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SIP is officially OVER!
im so happy tt i kept counting down every hour to Ray.
bet he cant stand me today.
but today i did alot of funny mistakes during work.
haha, think of it i feel like laughing so much.


and finally batam trip is here!
(:

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dear diary,

i did smth sinful today.
i hope 老天 will forgive me.
and i promise i will not do it again.
我后悔了, 对不起.
):

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4 more working days to end of SIP!
4 more working days to batam!
yippeee~


and its official my off day today!
thou i took 2days MC 1 day ago.
but i feel much better, thanks to e very ex med.


i miss sch mates so much.
but i dont like sch.
i dread last sem.
modules all *TOOT*.



life getting better, i hope.
crossed fingers.

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its off day tml!
like i waited for so long for it.
8 more working days to go!


i had nice nice ichiban treat ytd with d for dinner.
damn yummie yummie and full.
but it cost a bomb.

anw im so lonely~
jinger went chalet,
jinghui went back to msia.
mum and dad always sleep so early.
im so lonely~
pls come back fasttttt~


i became a part time make up artist for my sis's prom.
haha and im proud to make my sis look so prettttyyyy.
anw i hope her friends like it tooo ; thou its simple makeup.
i miss prom all of a sudden.
tts like donkey years ago man.


and i wanna watch madagascar so so much,
and im so gonna watch it soon.


晚安!



p.s. i have so much overdue pics.
sigh.




doubting is a sword tt kills,
not others ; but yourself.

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thank you sweetie.
i will be a happy girl.



and also not forgetting to e 2 impt ppl in my life,
always helping me as i walk my life.
giving me advice as i go.
im sorry for being so useless.
but still, thank you so much.
i appreciate alot.
<3


p.s. im so looking forward to mth end trip.
im so gonna enjoy myself ; to e max,
and face e reality.
i hate sch with boring lessons.
rahhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

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gogo jiayou!





p.s. all e best yt for her remaining a level paper!
(:

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imouto coming back tml early morning.
cant wake to wake up and see her!
i miss her so much,
hope she miss me tooooo.


im so so lack of slp,
i wanna rest moreee,
but my mind doesnt allow me to.
half day leave later on,
out for prom stuffs hunting for imouto.





when you look me in e eyes.
tell me everything's alright.

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我的天空今天有点灰.



好累,
累到驾车都差一点睡着.



晚安.
希望明天会更好.

a thousand million whys.
who can ans tt for me?



i nvr make it on my own,
thrs gotta be a million reasons why its true.

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tml is xiaojiu's piano concert,
all e best!
mummy and all will represent me to support you.
(:

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things are not what it used to be.
its not as easy as you think.
because it will nvr be e same,
and im so tired of everything.
you wont understand how i feel,
nor will i understand how you feel,
when we said nth at all.
im sorry tt everything turns out this way,
maybe in e first place we are nvr meant to be.

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搞不清,
也摸不清.




我害怕.








p.s. pls be back fast my dearest sis.
its weird w/o you ard for me to rant at.
misses.

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my dearest sis is flying off to shanghai tonight.
do take care my dear girl!
come back safely.
bon voyage.
♥


today off again.
tuition was cancelled last min.
finally i can slp longer.
drove to see doc at hougang,
den d brought me to eat turtle.
e skin abit yucky,
but e meat and soup was damn nice, i swear.
he said its good for skin.



i wanted to start a biz.
a small one will do.
gonna go bangkok to take a look.
i dread of going out to look for jobs.



gotta go send my dearest to e airport.
see you next week my girl!

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when im starting to find work fun,
something crops up again causing me to dread of work.
rahhhhhh.
my life now is work work and work.
no more off day tml.
last min cancelled due to lack of staffs.
so sigh sigh.


cant remember much what happen.
i only remember im damn tired throughout e week.


headed back to sch ytd for sip briefing.
it was nice seeing everyone after 1 mth.
im so looking forward to sch starts,
hopefully i wont skip much sch.
anw, happy belated bdae nelson!
hope you enjoyed yourself.

had lunch with darling and her classmates at techno.
e ban mee damn niceeeeee,
especially with ppl like them ard.
but sad have to go work after tt.


such a waste i missed d's bdae celebration.
i cant eat. rahhhh.
i admit im a glutton.
met them up at raffles before heading to pub.
its fun with all those games.
but im a good girl,
i didnt drink much.

i was damn tired so i off to total silent mode before i slp.
and very sorry to those who kept calling me and cant find me.
haha boss tot i went overseas and mia.




time to reflect a little.
rahhhh!
bye.





p.s thank you sweetie for e cheesecake and gelare icecream!
its very nice. hehheh.
and thanks for acc me back to shop at 11plus.
(:



p.p.s not forgetting thankyou sweets and wq for e liang teh!
i felt so loved.
(:

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off day is finally here again.
teeehheeeee.

had supper tt day with jon cliques and e girls.
3 cars to bedok 85 to eat.
so sad i couldnt eat alot of food cus of cough.
headed to loyang tua pek gong to pray.
and then had some games playing outside.
i was tricked, haha so funny.
back home after tt with py's and my car hogging e road.
haha.
well its fun with so many cars going out tgt. (:

b4 tt had a mini car 'accident' while waiting for them.
its not my fault, i swear!
my car is stationery, dont knw why e car infront reverse and kiss my carplate.
rahhhhhh.
i was so shock tt i sat in e car while ly and hn went down to check.
damn ps.
heng nth happen to e car,
if not my dad will kill me.
forgotten to see e cocky guy's car plate number buy 4D.
haha.


work is alright,
just tt time passes damn slowwwww.
very sick of e food thr alr.
i have cravings for ajisen!



and and,
counting down 1 more month to end of SIP!!!!!
yippeeeee~

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i dont knw what to do,
i dont knw what to say.
its just like a wave hitting down on me.


sometimes i wish i dont exist,
sometimes i wish i could go,
sometimes i wish i could just travel to a faraway place to hide.
yes im timid, and tts me.


boy you are running too fast.
i couldnt catch what you are thinking.
slow down and wait for me.
i promise i will catch up with you.


life has been so hectic.
i guess i need a break from everything soon.
back to msia or chalet would be nice.


i had a few nights of nightmare,
i wonder why.
waking up in e nights sweating like hell.
cant i just have a night of good slp?




well nth happen actually,
i guess its all my thinking tt is to blame.
i need someone to lean on, to rant at.
maybe tts what i needed now.



i haven made much effort to do anything this few days.
gotta buckup jocelyn.
stop being lazy.
time wont wait for you.
yes you know it.


enough of my rantings.
i need to catch some slp to ease e side effects of e meds.
goodnight peeps.




p.s sorry winnie!
i dont mean to cut your ear and hurt your lips today.
i promise i will be careful next time.
thanks for e pi pa gao!
love you.


p.s.s thank you mrgohjianchong for your msg!
its heart warming to know tt you care.
(:

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life is so terrible.
and i dont knw how to describe it.


i had a nice meal with darling sis jamie and jermy at sakae tt day.
but i felt so remorseful after tt.
partly because i have been putting on weight,
and the food thr is hurting my throat.
serve me right for falling sick.



i start to dread of graduation day.
i cant imagine me working all day long outside.
somehow my dream job starts to hide behind all my tots.



off to bed.
nights.



there is nth more dreadful than e habit of doubt.
doubt separates ppl.
it is a poison tt disintegrates friendships and breaks up pleasant relations.
it is a thorn tt irritates and hurts;
it is a sword that kills.

life is too short to hold grudges and harbor bitterness,
cherish e people who are always there and ard.
friends are always friends no matter what as every friendship goes through its good and bad phases,
but one can make a difference by taking the first step and bridging the gap.

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happy bdae yujia!
may you have e bestest wish!
(:

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after all e indulging in food,
im down with a bad cough.
half day off from work,
and off i went home to rest.

cough is a torture in e night,
its as if you are gonna cough your lungs out.

its nice when you could feel e warmth at home.
thank you mum for cooking nice nice dinner.


i should turn in now.
if not i can die at work tml.
nights earth.



a little too much,
a little too often,
and a little more each day.

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today chenmeimei starting her o level.
jiayou!
<3


sakae later on with darling and jeremy.
yummylicious!

but im gonna lose my voice soooonnnnnnn.


thanks chenmama for our dinner ytd!
our 爱心便当.
and thanks chenpapa for delivering it to me.
LOVES!


gambateh jocelyn san!

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im so so lethargic,
but my eyes is so so glued to my lappy.
i dont knw why.


imouto not at home today,
i very sian.
nobody crap and play with me.


im a happy kid today cus i get to eat my fav food from cck.
thanks to ray!
(:


timetable is out!
rahhhh!
sch starts damn late,
and i guess i will be skipping more and more lecs.
so tt means, thur is an off day for me!
haha. :x


boring post.
i just feel like blogging,
but i got no idea what to post.



bye.