinking about it.
am i a good daughter/sis?
am i a good friend?
am i a good gf?
and in e near future a good employee/employer and wife.
sigh,
why do i have to think so much.
i hate it when im alone.
nevertheless,
im glad to know my girls,
e guys,
besties,
and my wonderful poly mates.
somehow i regret i was not able to attend all e outings tt they had.
but from now onwards,
i will try to.
sucha random post.
and i dont knw what im talking bout.
i just typed what came to my mind.
e overdued pics from last day of sch.
and im alr starting to miss sch so much.
grp mates ; e best.
as usual, e scandalous pair.
e best bro ever in sch.
cny visits to my hse. 
steamboat prepared by chenmama for us.
and, our last presentation tgt.
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