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HAPPY NEW YR EVE EVERYONE!


ytd meet up with superman acc him buy present,
den had ljs for lunch.
after tt,
went shopping at bugis with wendy.
meet up with bastard and kevin for awhile .
den shop shop shop.
meet up with evan.
hehheh,
had ljs for dinner again.
lolol.
den shop till very tired den bus-ed back le.

singaporeans are really so kiasu.
no seat to sit like will die lidat.
see old lady also must give up your seat lor,
rather than pretending not to see.
still let tt old lady sit on e steps.
so dangerous.

after tt back home change den meet huini they all ton at vista.
chit chat den come my hse use toilet.
some online,
den me and zigui VS leeyun and yang.
we had pillow fight!
dots,
sad to say,
we lost.
haas.
but not fair,
they cheat,
steal my pillow .
rematch rematch!

after tt had breakfast,
den had a little chat den superman sent me home .
and i drop dead on my bed.

gonna go count down later with my girls and e guys.
yippee!!


simply love them loads. <33

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had a fruitful day ytd with my girls.

meet up with e girls at cwp at 9.
had mac breakfast.

and off we wento take bus to harbour front.

wento vivo city giant walk ard buy tidbits, ball and mats.
den off to sentosa.

reach palawan beach at 1.
was raining quite heavy,
wento 7-11 for lunch.
after tt we wento play balls.
im e monkey,
yingting cheat me,
throw e ball at me,
den ask me go into e water. =.=

haas.
den pearlyne came.
so we shifted place,
took a tram to siloso beach.

things happen,
volley ball roll down of e tram,
peiyin wanted to save e ball,
and jumped down e tram.
she was injured.
brought her to first aid place to stop e bleeding.
after tt she went home le.

we played and had chips there.
soaking in e water having fun.
den there comes e jellyfish attack.

starting was huini pearlyne and wendy feeling e pain.
after tt i felt smth wrapping ard my body.
i tot is algae.
so i used my hand to push it away.
e next moment i felt pain in my body.
heard someone shouted JELLYFISH and we're all out of e water.

my hand numb leg also numb.
but im glad tt everyone was standing by me,
helping me out.
they panick yet they still stay calm.

blahblahblah,
den to first aid centre apply white vinegar.
blahblahblah,
den waited for tram and off to bathe le.

after bathing went ard vivo and harbour front centre search for clinic.
but all close le.

so mrt-ed to admiralty.
search for clinic and i had an injection.
den had dinner and back home.


thou we didnt played much,
but im happy,
very happy.
cus i realised i've got loads of friends ard me.
true friends they are.
THANKS GIRLS!


special thanks to each of them.

leeyun:
when im in pain,
she asked me to bite her.
haas,
of cus i didnt.
she carried me to e first aid centre,
and she hurt her back.
after bathing she walked round searching for clinic.
THANKS LEEYUN!

michelle:
she let me lie on her when my legs are numb,
encouraging me all e times.
sorry mic ai,
haas.
im soooo heavy.
>.<
THANKS MICHELLE AI!

pearlyne:
she herself got stung too.
yet, she remained so calm,
and even carried me to e first aid place with leeyun.
help me out.
she even help me carry my on our way back to admiralty.
THANKS PEARLYNE AI!

huini:
she is also e victim.
yet,
she remain so strong.
so calm and encourages me.
she walk fast searching for clinic too.
THANKS HUINI!

wendy:
strong girl she is.
standing by me all e time.
hees.
THANKS WENDY!

yingting and puimum:
both of them went running to find e lifeguard to come help out.
they must have run for very long.
after tt still help us to carry all our bags to e first aid place.
THANKS YINGTING AND PUIMUN!


and to peiyin:
take care yea.
=D








its like so paiseh lah when think back.
cried cus of e pain and scared.
when i see my hand turn colour,
i tot im dying or i couldnt use my hand.
so stupid.

heng everything turned out fine.
nobody is seriously injured.
thou,
this trip isnt much fun,
but 患难见真情.
i get to see my real friends.
im sooo happy lah.

well, take care huini, wendy and pearlyne!!!


im fine now.
hehheh,
just abit itchy.
lalaa~


take care everyone!

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shall blog another day,
but i just wanna say ,

THANKS TO MY GIRLS FOR TODAY.
I APPRECIATE IT LOADS.
LOVE YOU GIRLS LOADS LOADS.
<33

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我好像越来越不了解自己的心要的是什么.
是想回到从前,
还是走向新的开始.

我不知道,
真的不知道.



e reason i can run wild,
because you will always be there for me,
right?
in e wonderful future that seems so mysterious,
i can stay strong,
cus i can trust you,
right?

and e shape of happiness,
is probably different for everyone,
so,
whose shape of happiness match with me?



tempt me to walk into e future.

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sentosa outing tml.
yea yea.
hope it doesnt rain.
and hope all my fats gone lah.
lalaa~

went acc wendy for facial just now.
super tired.
superman came and acc me.
thanks =D

and im so clumsy tt i droped my bbt on e floor.
and i've oreo choco leg.

back home and mum nag me to pack my room.
so i started packing my room,
throwing out almost half of e clothes in my cupboard.
now den i realise i've been wearing e same old clothes everytime.

now looks neater.
comfortable~

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHERYN~

best wishes.

loves loves .

=D










2 yrs have passes since tsunami happened.
lets have a one min of silent.
















well, r.i.p.













went cwp with superman to buy some stuff,
had dinner den back home le.


and im hungry now already.
what kind of stomach i have sias.
grrrrr.

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BIBIBIBIBIBIBIBI~

HAPPY BOXING DAY EVERYONE~
anybody wanna let me box them?
boxing boxing boxing~

was suppossed to meet e buyer at 1 ,
but !
#$@%#$&$%*@$
i overslept lah.
i woke up at 1 when she called.
omfg.

so i rush and rush.
and manage to reach there at 2.
after tt back home le.

now watching tantei gakuen q .
nice anime.
=D


stupid rain,
cant go out.

rain rain go away,
come again another day.
jocelyn wanto go out play~


((:

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its already going to 5am.
i just couldnt get to slp.
nobody is online.
nobody entertain me.
so sian lah.

as what superman said,
i already 日夜颠倒 lor.
morning is night,
night is morning.
its time to change back,
日夜不颠倒.
duh~


and mr goh jian chong,
i said i will post bout you and i mean it.
he is an idiot.
he is so much different from others.
others want me to slp early,
but he dont allow me to slp .
=.=


lalaaa~


later on to jurong den back to meet wendy.
yippee yeah.


ohhh,
im sooo hungry now.


and sweetie szeling says im ba gua.
hohoho.
damn funny lah.

and talking bout ba gua,
square square red red yummy one,
makes me more hungry.
lohlohloh~

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不由自主地想起去年的今天.
应该很开心吧.
十点,准准十点...
想知道你是这么样过今年的圣诞节.
boohoo~

life is so unpredictable,
especially r/s,
isnt it?

haas,
4give me for digging out my past.
just felt like saying out.
hees,
im fine still.
=D


phew,
轻松多了.

(:

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chua sai sias,
when ppl come delivering present to your hse.
but well, thanks loads.

out to fetch leeyun after receiving wendy's call.
leeyun stuck under e block cus its raining.

to cwp meet wendy and kr.
had dinner at horizon den find xiaohui.
chat awhile den off to cine le.

meet up with yansoon, cheecheng, ronghong, tianmu and raven.
headed to marina square.
saw chu hui and she came with us.
meet up with spencer.
had pool session.
after tt he left to meet his friends.

had cup noodles for dinner while some had sandwiches.
we couldnt find place to had dinner so buy from 7-11 lor.
after tt to cine and bought tickets for movie.

walked our way to far east shopping centre for pool.
its like so tough to walk all e way there.
ppl spraying foam.
starting, we manage to walk without being sprayed.
but after tt,
i kena like dont know what.
and children spraying in my face.
duh~
tts why i hate going to town during christmas.
but well, still quite fun.

had pool session den walked our way back to cine for movie.
watched confession of pain.
dam nnice.
like horror,
nice storyline.

after movie,
walked kr to take NR,
den to forum for mac breakfast.
evan they all came .

after tt first train home le.

slept at 8am and slept all e way to 7pm.
im a pig alright.
had dinner and tv-ed le.

now nth to do.
sians.



well, sorry girls.

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hohoho.

MERRY CHRISTMAS PPL~

was afraid i will slp till very late later,
so im here to wish everyone first b4 i hit my bed.
=D

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its christmas eve!!
christmas is coming.
a day i wouldnt wanto celebrate at all.
#@#%$&#@#$#@^#$

maybe go out with leeyun and wendy.
but singapore is so small.
we have no where to go.
everywhere is full of ppl.
see le also sian.

fucking tired.
i felt like slping.
yet i felt like going out with them,
and yet i felt like spending time alone.
grrr.
contradicting huh.

im so bored bored and bored.

fuck fuck fuck.
boohoo~

i've got present!
from superman.
thanks! =D

my dream bag lah.

me and wendy on our way home from cine.

christmas outing on 21-12-06.

hehheh, my present. =D

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grrrr.

due to my stupid xanga has prob.
and couldnt see my post,
i cre8ted another blog.

well,
blogger is still e best,
i guess.



and i succeeded in doing this skin myself.
thou its plain.
but i like it.
just tt e colour combination abit weird.
well,
who cares.


ppl relink me here.
thanks-

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SATURDAY 23 DECEMBER

continued-

stupid xanga. stupid stupid.

whats wrong man.
lalaa~

out with my girls and guys.
met at vivo.
took 963 for very long.
tot i took e wrong bus.
but well,
i manage to reach there.

shop ard,
wanted to watch movie but,
all selling fast and damn many ppl.
went sky garden.
wanted to play,
but but,
too many little children playing.
i paiseh.

saw swim short and skirt.
loving it.
but couldnt make up my mind to buy it.
you know, im broke.

finding coffee house to sit and chat.
but all full house.
so,
we changed place and headed to dhoby ghaut.

wanted to watch at cathay,
but selling out fast too.
grrrr.

headed to paradiz.
pool-ed den to pastamania for dinner.
settle down at starbucks and lim kopi.
damn ex and full.

shop ard for present for e rest of e class.
damn,
im paying till my hands go shaking.
well,
everyone's present is settled,
except for e 7 of us.
now,
we have no money to buy present for our group.
duh~
how stupid.

well,
just hope they love their present.
we paid for it like hell,
thou its not very ex.
but well,
no job = no money.
so we are all broke-rs now.

after tt went arcade to play den mrt-ed home le.

sis nt going genting le.
yippee!!
due to e stupid mudslide and flood.

well,
safe trip to them.
and hope tt e mudslide will stop when e guys reach there.
and nth will happen to them and safe trip back. =D

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SATURDAY 23 DECEMBER

brrrr.

woke up at 6pm today.
im such a pig ok.
slept for dont know how many donkey hours.

sis got into woodgrove.
duh~
no comments.

watched finish princess hours.
damn nice.
but i dont like e ending.
not enough.
leave me hanging there.

and now, i've got nth to do.
im soo hungry yet i couldnt eat anything.
will fat.
dah~



meeting up with bell, yanni, huiyun, kevin and weizhi later on.
going vivo lim kopi.
wanna watch death note.
lalaa~





im soooo bored and nth to do.
no job no income.
grrr.

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FRIDAY 22 DECEMBER

tue`

meet up with wendy and leeyun to bugis.
wento 姑丈 shop for e stupid thing.
grrr.
attitude prob ppl.

shop ard.
bought 2 shirts and shoe.
den ljs-ed and bus-ed home.

same routine,
watch vcd till morning den slp.

wed`

out with evan, wendy, leeyun and xiaorui.
wanted to meet jiale but he bastard us and went out with e pig.
lalaa~

mostly went 2 shop only.
blossom and mphosis.
din buy anything.
im on budget.

night went riding bike with huini leeyun superman and alex.
actually want jog one but lazy.
lied down at e road behind chr.
stars are still as shining as ever.
sky is still as nice as e past.
e only thing tt change is,
e ppl lying with me.

was restricted to eat by superman afterwards.
probably cus superman is afraid tt superwoman will become overweight and couldnt fly.
haas.

den e rest went home while me and superman continue our bike riding.
rain-ed halfway.
had a little chat b4 going home.

thur`

out with e girls and guys.
watched mignight sun.
a nice and touching show indeed.
loads of memories flow past during e show.
i kinda missed my past.
whr i had fun and such.

after movie,
ljs-ed den pool-ed.
den smth happen den blah blah blah and back home.

went for supper with superman at vista.
wanted to eat e noodle stall one.
but . . .
we saw crockroaches in e container.
omg.
change our mind and eat cup noodle.
drinking ribena halfway,
theres a fly at my drink and there goes my ribena.

back home and started wondering alot of things.
why cant i control my stupid life.
what is friendship and what is love.
what are all this about?

i did try my very best towards every r/s.
yet, my effort wasnt recognised by them.
or isit,
im e one changing all those while?
from bad to worst,
or bad to good?
or isit, i refused to believe what is reality now?

i tot i could maintain every r/s .
but i found out,
i couldnt do it.
i wasnt able to do it.
and i fear to think of e future.

well,
i wasnt a good girlfriend.
and i wont be a good girlfriend.
i guess.


1 yr passed by too fast.
suppossed to be a happy mth for me?
well..
i must be having loads of fun this time last yr.
happy times just passed by too fast.
先甜后苦.

because of money,
i wasnt in e mood for christmas.
now,
add on to those stuff tt goes on in my mind,
makes me more mood-less for christmas.

everything is just a dream.
i've just woken up from it.

i'll be your future,
you'll be my past.
i'll stand still and strong.