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today so many ppl bdae.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BEN HO!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY AH KENT!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MELVIN DADDY!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY WEISHENG.
hohoho.
best wishes.

sun`

stayed home to study.
well,
didnt really study lah.
cus im playing with my sis for very long.

mon`

was so afraid tt i will be late for exam,
met emo,
saw ly and zg at 168,
so to sch tgt.

seeing ppl studying makes me nervous.
and traffic jam makes me worried.
until darling called and told me i got e exam time wrong.
=.=

damn,
how blur can i be.

reach sch,
met darling and revise thru a little.
meet up with e rest and to sports hall.
im trembling all over.
shaking hands, jelly legs,
and closing eyes.

did my paper with trembling hands.
i dont know why.
even after e paper,
i could still feel myself trembling.

met ly and to cwp for lunch,
and back home to slp.

no matter how tired i am,
i just couldnt slp.
fuck.

blah blah,
studied,
chat on phone with xh, darling and hy,
revise a little,
and wento lie on bed.

sleepless night during exam period,
is NONSENSE.


tue`

met ly emo huini to sch.
didnt bring acc bk to revise cus of e stupid stats bk i have to bring.

as usual,
trembling hands.
but after awhile gone!

finish my paper,
had cup noodles,
and to proj room to study.
having another paper at 7pm.
=.=
7 hrs of break.

e proj room damn cold.
lend jacket from huini,
thanks. (:

studied,
till i almost go crazy.
all e funny words came out of my mouth.
sing song,
stupid words,
dance ard e room, etc.

my mind is total blank.
thanks to darling chicken escence!
woke me up a little.

did thru e paper,
quite ez,
but dont know correct anot.
its a open book exam.
i got e ending exam time wrong again.
tot end at 9.30,
and i have loads of time to do.
so i take my time flipping thru my textbook,
until i realise it ends at 9.
=.=

so chiong all e way.
stupid atm close,
lend money from mummy,
and cab-ed home.
freaking tired.
and stomachache.
must be mummy's nasi lemak ytd.

back home,
watch a little tv,
and slept.

had a wonderful dream.
a dream i wish i will nvr wake up from it.
i could remember pinching myself in my dream to see if im dreaming.
i tot its real.
so real.
until my alarm clock rang,
and woke me up.
den i realise,
im indeed dreaming.
my heart sank.

只有在梦里,
我是幸福的.
无忧无虑.
那么开心.
只有在梦里,
我能看见你,
看着你对我微笑地那张脸.
能再一次那么靠近你,
感受被你抱在怀里的那种温暖.
只有在梦里,
你是属于我的.



现实中,
太复杂.
太多烦恼.

我很烦,
非常地烦.
这样做也不是,
那样做也不是.

已经够了.
我很累了.
累到,
快要窒息了.


dont assume what im thinking.
你始终不是我.
你是不会知道,
我心里的苦衷.





你的黑色幽默,
我不懂.