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FRIDAY 22 DECEMBER

tue`

meet up with wendy and leeyun to bugis.
wento 姑丈 shop for e stupid thing.
grrr.
attitude prob ppl.

shop ard.
bought 2 shirts and shoe.
den ljs-ed and bus-ed home.

same routine,
watch vcd till morning den slp.

wed`

out with evan, wendy, leeyun and xiaorui.
wanted to meet jiale but he bastard us and went out with e pig.
lalaa~

mostly went 2 shop only.
blossom and mphosis.
din buy anything.
im on budget.

night went riding bike with huini leeyun superman and alex.
actually want jog one but lazy.
lied down at e road behind chr.
stars are still as shining as ever.
sky is still as nice as e past.
e only thing tt change is,
e ppl lying with me.

was restricted to eat by superman afterwards.
probably cus superman is afraid tt superwoman will become overweight and couldnt fly.
haas.

den e rest went home while me and superman continue our bike riding.
rain-ed halfway.
had a little chat b4 going home.

thur`

out with e girls and guys.
watched mignight sun.
a nice and touching show indeed.
loads of memories flow past during e show.
i kinda missed my past.
whr i had fun and such.

after movie,
ljs-ed den pool-ed.
den smth happen den blah blah blah and back home.

went for supper with superman at vista.
wanted to eat e noodle stall one.
but . . .
we saw crockroaches in e container.
omg.
change our mind and eat cup noodle.
drinking ribena halfway,
theres a fly at my drink and there goes my ribena.

back home and started wondering alot of things.
why cant i control my stupid life.
what is friendship and what is love.
what are all this about?

i did try my very best towards every r/s.
yet, my effort wasnt recognised by them.
or isit,
im e one changing all those while?
from bad to worst,
or bad to good?
or isit, i refused to believe what is reality now?

i tot i could maintain every r/s .
but i found out,
i couldnt do it.
i wasnt able to do it.
and i fear to think of e future.

well,
i wasnt a good girlfriend.
and i wont be a good girlfriend.
i guess.


1 yr passed by too fast.
suppossed to be a happy mth for me?
well..
i must be having loads of fun this time last yr.
happy times just passed by too fast.
先甜后苦.

because of money,
i wasnt in e mood for christmas.
now,
add on to those stuff tt goes on in my mind,
makes me more mood-less for christmas.

everything is just a dream.
i've just woken up from it.

i'll be your future,
you'll be my past.
i'll stand still and strong.