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wanna say,
a very happy belated birthday to gan-ma!
mama,
生日快乐!
thou she wont be seeing this,
but i hope she will be happy always.
i love her.
i wont 4get e days she brought me up.
playing in her hse.
slping with her until weekends,
mummy and daddy came to bring me home.
我爱你妈妈.

im so unfilial,
i didnt go visit her for so long le.
but well,
gave her a call,
and im happy to hear her voice. =D



lied on bed,
and i still couldnt slp.
so online again.

was lying on my bed thinking of stuff,
listening to music.

well,
i have mix feelings in me.
very weird feelings indeed.

just feel tt,
i wasnt me,
e past me anymore.
i've changed,
more or less,
i guessed.

i couldnt find back e past me.
i dont know whr it has gone to.
well,
i kinda miss e past.
yea,
i really miss.

i've so many things i wanted to say,
yet,
i dont know how to say.
its not easy telling someone.
cus i dont know how to put it into words.


well,
today i done something great.
im done with my industry report this afternoon.
wanted to nap,
but i woke up and on my lappy,
sit down infront of it.
started typing it,
research,
and finally,
i finished it.
nice one.

sch isnt fun anymore.
not as fun as in e past.
some how,
i cn understand,
their feelings.

say what you want.
dont be fake.
tts what i want them to be.

easily annoyed this few days.
i dont know why.
maybe,
i need a space of my own.
to think thru.
to reflect.
maybe.


曾经以为等待会改变什么,
你总会属于我.
im wrong.

i cant get hold of my heart.
its lost,
in e past.