for everything you have missed,
you gained something else.
and for everything tt you have gain,
you lose something else.

rahhh rahhh rahhh,
so bored now man.
waiting alone in sch now for sw to meet me.
his interview is damn long one lehhhhhhhhh.
i felt like slping alr.

weeeeetttssss~
i pass my ftt!
but very funny one lor,
i wasnt tt excited like when i pass my btt.
i wasnt even nervous b4 e test.
weirdo.

tuition was great on mon.
headed home and had dinner at home.
pack my stuff for next day sentosa trip,
and zZzZzZz.
thanks wq for helping me pump e ball,
and thanks zg for e tanning oil!
(:

e next morning wake up,
no sun no sun and no sun!
all i see is rain, more rain, and more rain!
damn sad one leh.
bus to harbour front to meet up with e rest.
damn, e bus took 1hr15mins.
i sit until butt pain man.
i tot it was a class outing,
but only 7 person turn up.
adeline, joyce, priscilla, josca, nelson, winson and me.
hohoho.
anw heng when reach there,
no rain no rain and no rain.
thanks sun for coming out!
but i think e sun hates me damn loads.
booohoooo.

stayed in e sea to chit chat,
play balls,
sun tanning,
play with crabbie we caught.
haha so cute.
and joyce was even cuter.
she wento dig a hole until got water come out.
like all e way she was digging e hole.
very funny.
i got pics of her digging e hole!
hohoho.

e end product not good!
sun dont like me.
i put uber duper super loads of tanning oil,
but im not tan at all while e rest is tan tan tan and tan!
can see e difference in colour on their body,
but mine just mini slightly only.
booooo lah.
sad man.

had dinner and bus back to wdl.
damn tired lur sitting in e uber long bus ride.
butt pain.
=X

gonna enrol at bbdc.
lalalala~
but heart pain man,
when my $ gets lesser and lesser and lesser.
why cant mummy and daddy sponsor me.
sob sob.

rahhhhhhh~

...

people living deeply have no fear of death

i nearly lost my life in e noon.
isit heng or sway?
isit a good blessing in disguise?
god bless me man.
phew.

i forgotten i was crossing e bus interchange towards ssdc in e noon.
and i have earpiece with loud music on.
while crossing halfway,
i stopped cus i suddenly remember tt im crossing e damn road.
and damn freak me out to see e bus next to me.
just tt moment,
i might lose my life man.
guess e music was too loud tt i couldnt even hear e bus drive horn.
on e way thr,
i felt like tearing so much and having jitters all over,
which resulted in nearly falling into e damn drain.
a lesson learnt today - nvr cross e road while listening to music.
and i have a slight phobia towards double deck bus now.

hengly, i pass my ftt trial test.
i hope i can pass my ftt tml lur.

and i have splitting headaches for i dont knw why.
feeling so uncomfortable all over.
damn.

...

happiness will never come to those who fail to appreciate what they already
have.

woah~
kinda bored now.
let see let see what i did e last few days.

tue to ad's hse for mj session for e whole day.
won super alot at first,
but as usual lost all lah.
i had a very bad tummy cramp tt day.

wed k-singing session at teo heng with bell, yanni, weizhi and nelson.
damn damn cheap one.
4$ per person.
but den, e food there super ex lur.
sigh sigh.
after tt headed to buy assessment for my tuition kid.
damn one leh.
k2 stuff is super duper diff.
i felt like going back and re-study lur.

thur tuition,
this time round was alright lah.
quite productive.
but he damn damn ke ai one leh.

fri mah,
i slept e whole day.
i guess its time for me to rest more and more.
im super duper tired.

mon ftt man!
and i haven really read thru yet.
best lah.

lost interest in blogging.
rahhhhhhhhhhhh.

...

e walls we build around us to keep out e sadness,
also keep out e joy.

tuition was great today.
at least i did not panic lur.
he super quiet one.
like dont want to talk to me. :(
but quite funny lah.

me: what does A stands for?
him: dont knw, tcher haven teach.
me: =.=

me: what does Q stands for?
him: Q(kill) ppl!
me: =.=

me: your hse got whiteboard?
him: dont have. waste $, use paper and pen can le mah.
me: =.=

looking forward to thur tuition.
super cute.

after tt i headed town to meet up with my lovies classmates.
not all lah but some of them turn up only.
pool session,
den to cine hk cafe for dinner.
played zhong ji mi ma,
and forfeit is to sip e yucky dont knw what combi stuff they mix.
heng ah,
i nvr tio.
a fulfilling dinner indeed.

slack ard at heeren,
and they play with imaginery friend again.
but damn funny lah.
maybe i should cre8 one imaginery friend also.
hohoho!
after tt i mrt-ed home.

tml mahjong session at ad's hse!
woolala~

and so sad,
cny going to end soon.
booooo.

damn damn,
i have decided to go for overseas attachment.
start to hate everything here.
but all e job listings i found for overseas internship sucks.
anyone got better recommendation?
sian sian.

i have yet to enrol for my prac.
lazy bum i am.


是不是不开口才珍贵?

...

love can make you do things tt you never thought possible.

ytd was dearest shu han bdae celebration.
headed to cwp to shop for pressie with ly,
before we headed to ah ma's hse.
wish tt my dearest shu han grow tall tall smart smart!

anw,
sorry ah jon ah jon.
didnt go your hse.
hope you all have fun.

2 movies in 2 days in a row.
ah long ; cj7.
damn nice lah i tell you.
uber funny one lur.
and i tear-ed when i watch cj7.
uber touching.
i wanna have cj7 toooooo!


tml tuition day,
den after tt to town for a small class gathering.
oh my oh my!





thank you my love.

...

e only cure for boredom is curiosity,
but there is no cure for it.

happy belated 情人节.

valentine is sucha boredom.
after travelling down to my supplier to collect flowers,
with blah blah stuffs,
and delivering of orders,
i went back home and slept thru e whole afternoon.
alright, i admit im a pig lur.
super duper ultra sian one.

but anw,
thanks bf and larry for e flowers,
and thanks puisauw for tt cute little packets of sweeties.
(:

today is officially e last day of sch!!
i skip morning comm skill lesson simply cus i cant wake up.
headed for club&resort lesson.
ms joan ho prepared lunch for us.
yummie~
went thru our results and den its time to 捞鱼生!!
damn nice lah e sashimi.
and i so so so love my happening class.

travel&leisure lesson just rot in class,
den winson drove me and adeline to bedok to collect her flowers.
damn nice lah e bouquet compared to ytd's.
maybe because e aunty got time to wrap nice nice.
lesson learnt,
dont order during peak occasions.

anw,
i might be continuing this business.
ppl! wanna get flowers or what do let me know.
i wont bite. (:


i have yet to watch ah long pte ltd!
i cant stand my dear classmates talking bout e show.
makes me xin yang yang.
time for movie soon!


tml visit to jon ah jon hse,
den to ah ma hse celebrate my dearest shu han's bdae.
LOVES!


awww,
and my poor daddy is sick.
get well soon daddy!

...

人日 ; 生日快乐

woohoo,
初七, 人日, 大家生日快乐!


lololala.
yes yes tt day visit grand aunt hse.
wah, her hse damn kua zhang one.
totally looks like 皇宫.
damn grand and damn big man!
i cant believe my room is their toilet. =.=
think tt hse is bigger than mine by 5times =.=
e moment i step in,
i got a feeling like as if im playing the sims.
and the catering food damn damn nice.
got bake scallop all this.
think they too much money dont know whr to spend.
still hire ppl to serve us. =.=
and i cant stop thinking of e hse till now.


and hurray!
exams finally over!
holi is here~
but fri still have last lessons.
will be eating in class and 捞鱼生.
weets~

i travelled ard singapore ytd.
hohoho.
after crm test, headed to bro's hse with e rest at hougang.
we ordered pizza hut and watched 28 weeks later.
super tired watching e show man.
very scary.
need to prepare and hide.
after tt gamble a little.
as usual lost ah.

next i headed to bugis with puisauw and nelson.
bought my memory card,
get some stuffs,
and we headed down to pris's hse at boonlay.

little alex damn cute lah.
haas.
mahjong for few hrs,
and mrt-ed home.

today too tired to wake up to go adeline's hse.
sorry ah!
headed to bishan with zg in e noon,
repair my lappy,
met up with jovine and larry,
and bused down to e nursery to collect e flowers for delivery.
damn damn heavy.
heng got zg help.
thanks thanks ah!

i think i gotta rest soon.
tml im gonna be a poor poor flower delivery girl.
booooo~

and im a happy kid!
found tuition job.
pay not bad,
and near my hse!
lalalalalaaaaaa~

...

dumb, dumber, dumbest ; is me

OH MY *TOOT*!!!
damn damn sway can!!!
i guess im e dumbest person ever lived on earth!
GRRRRRRRRRRR!

I HAVE TO RANT RANT RANT!
this post might contain some *TOOT* words.
read at your own risk.

stupid seller cheated on me and my sis.
wanted to meet at amk den change to bukit batok.
when my sis reach thr,
she told me she forgotten to bring our stuffs out.
wtfff!
cannot call earlier and tell us ah!

i remembered i paid extra for my lappy warranty.
but compaq told me i only have 1 yr.
wth man.
ask me go search for my invoice as proof.
search whole hse but cant find.
total of 3 calls to compaq to complain b4 they told me to go back to best for my warranty.
what is so diff to just tell me when i first call?!?!?!


reformat memory card le den spoil again.
so i wanted to reformat again.
dumb memory card cannot connect to com using usb cable.
so i gei kiang (act clever) go put my memory card in one of my card reader slot on my cpu.
damn lah!
knowing tt e slot is too big but i still put it in.
now drop inside my cpu and cant take out sias!
i look damn pathetic trying to get my memory card out of tt damn cpu.
and i cant open up my cpu case because warranty will be void if i do so!
grrrrrrrrrrrrr!
how dumb can i be!

decided to go buy a new one so wento bathe.
halfway wiping myself dry with my towel,
my dumb towel drop into the dirty water.
OH *F*!!!!!

damn lah.
need to spend extra money for no reason!
GRRRRRRR!

how can somemore be so sway at one go!!!
sigh sigh sigh.

the only best thing i have today is a successful comm skills role play.
but i reach sch at 8.25 and wait 40 minutes for e rest.
i have to admit im a little pek cek at first ah.
i get irritated when i wait too long.
but damn me, i know its nt my grp mates fault.
its my damn f attitude.

must be i nvr go baibai den lidat.
sigh sigh sigh.

my mood is super duper not good now.
grrrrrrrrrrrr!
beware, i might accidentally lose my temper on you.
if i did, im sorry, not purposely one.

will update bout ytd's grand aunt hse visit again when i have e mood.
damn kua zhang one her hse.

...

memory is a way of holding things you love,
e things you are,
e things you nvr wanto lose.

now is 初四 alr man!
damn fast lur.
looking back,
i spent my cny rotting at msia.


除夕 reunion dinner at mum's side ah ma hse.
den night back to msia for cny with dad's side ah ma and co.
初一, i spent my time slping,
and only awake for 6hrs to eat, watch tv and play with boyboy meimei.
初二, woke up early rot.
wento pray for shushu den back to simpang to bai nian.
damn sian one.

back to ah ma hse,
rest, eat den rot again.
after tt shu shu ask me help him play mahjong while he go rest.
oooohhhh, new way of playing learnt!
damn fun and confusing lur!
but won super many many.
after tt back to spore alr.

初三, met up with jovine to bedok do our flower stuff,
had lunch, bus-ed to cwp to shop ard.
spent super alot till i forgotten my bank going to dry soon.
headed to ah ma hse and gamble with my aunts, cousins and sis.
wahhh damn lah.
lose super alot.
my aunt luck uber good lur!
won 700+. =.=

after tt wento watch midnight movie with cousins, sis-es and uncle.
KUNGFU DUNK DAMN NICE I TELL YOU.
ALL BECAUSE OF JAY LUR~~
super duper uber cute man.
somehow he resemble *erhmm*.
its a must must must must watch!
support him!!

tml gonna be a busy day.
gan ma hse, den to great aunt hse, den to friend hse,
prepare mon comm skill role play.
awwww, and tue crm test.
booohooooo~


WHAT A BORING CNY.


all my little cousins chao ke ai de man.
looking forward to class reunion lunch after crm test and outings with 1B13 peeps on fri!
ok very random.

------------------------------------------------------

倒数新年.
3, 2, 1...
烟花猛盖了阴暗的天空.
心里想着: "只不过是过新年吗, 干吗需要放烟花?"
这才发现, 自从shushu过逝后,
我早已遗忘了我们过年要放烟花的习俗/习惯.

shushu现在是新的一年了.
祝你新年快乐.
你还好吗?

...

remember tt e best r/s is one in which your love for each other exceeds your need for each other.

新年快乐! 新年快乐!!

total sian-ness.
no cny mood at all.

i think im down on luck this few days.
take 168, met with accident and was late for sch.
lappy spoiled, need to bring to compaq hq to repair.
phone memory card spoiled, lost all photos and datas w/o backups,
which resulted in no mood to study for test.
scratched my leg and now swollen.
during presentation, lappy went low batt and switched off.
change lappy, present halfway again e cable drop out and nothing on e screen.
gamble just now after reunion dinner and i lost.
and alot of blah blah stuff which hate it alot.

at least i have one positive encounter,
which is islerx cny reunion dinner on mon!
thou not all of us turn up and i left early to go home study,
but i still enjoy myself.
<33

rahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
sian sian sian.

but heng presentation all over.
a&p and travel test over.
left with crm next week and it will be holi~~~

going back msia for cny soon.
$_$
do miss me!
hohoho.

i got so much things i wanto rant.
sigh sigh sigh.

...

e death of a friend is equivalent to e loss of a limb

beeep!!!!!
i hate pre-cny this year!
skip sch and went shopping with sis-es at bugis on wed.
practically got NTH to buy at all lah.
cannot take it so i bought one dress tt cost super duper ex which i dont really like it.
RAHHHHHHHHHH!
and my sis-es bought tshirts only. =.=
why no new clothes?!?!?!

and ytd was club and resort test.
praise me for going shopping one day before e test.
i regret so much lah.
just before i wento slp den i realise i dont have e notes for e last topic =.=
super panic panic lur.

so i attend crm lec early in e morning to lend notes from e rest to study.
and den i panic again cus i didnt memorise much.
but heng doreen josca they all help me in the lecture.
thanks many many!
i hope i can pass lah.

after tt some blahh blahh stuffs,
den to kfc for lunch before i head back home.
bathe meet ly,
off to cwp shop ard and to wdl centre.

mummy so nice sponsor me 150$ for cny clothes.
but i hope she spon more more and more lah.
so i can shop more more and more!
my bank is so pathetic now.



oh oh!!
today is uber fun with classmates lah!
after club&resort tut,
ate lunch, visit career fair and den we headed to sports complex.
played games there which is uber fun fun and fun!
damn my retard-ness.
den play true or dare.
damn 好笑 lor!
joyce hafta put her head at e rubbish bin and tell e bin 'im business president.'
and jinmin hafta run ard the stadium track & shout "我是jinmin. 我是siao ding dong'.
we continue playing in travel class and nelson hafta tell ms selina yeo how much he adore her.
omg god lah.
damn fun fun fun.

i love my class more more and more.
looking forward to SL camp, sentosa trip and chalet~


think i better go study for my test for next week.
no more last min studying.
lucks to me.
(: