...

when e power of love,
overcomes e love of power.

b4 today,
现实中的我很痛苦.
梦境里的我也逃不了.
but after today,
现实中的我,
会努力地去开心面对一切.
而希望梦境里的我,
也能一样.


不会再去掩饰我的情绪.
伤心就伤心,
开心就开心.
想笑就笑,
想哭就哭,
想发脾气就发脾气.


i have many things to rant out.
but i guess,
this isnt e right place.
anger and sadness combined in me.
时间,
is all i need probably.



catch 881 today with ly wq and yang.
super touching.
tear-ed cus e songs all remind me of smth.

headed to wq hse for another vcd watching.
blah and blah,
fill in e blanks***,
and back home.


gonna spend my time watching vcds.
and some time thinking and sorting thru my mind.
i've yet to come up with a decision for myself.
i guess its time to do so.
i dont wanna keep running away from it.

anw,
i have to thanks loads of ppl for pulling me back when im trying to run away from e reality.
from today onwards,
i will try my best not to avoid.
and slowly,
eliminate this bad habit of mine.

i felt much better now.
phew.
我是这么一个不起眼的人,
而你是窗外的另一个风景.