JOCELYN D-DUMB ♥

Sunday, August 05, 2007

...

e moment i close my eyes,

exam papers pop out.

wtf.

i have been dreaming of papers for 2 nights alr.

=.=

ytd paper was like hell to me.

i didnt catch much slp,

and was in sch early in e morning to do some studying.

thanks winson for driving me to sch,

if not i sure overslept.

psycho paper and socio paper.

i hope can pass lah.

i dont expect an A anymore.

just a pass will do.

i dont wanto fail and retake cds.

back to wdl and slack.

and met up with e guys after ly finish her work.

blah and blah,

and back home.

watched secret today.

damn super duper nice ok!

although its a little ridiculous.

but still damn nice and touching.

i tear-ed while watching e movie.

ppl,

pls support jay!

5 stars for secret.

=DDD

i was tired,

mentally and physically.

i need a rest.

a big rest.

tearedalittle.

iwillwaitforttday.

andiwillbefine,

afterawhile,

backtothecheerfulme.

什么都不重要.

Friday, August 03, 2007

Thursday, August 02, 2007

...

before i start project-ing on hrm,

i have to blog this post first.

OH MY GOD AH TIAN AH.

i really do have very nice friends who make me tear-ed.

awwww.

shifu recorded smth for all of us.

damn touching can!

couldnt hold on to my emotions,

and i tear-ed.

thanks shifu!

JOCELYN 一定会开心!

yea,

EVERYBODY 都要开心!

thanks shifu!!

i appreciate alot.

you must be happy too yea!

mr 不开心 has alr been chased away by me.

GRINS GRINS GRINS~

and hello everybody!

im just back home from presentation.

finally i finished both presentation.

great one.

thou e q&a part sucks for both,

but i hope we still did well.

psycho went well,

just tt im very ps with my adver lur.

so auntie.

=.=

as for socio,

zhengkai still sick,

and thus,

we face a little prob trying to cover his topic,

glad tt we can make it.

all thanks to winson covering up his part,

and his humour and funny reaction,

making e whole class laugh.

and get well soon zhengkai!

3 cheers for both my psycho and socio grp mates,

HIP HIP HURRAY!

back to cwp,

and visit ly at metro.

she is working thr,

do visit her when you all pass by k!

now i have to go chiong my report alr.

i love you ppl!

and pls dont make me tear with touching stuff again.

LOVES-

gone projecting.

take a little of my project-ing time to blog.

cant remember what i did e last few days.
i only remember me sitting infront of lappy and project-ing all e way.
praise me pls~

im in such a happy mood today.
lalalaa~

although projs and other probs are stressing me,
but im just sooo happy everything gonna come to an end.
few more days of chionging and i will be free from projs!

had access test today.
freaking happy tt i got full marks lur.
tts like so so so rare lor.

gf and shifu bake cheesecake for me.
damn delicious can!
forgotten to take down e smiley face.
guess i was too hungry.

and some other things,
tt makes me happy.

GRINS

im a happy girl today.
i hope this feeling will last me throughout my whole project-ing period.

tml psycho and socio presentation.
i hope everything goes well.
JIAYOU TEAM MATES!
WE CAN DO IT.
and i hope zhengkai has recovered from his fever to join us for presentation.

get well soon.
(:

after presentation,
gonna chiong socio and psycho test.
mass studying on thur night and fri.
lucks to me man!

many many ppl sick,
get well soon ppl!

niyeshi.

and to my girls and guys,

do take care of yourself this few days.

i miss my girls and guys.
many many loves to you all.
<33!

Monday, July 30, 2007

...

whats e day today?

many ppl said touching words to me.

damn,

i teared.

im very touched.

really.

thanks for making my day brighter,

thanks for assuring me everything will be fine,

thanks for helping me all along,

thanks for boosting my confidence,

thanks for making me smile,

thanks for giving me e motivation of words,

thanks for many many other things,

thanks for letting me feel loved.

and thanks for making me teared.

i appeciate everything you all said and did.

thanks god,

im able to have nice friends ard me,

walking with me till e end of my life.

thanks islerx, 89ers, sisters, gforce, polymates and other friends out thr.

many many big hugs for you all.

i promise i will work hard this week,

clear everything and be e old me once everything finish.

loves <33

...

shut off this blog temporary for some personal reasons last few days.

hmms,

now decided to open again.

kinda touched when friends come asking me bout my blog.

at least,

theres some regulars reading my rants.

thanks my friends.

e feeling i dread has come.

oh god.

whats wrong with me.

天啊地啊!

no,

smth must be wrong with me.

aww,

damn it.

because of other probs,

im getting stress up.

and getting stress up,

affects my sch work,

and affecting my sch work,

will makes me more stress up.

what a dumb thing.

i need to get things done!

socio proj not done,

mbs quiz not done,

socio quiz not done,

psycho quiz not done,

hrm proj not done,

tutorial work not done,

haven study for socio and psycho test on sat.

when can i finish them all?

i have been procrastinating.

like wtf.

i need some motivation.

and i know where i can find it.

but just simply lazy.

oh fuck.

wish me lucks.

willeverythingchange?

Saturday, July 28, 2007

...

a troubled night.

had a run with my shout up e teletubbies hill,

and i felt much better.

felt much lighter in my mind.

but somehow,

after im back home,

everything back to square.

yes,

im somehow hurt.

tt i cant deny.

and suffered from a little insonmia.

only managed to slp a few hrs,

and awake on a sat morning on my own.

find it rare?

policy of my life:

happy go lucky,

colouful,

interesting,

minimise emo and sadness time,

and cheering up everyone ard me.
~~define colourful and interesting life for me pls.~~

im such a failure.

i might be able to cheer ppl up infront of me,

but behind me,

they arent happy.

and i must do it.

i cant afford to be sad.

life is too short,

i cant afford to spend my time sad.

but many things kept clashing on me at this time of period.

yuanlaiwoshizheyangdeyigeren.

im a big bad girl afterall,

in everyone's eye.

wandered away.

not knowing whr to go.

我只能永远读着对白,
读着你给我的伤害.
我原谅不了我自己,
就请你当作我已不在.

Friday, July 27, 2007

...

too much pics uploaded in e previous post.

sorry for e lag due to e pics.

im alright alr.

thanks everyone for your care and concern.

pms.

i hate it.

mood swing like hell.

wed mbs presentation was alr.

hope we can do well,

thou i know we wont score tt well compared to e other grps.

thur psycho lesson was a fun one.

i always love psycho lesson cus i have a fun tutor,

if it is not tt i dont like to go for tutorial,

i would have go for all of his lesson.

wanted to skip socio to go home complete e other projs,

but decided to go for it.

had mock test.

damn,

i think i flunk.

i dont know how to do,

and i even leave it blank.

i need to start studying for common test alr.

kinda moody today.

oh god.

horo of e day:

your old issues deserve to be where all old issues belong: in e past.
do not try to hold on to water as it flows under e bridge --
you'll just end up getting all wet (not to mention frustrated).
time moves forward, & you are meant to go along with it!
it's true tt looking back can give you insight about e mistakes you have made,
but you must let a certain amount of time pass by,
before you can achieve that 20/20 hindsight.
it's too soon right now.

was walking home at vista park and i saw everything gone.

it wont be e same anymore.

yes,

goodbye memories.

i will not look back,

never again.

im gonna look front and walk,

im gonna be really free this time round.

再见了美好的回忆.

这一生注定会遇见两个我爱的人.

在寻找如何怎么样去对待真爱的时候,

我错过了第一个,