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cny is over alr.
so sad man.
no more gambling session.
and and ang shiwei!!
whr's my mj session?!?!?!?!


headed to jon ah jon's hse on chu 6.
gambled and lost alot ):
but e big winner is weelee and hw.
hoho. a big stack of notes on their side.
all our poor money ended up thr.
just not my luck.
go jon's hse i always lose money. haha.


e rest of new yr i cant really remember what i did except chionging for projs and tests.
and finally its over!
well done dearest grp mates!
we deserve smth relaxing. haha.


and today is e last day of cny.
i spent this last day with my dearest eelin, zixin, kathy and nelson.
they had a hard and long time deciding whr to go after sch.
and they ended up going my hse for steamboat and last min bai nian.
yummie steamboat tt we had.
all thanks to chenmama and chenpapa for helping me thou i didnt do anything at all.
haha.
gambling session and won. hoho.
but eelin won most of my $.
i must get it back from her by pscho-ing her to gamble more!
after tt drove all of them home.
haha and sorry ah im so noob in directions.


v day coming alr.
means less slp to prepare everything.
sigh sigh sigh.


and and wed is officially e last lesson in tp before e 2 exams coming up.
so sad lo.
dont knw will miss going to sch anot.
):
dearest 1B13, 2B01 and 3B01 mates must meet up more often k.
outings, chalets, gambling, shopping, overseas or whatever also can! (if i have e $)
=D


graduation is so near alr.
and i haven decide what i wanna do!!
sian.

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i feel so stress now,
with 2 proj submission on e coming mon,
and i haven even start doing for one of it.
i wonder if i can finish it on time.
sigh.



grades are alright,
but i guess end sem and main exam gonna pull me down alot.
im so tired, real tired.
haven been slping enough and well this few days rushing for projs.
after this week,
no more sch for me except two papers.
uncle very nice,
wanna sponsor me to go uni.
should i or should i not?
chenpapa and chenmama says very ps and bad if accept his money.
=(


mood swing is so bad this few days.
im so sorry for my bad mood and attitude this few days.
sorry team mates, and especially d.
im sorry for throwing tantrum at times.
looks so much like a spoiled kid.

i have been feeling weird all over this few days too.
i just cant figure out whats e reason behind it.
maybe "tt" is e thing and im still having doubts.



anw,
well done for today's presentation.
love you grp mates!
i hope we can survive thru this few days for e next submission.
jiayou!




and hope e v day biz bloooommmmm like flowers!
do support!
(:

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visit http://1-800-flowers.livejournal.com/ for v day flowers, disney soft toys and choco!!
do support k!
thank you!!
sorry for e messiness. haha no time to do it nicely.
(:

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happy niu year ppl!!
hope this niu year will be a fat fat year for everyone.
not size but pocket. haha!

and and not forgetting,
happy bdae to my dearest ongnini and chenyanni!!
(:

im like so bz,
because of projs and test coming up.
and how come niu year holi only got 2days!!
so not enough lo.
like haven enjoy enough tml need go back sch le.
sigh.
how i wish thr's no sch in e morning tml.


xmas eat steamboat for 4 days,
niu year eat steamboat for 4 days again.
im gaining lots of fats.
rahhhh!


anw, im back from msia.
and im missing all my little cousins now.
they are so ke ai de lor.


homework not done,
proj not done,
IJ not done,
and im going to play mj now.
byebye!

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so so tired this few days rushing law, entre and IB proj.
and yet today thr's makeup lesson in e early morning and im in sch damn early.
i hope this two weeks faster go.


shopping at sembawang new shopping centre tt day with d.
thr's damn alot of cars going into e carpark,
so we tried looking for lots at other place.
in e end we parked at some estate and have to walk a long way to e centre.
thr's nth much to shop thr, maybe only cotton on and daiso.
had aston for dinner and walk ard.
cant believe we can stay thr for hours.



i kept skipping lec.
serve me right for not able to understand e tut.


and i want go graduation night!!!
ppl pretty pls go!
(:

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law and IB test is finally over.
damn shag this two days.
hopefully can pass.

today is sat and i still have to attend sch,
for entre forum and law test.
somehow i like e forum because of some things tt they said which makes alot of sense.
overall, i regretted going because i do not have enough time to study for e test.
contradicting i know.
but hopefully god will bless me.
anw, thanks to my super duper ultra nice dad for lending me car to drive to sch so tt i can slp in more.
(:


after sch went for a hairdo.
i so so regretted letting tt auntie do my hair.
thou e colour turns out fine,
BUT SHE CUT MY FRINGE DAMN FRIGGING SHORT!
i felt like killing her and myself.
i should have waited for my hairstylist to finish with her customer.
serve me right.
now my wish is hair faster grow!


e rest of this mth and next mth shall be e busiest mth for me.
with projs dued, exams, reflection journal, cny, makeup lessons, tuitions and also e v day biz.
hopefully i can get thru all this to graduation.



on a sidenote,
not yet shop for cny clothes.
i need money and more money.
shall do some shopping tml.




night peeps!

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im so proud of my sis.
well done for your 'o's!
how i wish i can score so well like her.


feeling so restless.
i want holi so badly.
but holi means graduation is just ard e corner.
sigh.



i need a hairdo soon.

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sch again.
sian.
homework not done,
proj not done.
i have been slacking away my long weekends.

thur celebration for yingting and pearlyne's was great.
think we rock e whole cafe with our voices,
playing werewolves and cahoots.
its superb fun lur.
however e food thr so so only.
headed back to wdl and drove to marina barrage.
we were all so crazy over thr.
e scenery superb nicey.
had loads of fun thr.
hanging out with them is fun!
hope e two bdae girls enjoy their day. (:


however, i did smth to be proud of too.
i learnt how to wrap a bouquet of flowers and im so proud of myself.
but its damn tiring to do all those wrapping.
shall do everything up first.


ytd was mama's advance bdae celebration.
headed to her son's hse for e celebration.
as usual, i played with her grandchildren.
damn ke ai de lor.


and i so so dread of going sch.
only i know why.

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sip report, entre and ma2 test is finally over.
hopefully can get good marks.

valentine coming again!
flower biz is back again,
this time round not with darling they all but with xiaohu & laohu.
gonna learn how to wrap everything ourselves.


graduation is ard e corner only.
i wonder what im gonna do.
sigh.



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2008 wasnt a good yr for me.
i doubt 09 will be good either.
2009 will be a good yr ahead,
for you,
for me,
for us.
(:

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first post of 2009,
happy new yr ppl!
may 2009 be a good year ahead for all of you.
(:


resolution for e yr:
- i happy
- you happy
- everyone happy!



msia firework abit disappointed,
not very long and nice thou.
but its e companions you are with tt makes 2009 a good start!
<3!

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busy busy!
reports deadlines are so damn near.


a proper update first b4 im gone again.


had a nice nice steamboat supper with my girls on 23rd!
we ate at e corridor as usual,
having fun after tt.
pics will tell you what we did tt day.
haha.


24th to sch for proj meeting,
den to bugis for steamboat lunch with classmates.
their steamboat is damn nice,
especially e beef.
yummie!
headed back and celebrated xmas at d's hse.
i was damn tired plus e drinking made me even more tired.
anw sorry ppl! i was first to knock out.

25th went shopping for steamboat ingredients.
den we had steamboat dinner.
3 days straight of steamboat is scary!
i cant imagine e amt of fats i put on.
such a glutton i am.
i love e soup!

and 26th to mco concert with sis sweets d and wq.
drove there and almost missed our way.
if dad was thr tt night,
he would have loved e concert to e max.
hopefully thr will be some vcd of e concert so tt dad can watch.
after tt we headed to bukit timah for our late dinner,
and to pub to watch soccer.
sorry jenny and co!
didnt attend your xmas party.
and thanks sweets! <3


27th and 28th is home doing project day for me.
and thanks d for helping me with entre!
appreciated.
(:


and sch was fun today!
law seems like a fun module with e funny tutor.
celebrated jenny's and choko's bdae.
happy bdae girls!
(:



and im finally done with entre report.
one done, 4 more to go!
gogo jiayou!


will update pics soon!
i have tons of pics in my lappy now.
:X

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26 dec,
happy 20th anniversary to chenpapa and chenmama.
(:

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都已过了那么久,
我早以学会去面对.




25 dec,
merry xmas.

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im back!


bkk trip was nice and fun with my lovely classmates.
we shop all day non stop,
bargain tgt,
midnight dinner at old town,
yummy cup noodles,
laugh at their prices,
pics,
massage,
praying,
blackjack which i didnt even win one round at all.
many more but i forgotten alr.
not really satisfied with my loots thou.
more than half of my luggage stuffs are for other ppl.
and thanks chenpapa chenmama and chenmehmeh for fetching me back.



i just came back only and i alr booked my next trip to bkk.
i miss e cheap stuffs thr.
if only singapore is lidat.


and i dont like lao hu.
dont keep bullying me pls.


will upload pics when im not lazy.
sorry haha will send you all soon.

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im flying off later in evening.
anything you guys wanna get just drop me a msg b4 6pm k!
hopefully its fine over thr and i can come back safely.


im so busy e whole week.
i also dont knw with what.
i seldom see mum and dad also.

on sun,
lao shu and lao hu went bugis to shop.
lao hu keep bully lao shu.
lao shu very guai nvr buy anything.
but they spent alot of money eating seafood and pork noodles at beef noodles restaurant.
very clever of them.
den lao shu caused lao hu to walk all e way from bugis to paradiz while flagging a cab.
finally 1 hr later, laohu and laoshu finally managed to board a cab.
what a day for them.


boyboy came to stay,
and so today headed out with boyboy, sis and sweets.
met wq and d and headed to dhoby ghaut.
they went lan-ing while we brought boyboy ard to play.
so tiring.
i dont want be mama le.
be mama must have maid!
but boyboy made our day.


im so excited for bangkok trip.
hopefully it will be fun.


bon voyage to me!
take care peeps! (:

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i feel so much like a failure, in everything.

so many reports deadline coming.
so stress.

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back for an update.

i miss batam so much.
nice nice seafood lunch at kelong,
shopping, and pubbing in shorts and slippers at hotel.
and e uber cheap stuffs at their hypermart.
didnt bring along camera,
so didnt take much pics.
more to come pls.



and i was angry,
very angry this morning.
cus when i was walking home this morning,
i saw a guy resorting to violence at his wife at vista kitchen.
damn tt man.
he freaking beat e wife and punch her until she fell on e floor.
wtf!
even when 2 guys went up to stop he still continue to do so.
i hope he will get his retribution soon.
i was so shocked at tt time tt i didnt know what to do.
was damn regret tt i didnt called e police.


sch started and i only attend 2 hrs lec for e whole week.
and next week will only be going sch on tue and wed and its holi!
decided not to postpone my bangkok trip.
hopefully its peace over there when we are there.
i wanna come back safely. (:


pics from batam!
took from sweets's blog and edited alittle.
thank you sweets!

e clear blue sky and sea. e view from our rooms. (:

kelong where we had our seafood lunch.



go kart! guess who! its me and e racing king. =D

e night view back to spore.

and lastly, my twins in sch. haha!

p.s. sweetie send me partyworld pics soon k!
<3

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i went to sch today,
claps for me.
i know my classmates miss me loads.
:x


today so much of coincidence.
i wear e same kind of long skirt and top as eelin.
we look like twins walking ard e sch.

after lec headed to city plaza with eelin and kathy,
but it was raining so heavily tt we had to cab thr.
drench a little.
walk ard and decided to take a cab back when i saw d's mum and sis.
and she drove me back.
haha save cab fare. =D

but but e rest of e day doesnt go well for me.
my eyes kept twitching non stop.
i drove pass pedestrian crossing w/o stopping when thr is pedestrian =.=
and then i tio summon when i was having tuition.
and then i forgotten to lock car when im back.
very wonderful.
im so depress now.
rahhhhhhhhhh!
sigh.



i dont knw whats wrong with me.
i dont like this kind of feelings.
please please leave, will you?
i feel so terrible.


i should be happy now because im going shopping tml.
jiayou!

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im so lethargic after e batam trip.
played catching with cold,
and too bad i was caught by the cold.
but i enjoyed myself alot,
and i miss batam so much now.

sch started for 2 days alr,
and i skipped both days,
what a good student i am.
i wonder how my grades will be.
and i know eelin miss me alot.
haha.

i had nice nice ikea treats with d today.
indeed very nice.
i think i ate like a pig.

and and yiling celebration at party world was fun.
i miss singing so much.
i miss them but i dont miss working there. :x


off to bed,
will be back with pics from batam and partyworld. (:

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都那么久了.
我已学会去面对.



我长大了.



25 dec,
merry xmas ppl.