Tuesday, January 30, 2007

...

a tiring day for me.
damn sick.
wake up with no voice.

to sch for econs proj chionging.
den to tut.
played ard rather than listening.

skipped lec and continue with econs proj.
finally finished.
hope tml presentation turn out well.

winson told me smth while im doing econs proj.
pom tutor showed e lecture grp our class photo on presentation day,
damn malu.
after tt he told me,
"then he talked about this particular girl who is pretty especially when she wear formal during presentation..."
=.=
den jovine and guys goes:
"its you lah. so obvious."
boohoo~
*shy*
but still kinda paiseh he showed ppl our photos,
and winson said many ppl laughed.
we must be well known in BSG.
heng i didnt attend e lec today.
those attended must have felt malu.

he must have love our class so much he showed other ppl our photos.
well,
i love him too.
from a pom hater,
to a pom lover.
he makes me fall in love with pom.
thanks mr leong!

bus-ed home.
im seriously tired and sick.
slept in bus.
suddenly e bus stop.
dont know why.
e uncle start e engine dont know how many times,
and e bus still dont move.
YEA YEA,
BUS BREAK DOWN!
dumb.
i always met with bus breakdown.
after trying for so long,
e bus finally moved.
thanks huh!
i missed my 7pm show.
and e dumb uncle sitting beside me,
he sleeping and his leg kept hitting me.
grrr.


sleep deprived.
stress stress and more stress.
3 weeks to main exam,
im still slacking away.
i need more time per day,
pls.


i miss you ppl.
i wanna talk.
=((










和你说了之后,
希望你明白,
我心里在想什么.

Monday, January 29, 2007

...

damn damn.
life is so unpredictable.
omg.
she died?
really?

felt so speechless.
what is life bout?
live and death?
ahhhh.

life so boring now adays.
go sch, go home, do tutorial, online, slp.
same old routine.
B-O-R-I-N-G!


很乱很乱的心情.











ps: anybody got e song 想听的话?

...

sat was huini bbq.
thou my power wasnt strong enough to stop e rain,
haas,
but we enjoyed at her hse.
little surprise for her,
hope she enjoyed.

played and slack.
became tired and slept.
woke up already 6 plus.
wake e guys up and back home.

slept almost e whole day.
woke up for awhile to eat,
and back to slp.
11 plus wake up and eat,
den slp again.


today mon blues again.
no mood no strength go sch.
damn moody.

i felt tired,
i wanna slp.



i just wanna be alone.
alone.




亲爱的,
我们2月30号见,
好吗?
hais.

Saturday, January 27, 2007

...

whey whey whey!

STOP RAINING PLS!

LET HER HAVE AN ENJOYABLE BIRTHDAY .

=D


PI LI PA LA PI LA PA LA BOOM !

...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST ONG HUINI AND CHEN YANNI!
best wishes,
and stay pretty forever.
loves loves <33



freaking tired.
woke up at 6,
study for 15 mins,
and i went back to slp.

after tt prepare and to sch.
e paper,
can i say it sucks to e core?
damn,
its real hard.
i think i will flunk.
no confidence at all.
ITS VERY DIFFICULT.

after tt,
prepare e present we gave yanni.
$88.88 in e ang bao.
damn cute lah.
发发发发!!
and we wrote little notes for her.
haas.
hope she is happy.


took bus and back home.
felt like slping.
but,
if i slp sure cannot wake up later.

still got things not yet done.
lalaa~

excited for e bbq,
rain rain pls stop.
i wanna enjoy. =D

Friday, January 26, 2007

...

im so bored and irritated by e mock test.
so decided to upload more pics.



e pig, trying to hide her face from my kiss.



at ikea, this bed looks comfortable. =D

see! she fell aslp on e bed. dumb me.
they say i look like e mouse plush. =.=
蛇吻. lalaa~
me and huiyun, e pro queen.

e 3 of us. =D


lastly, RAHHHHH!

you know,
accounting simply sucks man.
i dont understand a simple thing.
nono,
i shall perservere.
加油!

...

pics pics!

e mr giant and ms dwarf.
yanni's weiwei and my zhizhi. weiwei+zhizhi=weizhi. lalaa~ =D

grp photo at ikea on darling's birthday. ((:

baobei and me. lalaa. see her ear! haas.


kisses from baobei! smuacks! <33

presentation day grp photo with my girls. smart!


same old pattern, tallest to shortest. 野蛮 "manager".

lalaa~ loves loves.

lawyer and criminals. wahahas.

...

presentation day ytd.
suppose to reach at 8.
but dumb traffic jam,
im late by 30 mins.

presentation went well.
our grp looks so smart in blazer.

thanks huini for e blazer =D

after tt eat at cafe,
study and slack at library.

wento slack outside jap class.
saw management tutor.
he said i look nice in formal.
lolol.
not like how i normally dress,
so hyper and talkative kind. =.=
haas.
and i told him,
i will wear formal for his lesson.
LOL

jap listening was alright.
quite easy.
role play discussion and i went off.

cab to conrad hotel for e seminar.
knew a new friend thr.
she very pretty.
very good.
almost fall aslp during e seminar,
and she kept helping me to massage.
everyone in e ballroom wears formal.
damn,
tt kind of feeling.
damn freaking great.
like im one of them.

seeing ppl up on stage to receive prizes,
car awardees,
makes me feel like being one of them who goes up on stage.
everyone looks united.
so good lidat.
alot of 帅哥 and 美女.
=x

they showed us a video.
a true video on a marathon.
very meaningful.
motivates me alot.
e punch line of e video is :

跌到,就要自己爬起来.

意志是坚持的力量.

梦想会使成就更加伟大.

梦想与意志的奋斗,

不敢去尝试,

是不能理解的.

试了,就要坚持下去.

你做了选择吗?


smth lidat lah.
cant remember word for word.
e video is telling us,
if we nvr go try what we want,
nvr fulfill what is in our mind,
we will live with regrets.
once tried,
perservere with it.
失败乃成功之母.

den smth happen,
while closing speech,
think should be one of their friend bah,
pass away during e seminar.
saw ppl crying.
tense atmosphere.

left before everything ends.
im hungry.

cab to vista point.
superman treat.
thanks.


freaking tired.

today,
overslept.
bo bian,
cab to sch.
damn.
wasted damn much money on cab.

after tutorial,
take lift down,
lift inside got econs tutor, care person and some lecturers.
suddenly i heard someone calling,
"jing yi , jing yi at whr?"
haas.
den i was like "huh, who call me?"

DOTS!
its my econs tutor.
den he said,
"pon ten my lesson right!"
damn paiseh lah.
walk out of e lift hiding behind yanni.
=.=

to tm,
celebrate yanni's bdae in advance as tml got test,
and she going out with her friend,
plus got huini's birthday bbq. =D

had lunch at pizza hut.
damn nice lah.
ate damn many things.
im such a big eater.

walk ard,
den wento take bus.

hohoho!
weizhi damn nice lah.
yanni like a teddy bear we saw at toysarus.
den weizhi bought it for her as a surpirse.
haas.
den when yanni board e bus,
weizhi board at e next stop to give her a surprise.
hehheh.
hope she dont mind i 串通 with tt dumb guy.


bus was like damn packed.
i dont know why.
traffic jam also.
hmms,
got accident.
i saw dead body.
=((
and i stand all e way back to woodlands.


back home,
wanted to slp,
but ended up watching tv.

gotta go study accounting le.
yippee yea,
tml is huini's bbq,
can have a gathering with them.

yippee yippee yea!

Wednesday, January 24, 2007

...

skip sch today again.
damn damn.
lalaa~

woke up do abit of presentation script for tml.
damn scared.
do abit of fashion show stuff.
blah blah blah~

meet up with jovine at cwp for sakae with sis.
so long since i last eat.
discuss pom proj,
and did some accounting work.

after tt off to G2000.
tried on some formal wear.
bought one white shirt.
and off to metro to erhmm.

den to grandma hse.
so long since i last see ah gong ah ma.
and my baobei shu han.
she damn cute now.
speak eng.
woots~
and she had her ear pierced.
damn cute lah.
and she kept kissing me. =x

ah ma is sooo gd.
she brought my formal shoe for repair.
thanks ah ma!
thou im a little bad.
ate too full,
den cant finish eating e foos she cooked,
and threw it away. =x

after tt back home.
and here i am sitting infront of e com,
doing presentation stuff again.

tml jap listening.
jiayou jiayou jiayou!!

Tuesday, January 23, 2007

...

bad hair day.
bad bad bad.
i sense suai-ness in me today.
duh~

had a nightmare ytd.
arghh.
damn stupid.
make me feel so 不安 now.

couldnt wake up,
but struggle to wake up after zg's morning call.
thanks anyway thou i didnt wake up .
haas. =x

prepare,
everything didnt turn out fine.
my hair,
irritating.
damn messy.
doesnt go how i want it to be.
mascara also.
damn fuck up.

to sch.
with stats test later on.
and i haven even flip thru my book.
arghh.

and i have so many things need to be done.

why am i saying i have so many things to be done,
yet im not doing it.
damn it.


oh,
im crazy.
tadah!

Monday, January 22, 2007

...

supposed to be in sch now.
but damn,
im at home.

suffered from insomnia due to tt scary show.
i dont dare to slp.
arghh.

wanted to go for acc lec,
but failed.
so i told myself,
go for econs lec,
damn,
i failed to wake up.
next,
i told myself i MUST go for acc tut.
but but,
i did woke up lah.
e thing is tt,
i told myself,
go thr waste time.
go thru 2 qns only,
den come home le.
im finding excuse not to go sch bah.
mon blues.
but i already prepared everything,
den decide not to go.
im stupid or what.

tml stats test,
i can stay at home to study.
but i felt like going out.
out of this hse.
i felt kinda sian.
very sian.
due to damn freaking proj,
felt like exploding.
arghh,
i dont know what to say,
simply,
some things are not meant to say here.







can i slack for one day?
just one day.


stress.











过去的回忆太脆弱连未来也没有我.
就让时间帮我说话我一个人拼命挣扎.

...

dumb,
so ps lor.
i wanted to send bdae msg to raymond,
and i accidentally press rong hong name.
and damn,
SENT!

paiseh lah!
and he replied,
"whose bdae? got send wrong ppl anot?"
arghh.

arghh,
and tml is his bdae.
haas!
malu.
need to send bdae msg to him next day.
omg omg omg.



and today is also my favourite manager bdae,
HELEN!
but, too bad she isnt in singapore.
she is working oversea now.
well, hilton doesnt look like hilton w/o her. =x
happy birthday helen.

and also to raymond.
happy birthday. =D












darn stupid proj.
freak off.

Sunday, January 21, 2007

...

weets~

had a feast celebrating ah ma's bdae.
amounting to 1.4K.
damn rich.
im getting fatter.
ate at ikea,
and 3hrs later,
eat again.

next day,
met huini and co to dxo.
wanted to club.
wanted to dance.
but stupid queue.
damn many ppl.
xiaorui evan and girls are thr.
saw many ppl,
woodgrovers and qihuaians.
sold out tickets away,
blah blah blah,
and cab to cine.

bought tic for ghost tunnel.
den ate at e hk restaurant,
pooled and headed to theatre.

damn,
tt show is damn scary.
most of e show,
im watching my bag.
but quite a touching story at e ending.
but,
im still scared.

first train home,
couldnt slp because of e scary movie.
watch show on youtube,
den slp.

woke up at 6 plus.
i do know how to slp man.
dumb.

stress week.
damn it.
everything go away fast pls~


misses misses to my girls.
<33


gotta meet up with them soon.
miss e supper session ytd.
=D




i wanna club.
damn sian.
need to wait for another 8 mths.
blahh~


anyway,
HAPPY BELATED BDAE TO KIM GUAN!
my prom partner.
hehheh~

Friday, January 19, 2007

...

weets~
my stupid alarm clock didnt ring today.
dont know why sias.
heng darling called.
shock me when i see e time.
prepare prepare and out of my hse le.

saw leeyun on e bus.
went sch tgt.

had marketing.
playing a fool in class.
HAA!
i wanted to give e birthday girl a kiss.
but she dont let me . =((
yet, she allow yanni to give her.
GRRRR!
after tt ,
her pig face make me laugh like hell.
like im gonna give birth lidat.
and damn bastard said tt i look like a chicken walking. =.=

after lesson rush pom proj,
meet ly and waited for yanni to finish her jap discussion.
had fun with them lah.
after tt walk ly to design sch,
and off we went to ikea again.
YES! ITS AN AGAIN!
tt dumb bastard still says,
e next time we go,
will be when giant opens.
haas.
he didnt know ,
after 1 day,
we are thr again.

cab thr.
had lunch.
damn i ate far too much things.
spaghetti, fish&chips and chicken wings.
freaking full.

after tt walk ard ikea.
played as usual.
took pics.
all so dumb.
haas.
shall upload soon.


after tt b4 leaving ,
bastard bought me and yanni e snake!
yippee!
our last yr bdae present.
haas!
shall 4give him for forgetting my bdae.
lalaa~

yanni name her snake weiwei,
and i name my snake zhizhi.
haas.
weiwei+zhizhi=weizhi!
lalaa~


back home after tt.

going out with them is always so enjoyable.
thanks girls and guys! <33


gotta go malaysia le!

take care peeps!
=D

...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST DARLING JOVINE!
AND AND
NOT 4GETTING MY BELOVED GRANDMA!
生日快乐!


chatting with darling now.
she on her web cam for me to WATCH her.
haas.
and i did special stuff for her.
lalaa~
she will "love" it lah.
haas.
i video-ed and take pics for her.
lalaa~
=x
拍专辑leh!
haas.
oops.




nights peeps!

Thursday, January 18, 2007

...

tp open hse today .
lalaa~

freaking tired today.
due to insomnia.
nono,
maybe because im thinking too much.
resulted in insomnia.
blahh~
whatever.

as usual,
slept on bus.
reach sch, had tutorial,
one of my favourite module.
but ,
somehow,
im not so active in class today.
i dont know why.
so slack.
butt stuck in e seat.
head heavy.

after lesson,
b4 meeting leeyun,
so jovine wanted to make a video for her.
and both of us are suppose to pose as xian dan and dong gan.
infront of so many ppl .
damn paiseh =.=
i dont dare.
so shifted to e staircase,
and we film e video thr.
after tt to kfc for lunch,
den back to sch to meet her with e video.
after tt send her to bus stop,
and im back to lib to play ard.

after tt went down play ard.
alot of ppl came asking me,
"are you here for e open hse?"
damn,
i dont look like tp student?
ahahas.
maybe.

so,
played with e iguides with huiyun and uncle fran.
walk one big round,
den climb up e stairs,
cus,
i wanna take e coupon in their hands.
yippee!
ben&jerry coupon.
after tt we wento have ben&jerry at e stage thr.
yummie!
meet kok,
den we toured ard IT sch like little kiddos.
walk to find xiaorui they all.
omg,
im damn happy to see Ms Nicole Ng.
damn,
miss her like hell.
happy talking to them.
too bad cant tour with them,
have jap grp discussion.
so back to lib.

after tt went for jap tut.
tutor kept asking us who have bro and sis.
i all say no.
cus if say yes,
she will ask you loads of things in jap.
lastly she asked me,

tutor: oh, so you are e only child?
me: errr, no. (so dumb man)
tutor: huh, you dont have bro and sis, and you are not e only child, oh, you got twins ah!
me: nono, i got sister. haas.
(make me laugh real hard. should have said im e only child.)

den she started asking me bout my sis in jap.
and i go huhuhuhuhuhuh.
turn and flip and notes like hell searching for e ans.
duh~

got back jap result,
got 42 upon 60.
B!!
happy but i wanted an A.
jap listening next week.
hope i wont go gah gah gah.

after tt back home.


grrr!
i wanna be iguides.
haas.
can have LOA.
dont have to go for lesson.
can have fun with e open hse.
stupid,
didnt choose me.
blahh~



tml's darling birthday and ah ma's birthday.
hohoho.
wanna play play with darling but,
no idea what to play.
hafta go back malaysia night to celebrate ah ma's birthday.
so rush.
shall think of a nice nice prank later on,
if i can come up with lah.
anyone has idea to contribute to me?
*evilgrins*




ll be a busy week for me.
jiayou jiayou jiayou!








i wish tt she will be happy always.
smile girl ! =D

Wednesday, January 17, 2007

...

damn it damn it damn it.

i must be blind.
so blind.
blahhh~
you idiot bastard.



guys dont gain my trust now.
i kinda hate them.
and i dread of r/s.
somehow,
to me,
all of them are bastard?
maybe,
not all.






茫茫人海中,我遇见了谁?
我喜欢月亮,
但却抓不住月亮的心.
我失败了吗?
这就是残酷的人生.



心里播这你以前爱听的歌,
你是否还记得?

...

tot i can reach sch early today to print my econs.
but upon reaching bus stop,
realised i 4gotten to take my ezlink card.
and i walk back home again.
damn,
make me chase after tt stupid bus.

report still have stuff needed to add in.
found 8 articles and only 2 articles are approved.
!#%#$^#&$&$%^$#
waste my time.
GRRRR.

after tutorial,
skipped marketing lec,
and headed to ikea.
darling treating us.
thanks !
=D

we are so 不自量力.
ordered far too much food.
damn full.
had our future crap after eating.
damn,
how i wish i faster grow up.
i wanna see my future.

after tt walked ard ikea,
played with things we see.
choosing e furnitures and showroom we like.
haas.
make me wanto have a hse of my own.
i want i want.

after tt we headed to e new courts.
not much things to see.
played with e hp there.
damn nice.
i like e samsung gold one.
4get is what le.
played with e mp3.
den i sit down infront of one tv,
like a little kid,
watching chicken little,
yingting's favourite. =D

watch until tired den i suggest to go home.
bus-ed home.

next outing will be when giant is open . (:

now,
i dont know what thing to do again.
so bored.

booohooo~




blahh~ our food, like buffet.


darling and my mirror image. =D

mummy, me, darling.

household discussion. so homey.

i finished e whole bottle of red wine. haas. so FAKE. like my nose is drinking.

bastard, yanni, jovine, me. happy family =D
yalah, tallest to e shortest. =x




i miss my girls,
suddenly miss them,
had an urge to go find them.
michelle, xiaohui, leeyun, huini, wendy,
peiyin and co.
and lastly,
10 yrs sister, eunice. =D




next week will be stress days.
with exams, presentations, proj datelines.
damn damn.
worst thing i fear,
jap listening exam.
doubt i can pass.
grrr.

...

wanna say,
a very happy belated birthday to gan-ma!
mama,
生日快乐!
thou she wont be seeing this,
but i hope she will be happy always.
i love her.
i wont 4get e days she brought me up.
playing in her hse.
slping with her until weekends,
mummy and daddy came to bring me home.
我爱你妈妈.

im so unfilial,
i didnt go visit her for so long le.
but well,
gave her a call,
and im happy to hear her voice. =D



lied on bed,
and i still couldnt slp.
so online again.

was lying on my bed thinking of stuff,
listening to music.

well,
i have mix feelings in me.
very weird feelings indeed.

just feel tt,
i wasnt me,
e past me anymore.
i've changed,
more or less,
i guessed.

i couldnt find back e past me.
i dont know whr it has gone to.
well,
i kinda miss e past.
yea,
i really miss.

i've so many things i wanted to say,
yet,
i dont know how to say.
its not easy telling someone.
cus i dont know how to put it into words.


well,
today i done something great.
im done with my industry report this afternoon.
wanted to nap,
but i woke up and on my lappy,
sit down infront of it.
started typing it,
research,
and finally,
i finished it.
nice one.

sch isnt fun anymore.
not as fun as in e past.
some how,
i cn understand,
their feelings.

say what you want.
dont be fake.
tts what i want them to be.

easily annoyed this few days.
i dont know why.
maybe,
i need a space of my own.
to think thru.
to reflect.
maybe.


曾经以为等待会改变什么,
你总会属于我.
im wrong.

i cant get hold of my heart.
its lost,
in e past.

Tuesday, January 16, 2007

...

pics pics pics!!!
im soooo free now.


grp foto on yt and pearl ai bdae celebration. =D

pearl stuck in e car.

our car someday in e future. eeek. i look so fat. =x


yt pig leg. =x


cake smashing session starts.

BINGO!

BINGO!

...

skipped sch today.

overslept and didnt went for jap grp discussion.
faster wake up when dad called me.
prepare prepare.
dont know why today prepare so slow.
waited at e bus stop.
damn,
e bus so long.
den i change my mind of going to sch.
so i walked home deciding to start on my report.

now back home,
dont feel like doing proj.
felt like slping.
felt like going out.
grrrr.

so many things waiting for me to do,
yet im still slacking.
dumb proj.
dumb sch.

Monday, January 15, 2007

...

rush to sch for pom proj,
cus i couldnt wake up.
reach thr like do nth.
just distribute work and think of some ideas.

blahh blahh blahh.

meet huini and co.
had bbt den bus-ed back.
saw superman in bus.

back home.
i dont know what to do,
when i have so much things need to be done.








人要学会懂得拿起与放下.

...

random pics.



















jia ning and boy. =D



















ah boy, kena torture by us to do tt.



















my girls. <33



















huini's bling bling phone.



















wendy's mickey phone.



















my phone wears skirt.
looks like coffin huh.


dont have pic of leeyun's phone.
yea.
blahhhh~

Sunday, January 14, 2007

...

couldnt remember what i did this few days.

ytd went shopping with my girls.
suppose to meet at 2.
but i woke up at 4.30.
prepare and down to town to meet them.
had dinner and shop ard.
decorated our phone at fep.
damn.
so cute lah.
looks abit like coffin?
hehheh.

after tt back to 515 for supper.
damn stupid sam.
kept suan-ing me.
grrrr!
superman and batman came too. =D
cartoon unite!

after tt back home.
den suddenly think tt my phone quite ugly.
looks funny.
duh~
chatted and off to bed.


today met up with wendy.
to brian's company.
damn,
tts e company me and xiaohui went b4.
but only this time round,
we were brought thru presentation and business plan.
damn boring.
felt like slping.
wasnt really listening to what they say.

after tt had a chat with brian at lau pa sat.
he makes me so tempted to join.
he makes me so tempted to succeed and earn loads of money.
he makes me wanto become a businesswoman,
which i nvr ever tot of it b4.
he makes me have a goal in mind.

from a rebellious him i knew in e past,
mixing ard with bad company.
to e him now,
a business manager,
earning money,
having a goal he wants to achieve so much.
well,
im proud of him actually.
except tt he didnt quit smoking. =x

well,
and i agreed in joining.

shop with wendy at fep after tt.
bought one top and hair product.
had dinner den to guess? shop.
wendy bought for her mum guess? bag.
sooo good sias.
haas.

den home sweet home le.

on e way home,
was thinking bout e company.
i think i too 天真 le.
jocelyn succeed?
sounds funny.
jocelyn working hard for money?
sounds weird.
jocelyn is a businesswoman?
omg.
nth to describe.

so so?
should i give it a try?
maybe i should.
no harm trying.
ahhh,
nvm,
contradicting.

i just doubt myself.
tts all.
sickening me.


well, still,
gotta thanks wendy for acc me there and went thru tt boring presentation.
thanks girl =D



just random tots.

Thursday, January 11, 2007

...

well,
i didnt intend to go for management tut today.
but e tot of clarifying things,
i woke up.

damn,
i was freaking tired.
i slept in bus all e way to tampines.
well,
actually since sch starts,
i've been slping every trip.

i dont know after e talk,
things will turn good or worst.
but,
i've already said out what i wanted to say.
i dont want to have e dangling feeling there.
finally its off me.
felt so much 轻松.

had lunch den to lib slack.
studied abit of jap,
but no mood to study.
did jap proj den i fell aslp on e table.

damn,
jap test is like freaking difficult.
im afraid i will flunk e paper.
with role play and listening coming,
jap will sure pull down my gpa grade.
regret taking it.

i guess im really tired after all these days.
really.




对于自己的感觉,
我一点都不清楚.
我害怕,
所以才会打不开自己的心门.
钥匙已被丢弃在某个地方.


im not a nice person afterall,
i guess.

or is this just a way to protect myself once again?
nah,
i dont know anything.
just a freaking dumb ass.
dont comment on this pls,
i dont feel good.
just ignore what i said.
thanks.

Wednesday, January 10, 2007

...

im sick and tired of all this prob.
i wanted everything to end alright.
aren't you all tired of all this things.
damn it.
hope it will be solved tml.
HOPE LAH.
and i better control myself,
and not make things worst.
grrrr.
dumb ass me.

i want class chalet,
i want 89ers girls chalet.
i want go clubbing with sisters and eunice.
i want outings with everyone!






well, suddenly miss eunice loads.
damn,
its been mths since i last met her out.
take care sister.

...

a new yr a new start.
no more grudges i should bear.
brand new start,
i shall 4get bout what has happen b4.
i want a new life,
new start.


seriously,
i dont feel good,
not as in health.
just,
well,
i dont know.
just dont feel good.
i feel bad.
i dont know what im thinking.
leave me alone to sort out my thinking.
im confused,
damn confused.


不知道,我什么都不知道.



im not a good girl.
im not.

...

phew,
feel better after flooding ppl,
well,
sorry to those i flooded.
im just unhappy towards what i saw.

damn damn,
why cant a class be a nice class.
why must class have damn fucking stupid prob.
why cant class be united.
why why why.
why cant our class stand as one like how other class is.
damn fuck up.
im not pissed by her,
but,
im pissed by my class coordination.
arghh.
i want class unite.

damn it.
organise class chalet,
to make us more united.
in e end,
4 freaking person turn up.
i think our class only has 5 person.
damn,
what kind of class is tt.



arghh,
i dont know what im talking bout.
contradicting.
damn ass lah.
dumb me.
im dumb and stupid enough trying to do all this stuff.
and things turn out this way.
what a fuck up sch.

...

stupid internet,
couldnt go into blogger.

yea yea,
grats to tianmu, getting into next round.

im waking up later and later.
felt so tired.
slept on e way to sch and on e way back.

sch was alright,
just tt w/o jovine's voice is like abit quiet.
haas.
well,
nvm,
still got my noisy voice.

back home,
and i dont know what to do.
maybe is too much things need to be done,
or maybe i really have nth to do.
well,
sian.


is e sky dropping down today?
well,
daddy is driving me to sch later.
damn rare.
but i appreciate it and will cherish e ride.

well, gtg.
stress days coming.
freaking @#!%@^#.

Monday, January 08, 2007

...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAREST YINGTING.
and tml is my dearest aiai birthday,
and e next day is tianmu , moo moo birthday.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAREST PEARLYNE AI!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOO MOO TIANMU!


well well,
i overslept today.
skipped 2 lec in e morning.
went for tutorial in e afternoon,
skip jap lec and back to wdl.
went home first b4 meeting mic and xh to go celebrate dearest yt and pearlyne bdae.

had fun thr.
i was like damn hungry.
ate 2 bowls of rice.
yummy!
and e cake smashing.
damn funny.
well,
e most fun part is e cake throwing in e toilet,
and yt spoiled 2 doors in e toilet.
haas.
after tt back home as i have loads of hmwk to be done.
hope she enjoyed her day.


well well,
thinking of tml lesson,
make me so sian.
i got everday blues.
nono,
can everyday pink?
pink pink nicer.
well,
just being lame.

i've loads of things to be done.
stats tutorial qns on e table waiting for me to do them,
jap test on thur,
freaking shoe waiting for me to go exchange.
marketing management and econs proj to rush.
damn,
24 hrs is not enough for me.
grrrr.


<33 my girls.

...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAREST YINGTING.
and tml is my dearest aiai birthday,
and e next day is tianmu , moo moo birthday.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAREST PEARLYNE AI!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOO MOO TIANMU!


well well,
i overslept today.
skipped 2 lec in e morning.
went for tutorial in e afternoon,
skip jap lec and back to wdl.
went home first b4 meeting mic and xh to go celebrate dearest yt and pearlyne bdae.

had fun thr.
i was like damn hungry.
ate 2 bowls of rice.
yummy!
and e cake smashing.
damn funny.
well,
e most fun part is e cake throwing in e toilet,
and yt spoiled 2 doors in e toilet.
haas.
after tt back home as i have loads of hmwk to be done.
hope she enjoyed her day.


well well,
thinking of tml lesson,
make me so sian.
i got everday blues.
nono,
can everyday pink?
pink pink nicer.
well,
just being lame.

i've loads of things to be done.
stats tutorial qns on e table waiting for me to do them,
jap test on thur,
freaking shoe waiting for me to go exchange.
marketing management and econs proj to rush.
damn,
24 hrs is not enough for me.
grrrr.


<33 my

...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAREST YINGTING.
and tml is my dearest aiai birthday,
and e next day is tianmu , moo moo birthday.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAREST PEARLYNE AI!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOO MOO TIANMU!


well well,
i overslept today.
skipped 2 lec in e morning.
went for tutorial in e afternoon,
skip jap lec and back to wdl.
went home first b4 meeting mic and xh to go celebrate dearest yt and pearlyne bdae.

had fun thr.
i was like damn hungry.
ate 2 bowls of rice.
yummy!
and e cake smashing.
damn funny.
well,
e most fun part is e cake throwing in e toilet,
and yt spoiled 2 doors in e toilet.
haas.
after tt back home as i have loads of hmwk to be done.
hope she enjoyed her day.


well well,
thinking of tml lesson,
make me so sian.
i got everday blues.
nono,
can everyday pink?
pink pink nicer.
well,
just being lame.

i've loads of things to be done.
stats tutorial qns on e table waiting for me to do them,
jap test on thur,
freaking shoe waiting for me to go exchange.
marketing management and econs proj to rush.
damn,
24 hrs is not enough for me.
grrrr.


<33

Sunday, January 07, 2007

...

ppl,
anyone recommend me job pls.
im so in need of e freaking money.
so broke so sian.

weekends jobs, whatever job,
got money, fun and proper job can liao.
=D



dumb ass.

freaking rashes all come back.
shoooo!







to cwp buy present,
pathetic.
and tt freaking car,
grrr.
nvm.

i got no mood for anything now.


我有阴影.
我害怕,
害怕受伤害.






打不开的心门.

...

well,

haven been posting for long.
im simply lazy,
i guess.

shall keep this post short.

couldnt really remember what i did last few days.

all i could remember is i went sch.
boring sch.
den back home with proj i need to rush.

oh yah,
mr superman visit tp.
but tp too small for him to tour ard.
brought him to have brownies and ice cream.
yummie.

den den went back woodgrove.
sec 1 orientation.
damn exciting.
chatted with teachers for long.
i miss them loads.
i miss sec days.

hmm hmm.
den den, sat went town shop with my girls for awhile.
blahblahblah.
had fun on e way back.
taking dumb dumb pics.
played outside mrt station.
piggy back competition.
den bought tickets for movie.

back home change den out again.

reach movie theatre,
realised i dropped my phone in e bus,
i ran back all my could to get it back.
leeyun ran with me.
thanks.

heng, e bus haven go for another round yet.
i manage to take it back.
thanks to those who called. =D
how stupid can i be.

movie damn nice.
NIGHT AT E MUSEUM.
love it.
thumbs up.
dumb dumb ((:

gonna go get pressie le.
with my empty wallet.
im broke like hell.
i dont know why.
grrr.
nvm.

Wednesday, January 03, 2007

...

first day of sch,
mark a new start of my studies.
i've to start working hard for my perfect 20.
but you know,
i got wednesday blues.
who cares if there is such a word.

was damn tired cus chatted with superman on phone ytd night.
sch is freaking boring alright.
went sch for just 1 hr.
but i got a gold juicy couture bracelet from my girls.
thanks girls.
distributed out e present we got for e guys.
den blah blah.


to tm with weizhi and co.
they acc me while i wait for mr goh jian chong to come meet me.
he such a slow poke.
haas.

wento get smth for my girls.
den weizhi wento reds for haircut ,
which i dont know really got cut anot,
and which cost him 33 bucks.

after tt mr goh came and he make me walk to another food court for lunch.
damn far.
he treated me to lunch.
yea yea.
im a big eater.
his pocket must be burning now.
ahahas.

after tt he freaking irritating.
dont let me go home slp.
played pool at arcade,
i won and yea!
i could go home.
happy like fuck.

den wento shop and save,
blah blah blah.
den back to woodlands le.

now im back home,
and im so energetic now.
freakish.





im so pissed off alright,
i nearly wanto kill ppl.
叹气when i was with weizhi and co.
fuck fuck fuck.
damn pissed.
arghh.
nvm,
我忍!!!

...

i suddenly remember my new yr resolution i came up with .

here goes:

- happiness for everyone.
- i want happy days and no sad days.
- change for a better person.
- sing w/o touching ppl. lolol. =x
- i want my girls to be united always and happy faces on them.
- swee swee. =s
- lalalalalaaa. good results. perfect 20.
- money money.
- 2007 to go by slowly. dont wanto get old so fast.
- superb duper sweet honey 18 birthday celebration.
- lastly, hehheh, a secret resolution of mine.
=D


isit a resolution or a wish?
or this 2 have e same meaning.
blah.
i have lousy eng.

take care ppl.

all e best for e starting of e sch and year.
((:




bless e one you love by letting them shine on others when he/she couldnt shine on you at all.

Tuesday, January 02, 2007

...

im back from malaysia =D


went count down with leeyun huini wendy superman and yang.
went marina square first.
had kfc for dinner.
shop ard and to e steps there wait for firework.
kent, ron and co. played games and forfeit there.
spencer came.
halfway rain den stupid,
we wento find shelter and lost our seats.
weiqiang and co. steph and crystal came afterwards.

din really catch e firework but its ok.
im happy with my girls and them ard.
after tt parted ways with leeyun and wendy,
and walked to boat quay.
wanted to find pub sit sit.
but went in to some ,
no seat so headed to riverwalk bridge sit.
had little alcohol.
den i felt sleepy and lie there.
had supper and after tt ,
back to woodlands on e first train.
e train is fugly smelly alright.

slept all e way to 6 and wake up prepare go malaysia.
had dinner there,
play with boyboy and jia ning.
den went for supper with my uncle.
he damn rich ok.
we had such an expensive supper.

back to ah ma hse and hoax e little kids to slp and i fell aslp.

next morning woke up at 8.
e rest wento simpang for my great grandma funeral service.
while me and mum stayed and wento caiyi gugu shop .
well,
a little unfilial.
had facial blah blah blah.

after tt dad came to fetch us.

fugly thing happen.
i felt like slapping tt guy.
we board dad's car,
den this guy came running to my dad's door,
open e door,
and say in hokkien,
"i help you look after your car,
pls give me some money.
i got AIDS!"
he den took out one needle from his pocket and threathen my dad.
FUGLY!
@#!%@$^#%&$%@
YOU THIS FUCKING BASTARD!
DONT TRY TO THREATEN US LAH.
dad took out 1buck,
he say not enough,
den my dad give him 2 buck,
and he went blah blah blah his story.
FUCKING HELL.
but tt needle looks scary man.
freaky bastard.

had dinner at ah ma hse den watch tv den back to singapore le.

tml sch starts.
damn sian.
cant believe holi so fast over.
grrrrrr.







and a little smth for xiaohui:

just to tell you,
tt you are not 4gotten by me,
hees.
cheer up girl.
i will still be there for you.
call me anytime anywhr you want k.
love you still .
smile always girl. =D