...

I NEED A JOB BADLY.
:((
BOOHOO~

...

today so many ppl bdae.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BEN HO!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY AH KENT!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MELVIN DADDY!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY WEISHENG.
hohoho.
best wishes.

sun`

stayed home to study.
well,
didnt really study lah.
cus im playing with my sis for very long.

mon`

was so afraid tt i will be late for exam,
met emo,
saw ly and zg at 168,
so to sch tgt.

seeing ppl studying makes me nervous.
and traffic jam makes me worried.
until darling called and told me i got e exam time wrong.
=.=

damn,
how blur can i be.

reach sch,
met darling and revise thru a little.
meet up with e rest and to sports hall.
im trembling all over.
shaking hands, jelly legs,
and closing eyes.

did my paper with trembling hands.
i dont know why.
even after e paper,
i could still feel myself trembling.

met ly and to cwp for lunch,
and back home to slp.

no matter how tired i am,
i just couldnt slp.
fuck.

blah blah,
studied,
chat on phone with xh, darling and hy,
revise a little,
and wento lie on bed.

sleepless night during exam period,
is NONSENSE.


tue`

met ly emo huini to sch.
didnt bring acc bk to revise cus of e stupid stats bk i have to bring.

as usual,
trembling hands.
but after awhile gone!

finish my paper,
had cup noodles,
and to proj room to study.
having another paper at 7pm.
=.=
7 hrs of break.

e proj room damn cold.
lend jacket from huini,
thanks. (:

studied,
till i almost go crazy.
all e funny words came out of my mouth.
sing song,
stupid words,
dance ard e room, etc.

my mind is total blank.
thanks to darling chicken escence!
woke me up a little.

did thru e paper,
quite ez,
but dont know correct anot.
its a open book exam.
i got e ending exam time wrong again.
tot end at 9.30,
and i have loads of time to do.
so i take my time flipping thru my textbook,
until i realise it ends at 9.
=.=

so chiong all e way.
stupid atm close,
lend money from mummy,
and cab-ed home.
freaking tired.
and stomachache.
must be mummy's nasi lemak ytd.

back home,
watch a little tv,
and slept.

had a wonderful dream.
a dream i wish i will nvr wake up from it.
i could remember pinching myself in my dream to see if im dreaming.
i tot its real.
so real.
until my alarm clock rang,
and woke me up.
den i realise,
im indeed dreaming.
my heart sank.

只有在梦里,
我是幸福的.
无忧无虑.
那么开心.
只有在梦里,
我能看见你,
看着你对我微笑地那张脸.
能再一次那么靠近你,
感受被你抱在怀里的那种温暖.
只有在梦里,
你是属于我的.



现实中,
太复杂.
太多烦恼.

我很烦,
非常地烦.
这样做也不是,
那样做也不是.

已经够了.
我很累了.
累到,
快要窒息了.


dont assume what im thinking.
你始终不是我.
你是不会知道,
我心里的苦衷.





你的黑色幽默,
我不懂.

...

blog blog blog.

thur`

supposed to be studying at home one,
but i went out with evan xiaorui and wendy to sakae for dinner.
damn nice~
and damn full.

after tt they came to my hse and gambled.

fri`

wento sing k with evan wendy leeyun ah guan kent and houhao.
pearlyne and wj came too.
had fun singing.

den headed to jonathan's hse.
woah.
damn many ppl.
watch-ed tv,
and gambled.

damn,
lost quite alot.
lalaa~

nvm,
once in a yr.

maybe because i nvr hug my 财神爷 lah.
>.<

had loads of fun thr.
cab home in e morning ard 7.
had a chat with evan and ly at my room.
after tt evan stayed over at my hse,
and off to slp.

i think i must have played too much cards,
cus,
i dreamt of playing cards.
and everytime i play,
i lost.
=.=

what a stupid dream.

woke up,
studied a little,
prepared and off to daddy's friend hse.
long bang evan home.

very bored thr.
ate,
use com.
den nth to do liao.
read a little of my notes,
den met up with wendy and ly at cwp.
shop ard for pressie for e coming bdae boys.
now,
i know,
钱是万能的.
没钱是痛苦的.

i must learn how to save now.
no more spending like running tap.

so,
now i seriously need a job badly.
job job!!
WHERE ARE YOU?!?!


oh damn .
freaking exam is coming on mon,
and i only finished studying 2 modules out of 5.
freak man.
exams are bullshit.
i hate exam,
especially during cny,
when im in my cny mood.

i wonder how i will live past e exam period.
god bless me man.








我的心很不安,
非常地不安.

...

have been thinking for hours on my bed,
whether to go rebond or not.
and,
i ended up,
slping.

so,
tt means,
i didnt go.

i scared not nice lah.
dont know e hair stylist can trust anot.
i dont wanto be shocked again.

hmms,
im think im not weird,
but,
VERY weird.

any comments from anybody?
give me comments!!
i want comments pls!!
im so confused.

...

loads of things to upload.

but firstly,
gotta wish my little baobei.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHUHAN.
loves loves.
finally she is 5 yrs old.
=)

tue`
woke up in e noon,
prepared and off to gan ma hse to 拜年.
miss her loads.
played with her grand-daughter.

dots man.
her grand-daughters fought.
e elder sister bite her younger sister.
so fierce.

stayed for quite long,
letting e little kids play with my phone.
and they took damn many pics.
all e pics are taken by e kids.

after tt,
daddy came to drive me home.

daddy's friends came.
they playes blackjack.
mummy "zhuang".
lost 2 bucks but take back from her. =x

den headed over to ah ma hse for a proper 拜年.
had dinner and playing ard with e little kids.
den started to gamble again.
won a little,
b4 going home,
they played whose card is e biggest,
and e biggest one can get all e money in e middle.
$_$
i won twice and took all e money.
won quite alot.
((:

back home,
studied,
and slept.
suffered from insonmia again.
freakish.



today`

early morning,
evan visited my hse.
chatted with her.
was too tired,
tt i went back to slp,
while she used e com.

after she came and slp on my bed with me.
=x

slept till afternoon,
houhao and kent called.
said wanna come my hse visit.
so fake.
woke up tell mummy,
but mummy says going out for movie le.
so haas.
bo bian ,
they cannot come.

bathed prepare and cab-ed to huini hse with evan,
to take smth from her.
after tt cab-ed to cwp meet mummy and xiaoyi and co.
wanted to watch just follow law at 3.
but all fully sold out.
so they went shopping,
while i bought tics for just follow law at 5.
bank-ed, shop-ed, ate.
met my sis and off to e show.

damn funny e show.
thou it is unrealistic,
but unrealistic till very funny.
laugh till peng.

after show to 大舅's hse.
dinner-ed,
brought shuhan out to buy cake and pressie.
too bad thr no toy shop or what.
so brought her to fair price.
bought her tidbits and princess mag with princess pencils.
bought her favourite cake and back home.
sing sang sung e bdae song.
pics taking session.
love her loads man.
damn 可爱.

while i was watching tv,
she jumped onto me,
and kept kissing me.
omg.
haas.
>.<

gamble awhile.
xiaoyi kept winning everytime we gambled.
think got more than thousand le.
e adults all lose till very jialat.

after tt back home.

i suddenly dont feel like rebonding my hair.
i dont know why.
suddenly felt tt my hair listen to me now.
im weird.
can save money anw.

but on e other hand,
i felt like highlighting my hair.

nono.
save $$!!!
have to save for rainy days.
i dont wanto spend now,
and suffer later.



i got no motivation for exam.
totally in cny mood.
freak man.
yea,
its so nonsense,
bullshit to study for exam during cny.
fuck it fuck it.









我....










是我.

...

loads of pics to upload. ((:


a day at gan ma hse bai nian~

肥 tu tu, gan ma's grand-daughter. :D


me, gan ma and 肥 tu tu tu. my gan ma forever.

me and gan ma's another grand-daughter.


candid shot taken by 肥 tu tu's sister. ((:



day at 大舅's house celebrating shuhan baobei's bdae and 顺便拜年. =x

happy birthday baobei~

ah ma, shuhan, ah gong. ah gong damn cute. still twist with shu han. lalaa~

birthday girl cutting e cake she loves to eat.

e happy family. =D

finally, my turn. hehheh.

a kiss for her.

& another kiss from her to me suddenly while taking pic. loves loves.

e princess pencil bought for her.

cousins~

another 自恋狂. =x

lastly, she wants to give everyone a flying birthday kiss.

video on shuhan. (:

...

boy boy sings tong hua. damn ke ai~

...

哈哈哈! MERRY CHINESE NEW YEAR!
santa goes hohoho.
so i guess,
财神爷 goes 哈哈哈!
lalaa~


yusheng. 步步高升!!

jia ning and boy boy trying to do ghost face. but jia ning looks like digging her nose. =x

好可爱~

candid shot.

自恋. he is holding my phone. haas.

another 自恋狂~

candid shot again. ((:

gambled at ah ma hse till 3 in e night.
shou ye too!
won a little.
((:

went home slp den e next day went back to malaysia.
this is e first time i spent half of my 初一 in singapore.

played with boy boy and jia ning when we reached.
e other cuties all went back to kl.
misses.

had steamboat for dinner.
with my favourite food.
grins.

wento boy boy grandma hse.
played daidee with sis-es.
yea,
more angbaos~

back to ah ma hse and studied b4 i slp.

woke up in e afternoon.
heard loads of noises outside.
children voice and adults gossipping.

played black jack with dad and sis-es,
won again.
lalaaa~

den da gu came,
studied a little,
had dinner,
and e gambling den started.

lost but in e end win back double.
haas.
dad says if i gamble this way,
sure die one.
if it is not for my rebond money,
i wont even play.

felt a little bad,
but for e sake of my pocket,
no choice.

watched tv and back to singapore.

tml shall be going to gan ma hse,
and meeting eunice.

wed,
jovine and girls might be coming over.

thur,
new hairstyle day!
yea~

fri,
over to jon hse.

so tt means,
im left with 2 days to study for my exam .
damn it.
mission almost impossible.
lucks to me man.

我的黑色幽默...

...

my lovely grp mates.

e tense atmosphere. sotong damn cute lah.

my favourite blue roses. ((:

my dumb sis and i. we are back to e past.

my baobei shuhan. loves loves.

...

firstly,
i wanna wish everyone.
an early happy chinese new year. ((:

thur`
to sch for pom.
didnt slp much,
dont feel like going at all.
but because it is pom tutorial,
tts why i went.

to sch with leeyun.
chatted all e way to sch.
nice chat.

was damn sad.
cus my favourite module,
i got B for it lah.
i wanted an A so much.
all because of proj.
sad sad.

after lesson,
we hit bugis.
i wanted to go home slp so much.
but because is i asked them to go one.
so i went with them.

we wento baibai.
pray for our exams.
and for other things.

shop ard,
like a walking zombie.
most of e stalls are not open yet.
damn sian.
to parco walk ard.

den back to bugis village,
help mummy buy gua zi,
den we went home le.
got shop like nvr shop lidat.
all tired i guess.

went home i slept.
nightmare again.
i dont know why.
kept waking up.

fri`
skipped sch.
wanted to go back wgs.
but due to my tiredness,
i didnt go.
slept all e way to 2 plus.
wake up prepare out to cwp.

mumy cheated me.
tell me she at cold storage.
den i go thr find her.
call her and she told me she at bank.
so i headed to bank and couldnt find her.
=.=

lazy to call her so i went to find jinghui at sunplaza.
help her see new yr clothes.
bought one tube.
damn nice.

den bus-ed back to cwp,
meet up with jinger.
had dinner at kfc.
den went home le.

watch tv all e way to 3am.
especially one korean show.
damn nice and touching.
indeed a true love.
my tears rolled down watching it.
thumbs up for e show.
e main actor damn cool man.
^^

den wento slp.
while slping.
i remembered smth.
my freaking pom notes i done is in my thumbdrive.
and i freakingly wento format my thumbdrive.
(*&^%$^&*&(*&^%^$%&%^&%
fuck man.
i wasted so much time to do it.
damn sad lah.
=((

today`
woke up at 3 plus.
i think i must be damn tired after all this days.
clean my room up.
and watch tv again.
i dont know why i kept watching tv this few days.
online also nth to do.

prepared and off to ah ma hse for reunion dinner.
brought my lappy along.
leech ppl's wireless.
hohoho.
must revenge.

everyone's here.
baobei and glenda.
and i got loads of angbao. *grins*
happy luh.

will be going back to malaysia.
i dont know when i will be back.
depends on my dad.
lalalaa.
i love cny so much.
cus money will come rolling in.
but cant use much cus need to save for my lovies's bdae pressie.
=(


my coursework grade:
accounting - A
marketing - B+
pom - B
stats - C+
microecons - D

alright,
im damn sad for my results.
i wanted As so much.
i sweared i did strive and studied for it.
my main exam paper,
even if i score an high A also couldnt get me an overall A for econs and stats.
boohoo.
nevertheless,
i will still study very hard.
陈静仪,你可以的!!









loves loves everyone.
especially to my girls in wgs and 1B13.
<33








在新的一年里,
我祝愿每一个人,
心想事成,
万事如意
学业进步
恭喜发财!!!
红包多多!!!

=))













misses misses misses.

...

didnt catch much slp.
i had nightmares running nose and cough coming after me.
nightmares that really shook me awake.
why?
just what is wrong.
why cant i have just a little slp.








我很不好受...

...

happy valentine day ppl.
yea,
especially to my girls.
love them loads.

yanni and huiyun bought me one gold necklace ytd in sch.
damn nice.
so nice of them.
love it loads.
<33

today to sch as usual.
econs lesson.
tot no more participation mark,
so i didnt ans much in class.
end up,
participation mark is still counted. =.=
but tml den can know result.

after lesson,
to tm with huiyun and bell.
had ljs.
chit chat all e way.
walk ard after tt.
bought one top.
mummy sponsor me.
thanks mummy!

to interchange.
saw ppl doing balloons.
those do funny shapes one.
bought one bear balloon holding a flower and heart for ly.
and another one buy for weizhi to give to yanni.
den to sengkang find yanni with huiyun.
damn malu in e bus lah.
shall not elaborate.
cus you know.

reach sengkang interchange,
took a bus to yanni hse.
she didnt tell us her unit,
den me and huiyun kept guessing which is her hse.
guess wrongly twice.
funny lah.
heng huiyun nvr knock on tt door,
cus i sure laugh one.

finally she opened her hse door and let us in.
damn,
her hse damn fun to play ard.

lied to her bout e balloons.
haas.
felt so bad.

persuade her to bathe.
cus we have mission need to be done.
while she go bathe,
me and huiyun are like spy looking for treasure,
turn her hse upside down.
open her cupboard all this.

she damn cute lah.
collect choco wrappers and choco box all this.
funny lor.
and her necklace are all hanged in e cupboard.
so organise.
when she entered e room,
think i got a shock or what,
e necklace they two gave me,
break into half.
omg.
den i sat thr and kept fixing e necklace.
heng,
its back into one piece again.

headed to compass point.
she lead me to take 161 back to wdl.
den weizhi suddenly appear and surprise her.
yea,
hope she dont mind e surprise. ((:
and i dont mean to lie to you lah mummy,
if not you wont follow us to compass point and see e surprise. =D


bus-ed back to wdl.
damn fast.
met up with superman.
he gave me a surprise too.
thanks.
i was real shocked.
but i like it loads.

walk ard waiting for time for dinner at swensen.
bought smth for huini.
i was so broke to buy for e other girls.
but i will buy it when i have e money.

had e 5 course dinner.
a sumptous meal i had.
bought choco cake and bus-ed back. ((:

met ly under block to pass her her pressie,
had a little chat and back home.

thanks superman for the night.
thanks for e dinner flower and necklace.
thanks.




to my sis:
我不知道要如何去关心你.
不知如何和你说起.
就希望,
当你心里不开心,
想哭的时候,
我这个做姐姐的,
会把肩膀借你靠.
i knw you are stress,
by competition and stuff.
no point blaming on yourself.
whats done already done.
to others,
it might just be only a game,
but to you,
i know it meant alot.
but,
dont let it affect you so much.
一场还没开始的比赛,
就说会输,
当然会输.
用真心去对待,
有信心去比赛,
你一定能做到.
相信自己.
you are not useless.
you are everything to us,
our treasure our baobei.
we are proud of e achievement you achieved.
remember,
believe in yourself.
加油!
i think tt's all i can do.
is it?








处了谢谢,
我还能说什么?




心里的愧疚,
是无法用言语来形容.



冻结的心...











对不起...

...

damn,
i gotta blog fast.
keep dc.
ppl leeching my wireless,
till i cannot use.
%$%^$*$%$



sun went work,
den after work,
met melanie at raffles mrt,
return e kit,
den to town meet evan dearie and wendy.
shop ard,
had ljs for dinner.
yummie!

shop for cny clothes.
fep doesnt have anything tt catch my eye.
but bo bian,
dont want waste time go shop,
i bought one top and shorts.
well,
i dont really like it.
just buy for e sake of buying for cny.



mon skip both accounting and pom revision lec.
went for acc tutorial.
got A for overall grade for accounting.
damn happy.
hafta study hard to score distinction,
well,
if i can.


wento collect my watch at cwp.
damn happy to see it and wear it.
((:
home sweet home.



tue`


to sch for stats tutorial.
sad lah.
got C+ for overall grade.
hafta score very very well to get an A.
加油!



played daidee in sch awhile,
skip stats revision lec,
and to tm with e girls.
shop ard.

see here see thr.
den suddenly my eye caught smth high,
lalaa~
tts WEIZHI!!!
he is standing at perlini silver looking at necklace.
haas.
jovine brought yanni away,
and me bell and huiyun went over to disturb him.
heng,
i went thr fast.
he was paying for not-so-nice necklace for yanni.
chose a nice nice one with a pair of earrings for yanni.
hope she like it.
lalaa~
so sweet of weizhi.
envy luh.

after meet them again,
and we went jean yip to shape our eyebrow.
back home after tt.

yippee!
i cant wait to change hairstyle.
lalaa~


happy valentine to everyone out thr. ((:








我不在退缩,
是时候了吧.

...

came home late last night.
me and ly longbang cc and rh cab home.
thanks ah!


couldnt slp again when im damn fucking tired.
i just dont understand whats wrong.
fucked up.


oh yah,
pearlyne did well too.
grats!
she is able to go towards her desired jc.
((:











imnothappyimnothappyimnothappy.
so fucked up.
i just need a word of encouragement,
not tt way.
encouragement is all i need now,
not asking me to back off.
i cared for you all,
and this is all i get.
tmd.
arghhhhhh.
and im actually so dumb to cry over it.
bullshit.
what kind of parents are they.
they dont understand what im thinking bout.
no, they nvr will.
all they know is quarrel and quarrel and quarrel over dumb stuff.
='(

...

im so darn happy now.

CONGRATS TO PEH YINGTING!
she is one of e top 6 for e whole singapore.
she done herself, her parents, us, teachers and e sch proud!
woots~

i couldnt forget e days we played ard at cwp during our sec 1 times.
haas.
e playful us,
and now,
she scored so well for o lvl.
omg.
im just so happy for her.

and e rest,
they did well too,
congrats.

those not well one,
cheer up yea!
its over le,
dont think bout it anymore.


to sch for tut,
after sch,
met leeyun outside wgs.
went back to support the girls and guys taking their result.
im so anxious for them b4 they get their result.
grats for doing so well once again.

after tt slack ard at canteen,
talk to some teachers,
miss them so much,
including the girls and guys. ((:
sch is like still so much fun.
i miss sec life lah.

to cwp for dinner,
den played at arcade.
ddr-ed with wendy.
damn fun but tiring.

den bus-ed to 768 lan-ed.
now still at lan shop,
playing O2-jam with wendy while e rest dota-ed.
i dont know what to do.
lalaa~

time pass by too fast,
im gonna be in year 2.
so fast lah.
i dont want.
like so old lidat.

and new yr pls come fast.
i need money to rebond lor.
boohoo.
i want my new hairstyle!



oh yah,
i had a very bad nightmare tt night.
very bad.
i could feel myself struggling all this.
i dreamt of e girls guys and 1B13 peeps.
and ppl are strangling me to death.
cus smth possessed them.
damn scary lah.
and i dreamt of ...
ahhh.
im just so scared.
i dare not face e reality.

tml work!
yea!
money money rolling in.

...

im finally done with jap!!
3 cheers and 3 cheers and 3 cheers for me!
HIP HIP HURRAY!
HIP HIP HURRAY!
HIP HIP HURRAY!

daddy drove me to sch today.
had pom tutorial.
mr leong is not back yet.
so sad.
but,
i still participated in class.
good job!

after lesson,
to mac for lunch.
and mac became a gambling den,
with us playing dai dee there.
lalaa~

back to sch.
played in lib.
and e dumb security came and stop us.
&^%$*&^%$
whats wrong with playing cards in sch man.
i dont understand.

den met brian to finish up our jap props.
after doing,
wento jovine's proj room,
continue playing with daidee.
damn fun lah.

to tm after tt.
bought sushi and then bus-ed back to sch.

brian is like so funny lor.
he paid for e wooden chopsticks,
when he can take it for free?
haas!

rehearse a little,
and to class.

damn,
they change classroom to a smaller one.
its like damn freaking small lor.

can i say,
our role play is a SUCCESS!
yeah!
everything went well,
everyone was laughing at our roleplay.
damn funny lah.
akmal looks funny wearing e tag on his shirt,
and make me and brian laugh like hell.

e most funny part is,
when i having finish eating my food,
brian called for bill.
omg.
den to e cashier,
and he pointed to his mouth,
and said,
"chotto matte , chotto"
and after tt ,
he 4gotten his lines,
and came up with his own one.
i was stonned there for awhile,
b4 continue-ing my lines.
well,
i dont wish everything to end.
its like so much fun acting.
well done guys!

alright enough of my role play.

after tt back home.
damn tired.


finally,
all proj down!
yeah yeah!
lalaa~



lucks to ppl for getting their results tml!
((:

...

simply too lazy to blog this few days.

mon`

i did went sch.
daddy drive me to sch.
so good.
went for all lec and tutorial,
good job!
and i did my hmwk alright.

surprisingly,
i passed my accounting test.
and i got A for it.
is it heng or what?

back home watch tv,
and i slept early.

tue`

to sch copy notes and tutorial qn. =x
tutorial and than lec.
back home after tt.

done all my tutorial hmwk after bathing.
i dont know whats wrong with me.
must have gone crazy.
slept late cus i lost count of time?
i guess so.

wed`

unwilling to wake up today.
im really tired after all those insomnia nights.
finally im able to have a good night rest,
and i have to wake up early for sch.
sian.
cannot skip somemore.

tutorial,
den eat,
den dai dee with e girls and guys,
den jap grp meeting.

done discussing bout e props.
hope tml role play turn out well.
i wanna get an A pls~
and hope my cough goes away tml.
i dont want to role play half way,
den cough non stop.
lucks to ppl having role play tml!
加油!

tml and fri,
sch got donate blood drive programme.
i wanna donate blood!
francis told me its painful.
you can feel e needle going into you,
and you can see your blood.
omg.
but i still want.
took e consent form for mummy to sign,
as im still under 18.
but,
mummy dont allow.
she says im having cough and flu,
cannot.
damn.
grrrrrrrrrrr.


life so boring.
to and fro from sch and home.
duh~
and im so restless in sch.
i dont know why.
attitude isnt tt good also.
i guess.
going to sch with e moody face.
i guess they see le also sian.

i think im too tired bahs.
i need to catch some slp.
or isit,
i worry too much.
but i got no courage to ask mummy.
how how?
im somehow afraid.
V-E-R-Y.







what if ...




是我在胡思乱想吗?

...

pics time~


e birthday girl, my pretty nuer . <33

me and wendy 美女. >.<
my dearie evan~
forever sister, xiaohui.
my girls, those who ton. =D

their forfeit for losing e card games. oops. gonna get heck by them for posting it out. =x

damn cute lah. sorry leeyun wendy and pearl. haas.
((:
what are they doing ?!?!
and e act cute one. blahh~
me and wendy, her art piece. =D

shu han and glenda during dinner.

my baobeis~

group photo at huini's hse during her bdae. =)

me and jovine in class. nono. should be at somewhr damn cold which will make her wear tt. wahahahas. oops. =x

...

bipoo bipoo~

singapore won!
yeah.
should i cheer?
OLE OLE OLE OLE~

looks dumb.
boohoo~

didnt wento training today.
called him and said im sick.
i couldnt slp e whole night.
with e freaking cough and running nose.
asshole.

woke up at 3plus.
ate,
and started doing pom notes.
weets.
do until 7 plus.
damn happy sias.
left 3 more chapters.
den watch a little tv,
and did my accounts tutorial qns.
and all done!
well done jocelyn!

im just so motivated to study today.
god knows why.
lalaa~

im not gonna skip tml accounts lec,
ever since sem 2 starts,
mon lec i only went once.
woots.
and tml i MUST go.
no more skipping.
but hopefully,
i can slp tonight lah.

oh yah,
ytd supper with my girls.
damn happy.
and i ate damn many food.
as usual lah. =x
chatted bout death stuff.
damn scary sias.
and yt kept talking bout *****.
almost like freaking me off.
well,
mixed feelings.
felt so scared.
and i got loads of 遗憾.
blahhh~

den me and leeyun walk everyone home.
good job!


cant wait for sch to start,
got sch = got money!!!
yippee!!!
i cant wait to save up my money and go for my new hairstyle.
yipee yeah!








人生就是那么无奈.




每一天,
都在你怀里等待...

...

phew`

mummy's laptop arrive le.
damn chio.
i want,
but she dont want exchange with me.
selfish.
=x

nap in e afternoon,
den wake up prepare for work.
woah,
im almost late.
haas.
but uncle very good one.
wont scold one.
ate waffle,
den uncle treat me and e li ping drink.
damn good.
den i settle down to study accounts.
after awhile,
uncle told me to go home study,
he and li ping will look after e shop.
and e pay he will still pay me for 3.5hr rather than 1 hr.
isit good or isit bad?!?!

good cus get money w/o sitting thr,
not good cus im bored lah!
nth to do at home.

yea!
suddenly love working thr.
miss e times when i worked thr after sch.
lalaa~











依赖和爱恋,
有什么不同?


爱转角,
又会遇到谁?

...

had fun during bbq.
kite-flying,
cake throwing,
and e most important thing,
E-A-T !!

cake throwing tio me.
wendy chased after me.
ahhh.
haas.
=p

after tt back home with wendy to bathe.
den down to play games.
damn fun.

chat den i went home while e rest wento eat at 515.

damn pek cek kept dc-ing,
so i wento slp.

damn,
e cough is killing me.











我不懂得面对现实,
所以选择逃避.
虽然知道,
逃避不能解决问题.
对不起.

...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEARIE WENDY SEE AND DEARIE XUENIE!!
lalaa~
pretty pretty always. =D


i lazy to style my hair today.
and i went sch with my messy hair.
regret regret.

reach sch went biz park to eat.
den slack.
also dont know meet so early for what.
haas.

den to consultation.
waste our time.
tot she want look thru our report.
but she just sit thr ans our queries only.
boo~

den wento change our report.
wento lib to print.
damn,
e colour printer got prob while printing.
so while i print e report,
jovine ran to IT sch to print e coloured ones.
we are running out of time.
hafta hand in by 1pm.
den realise report got missing stuff.
&%^$#@
bo bian,
no time to edit,
so add in manually.
damn,
IT sch colour printer also spoiled.
make us panick like hell.
den ran to design sch to print.
bind le den weizhi help us run up to hand in.
thanks!
we manage to hand in on time.

den back home.
i cant imagine how i spent my morning,
with my messy hair.
omg.

gonna nap awhile b4 waking up to help wendy for her bbq.
((: