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no longer motivated by basic drives but by higher needs,
we expect more from ourselves and life.

so nice no sch today.
but den is only for this week.
so sigh sigh man.

i felt so guilty lur.
boooooo.

sat work in e morning den hit chinatown with wq ly yang sy and sw.
practically walk e whole day with them to *TOOT*
to be frank, very sian lah. =X

den sun went to gan ma's 10th grandchild one month's party.
damn damn alot of kids running ard.
your head can go spinning and spinning.
too many till i dont knw which one to play with. =.=
but i practically eat e whole afternoon.
e food is niceeeee and mama keep feeeding me with herbal soup.
oh my goshhh.
i felt so loved thr.
and im so so in love with e baby girl, lil xin yi and lil jinghui.
duh, obviously not my sis cus she is soso not cute at all.
blahhhhhhhhh.

and i was supo sad e whole night cus weizhi told me bout e height and weight limit for paramedic.
oh goshhhh.
im below e limit for both.
damnnnnnnnnnnit.
my planned routeeeeeee ruin.

i soso love talking to gohjianchong on phone,
cus he is like my newspaper, yahoo.com and complain machine.
he teaches me alot of stuffs tt i dont knw,
and listen to all my complains and rantings.
thanks bro!

and my schedule gonna be soso packed when sch start tml.
driving lesson in e morning, sch for lesson, tuition in e night.
and i need to add in jogging and exercising,
HOPEFULLY i will grow taller and increase weight but not fats.
yes i know it is supo dupo almost impossible.
but for my dream,
who cares whether it is impossible anot.

a very tough commitment and determination i must have.
i'd better one time pass my TP.
if not i will go bonkers.