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people living deeply have no fear of death

i nearly lost my life in e noon.
isit heng or sway?
isit a good blessing in disguise?
god bless me man.
phew.

i forgotten i was crossing e bus interchange towards ssdc in e noon.
and i have earpiece with loud music on.
while crossing halfway,
i stopped cus i suddenly remember tt im crossing e damn road.
and damn freak me out to see e bus next to me.
just tt moment,
i might lose my life man.
guess e music was too loud tt i couldnt even hear e bus drive horn.
on e way thr,
i felt like tearing so much and having jitters all over,
which resulted in nearly falling into e damn drain.
a lesson learnt today - nvr cross e road while listening to music.
and i have a slight phobia towards double deck bus now.

hengly, i pass my ftt trial test.
i hope i can pass my ftt tml lur.

and i have splitting headaches for i dont knw why.
feeling so uncomfortable all over.
damn.