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i tot i failed,
but i passed!
i was nervous like *TOOT* tt i could feel myself breathing very hard and loudly in e car.
warmup was like shit due to e nervous-ness.
when e tester called for my name,
my mind was like blank man.
went thru e circuit smoothly and out to e road.
i panic when i saw him wrote smth on his paper.
at one critical moment,
i went pass e pedestrian crossing with pedestrian standing at e opposite side, one parked vehicle infront of me and one car beside me refusing to let me overtake.
i was like wth fail le lah and i almost felt like crying alr.
back to e tester office i felt so demoralised thinking i have to retake again.
e tester wrote down e number of demerit pts and tts was when i tot my maths failed cus i calculated wrongly.
4, 6, 6 = 20 pts.
when he ticked pass i was like omg omg, i cant believe man.
supposed to be immediate failure one lur.
tt really made my day.


my instructor is damn nice,
msg me to ask me jiayou,
and giving way to me during my test.
thank you!!


but somehow i got abit of those 没有真实感 feeling.
somehow i felt tt im dreaming.
pinch me!



and eunice!
i hope you enjoy your day.
(:

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TP TP TP TP TP TP TP TP TP TP TP TP TP TP TP TP TP TP TP TP TP TP TP TP TP TP!!!!!

oh gosh im so nervous like pili pala now.
pray pray,
pls let me pass.


and happy birthday eunice!!!
i love you!
meet up with you soon girl!
(:

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1 more day to eunice's bdae,
1 more day to TP.
awwwww.
all e best to me.



i hate e rain.
boooo.







once bitten twice shy.
人心难测.

finally e 5 days of work is over.
im soo soo lethargic.

i spent super alot during this IT fair instead of earning money lur.
bought 1 black, red psp for sis and harddisk.
im soo soo broke now.

but work is very fun with those new made friends.
however i felt so old around them. =(
went to be spy upstairs but end up buying psp from them.
what a joke lur.

dad mum grandma and sis came to visit me ytd.
and mum bought one 40" lcd tv.
damn nice lur.
i cant wait for it to arrive.
wanted to psycho mum to buy wii & she just say "whats tt" and walked away. =.=
and i almost succeed in psycho-ing mum to buy sony cam lahhhhhhh. =((

now left with 1 week holi.
i have to start on my projs and IJ which will be due next week.
ohhh goshhh.

and jerry gonna help me get ipod touch.
thank you man!
im sucha happy kid this few days.
(:

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仿佛突然间掉进一片黑暗的洞.


我好累,
想睡觉.


再见.

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fear is always counseling you against e perils of 'now' because of smth
tt happened 'once before'.

phew, im soo soo tired now.
i wonder why man.

i had a great day at pulau ubin with my dearest on mon.
met up early with them and boat-ed (?) there.
e boat ride is damn fun man!

reach thr cant decide over bicycle or van,
but end up we took e van cus we are on a project trip.
e uncle damn nice,
brought us ard pulau ubin and to all e places we want.
we alighted at chek jawa and walked ard.
e place is damn nice can!
but e walking route is damn long,
and by e time we finished e route,
we were all worn out.

headed back to have lunch and then i went back home to rest.
bathe and headed to weiwen's hse for his bdae celebration.
his hse damn big lur.
we had fun playing wii.
now i can feel my arms aching like hell.
and thank you weiwen for driving me back!


im a happy girl on tueeeeeee.
i watched kungfu pandaaaa.
so ke ai lur.


hmms,
damn sian have to go rest alr.
working in e morning.
night peeps!

...

all my cuties went back alr.
sigh suddenly miss their loud voices.
now my hse is so quiet.
hope they will come again soooonnn.

tt day wento raymond's chalet,
benho sotong they all say i become smaller in size.
i think im shrinkingggggg.
jialat man.
i wanna grow biggerrrrrrrrrrr~

and i had botak jones at e woodgrove tt day.
its almost e same as astons,
only tt they open their stalls at food court.
food niceeee, and supo big portion.
hmms, they should be earning alot more den astons.
=X

pulau ubin trip with class tml for proj.
i hope mosquitos dont like me plsssssssss.




i wanna rahhhh like how meimei rahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

...

im supo lazy this few days.
its so noisy-fun-irritating to have so many kids running ard my hse.
but i love them to e max man.
just tt i wasnt able to concentrate on studying with them ard.

its terrible tt i fell sick during test period,
with on off fever,
on off headache
and pain all over.
im lucky i survived thru e whole test period.

and test,
i hope i can do well lah.
pray hard.

my face is doubly cmi.
hormones imbalance or isit e weather's fault?
i had to go for facial,
and tt is e longest facial i ever went.
e extraction is uber long tt my face went numb and i fell aslp. =.=

projs and ij due-ing soon.
and im still slacking my way.
sigh.

IT fair nxt week.
work work and more work!
its time to save up more and pamper myself at one go!


变得成熟
是我能安慰自己
唯一的收获

...

i need time time and more time.

guess ah ma and my cuties come at e wrong timing.
i hope i will be able to study for midsemtest with them ard.
pray hard man.

and i hope sch approve my sip.



i dont knw why,
i have a sudden second tots of being paramedic.
i am not very sure if im able to do it.
not because im scared of what,
but i guess i cant take death easily,
when my job will be revolving ard life and death.
i cant imagine myself working for one day,
and then emo for e whole week.
=.=
yes i knw im weird.



crea8ted events mgt blog.
bipoobipoo-jocelyn.blogspot.com
what a lousy name, i know.
but i cant think of any name le lah!
when free den do e skin.




guess have to slp alr.
im lacking of slp recently.
sigh.




i knw it hurts alot.

...

ah ma, meimei boyboy and huixin coming my hse to stay!
happy kid i am.
(:




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i was told bout e tragic news tt happen ytd.
r.i.p ah john.


life... what is it?

...

i shut my eyes in order to see

happy belated birthday larry!
best wishes yea.
sorry didnt attend your celebration ytd.
hope you enjoy.
(:

last sat was pm and xy's bdae celebration at nos pub.
nice outing with them.
drink sing play crap.
love them loads lur.
but sorry girls i have smth on and have to leave first.
hope e bdae girls enjoy their night!

sun went to look for xh and den settle sip thingy.
i hope sch approve lur.

and napfa test is on july 3rd.
i have to go train alr man.
sigh.

today's sis o lvl chi.
hope she did well.


wouldnt it be nice if my room is cadbury~

tong x 9999999999999999999999999999999999999999
=((

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Life is all about choices and more choices.

yoohooo ppl,
uploaded some pics.
very randomly.
lazy to rearrange them.

very sad man,
my hair not natural le lur.
like so ugly now.
and its sooooo painful and terror when i slp.
sigh sigh sigh.
pay $ to suffer.
nice one.
and my curler sucks like hell.
my hair doesnt even curl at all.
HUR!

sent out some resume,
and i just received a rejected email from Four Seasons Hotel.
oh damn,
they say their SIP places full alr.
blame me on my laziness.

and my p1 kid scored supo badly for her mye.
i dont knw why.
she doesnt even bother to memorise what i taught her for compo.
forget it.
and i supo enjoy my tuition with my k2 kid.
he is damn funny and cute man.
have been playing and joking ard during tuiton.
now abit bu she de give up tuition for him.

and im very dumb,
ultra dumb on tue.
there is no tutorial and i didnt knw man!
like wth lah.
so i headed to sch,
to find my class dark and empty.
heng is nelson and joyce was with me.
haha, e dumb us.
so i stayed and slack in sch till lec time.
and i love lec tt day cus lecturer showed us a very meaningful slideshow.
from today onwards,
i will wake up choosing to be in a happy mood den bad mood.
(:

tried doing my tutorial work and i dont understand a single thing.
guess i have to start going for lec.
i hate managerial accounting.

enough of my rantings.
xiaohui! here you go, my pics haha.


my cutie boy boy.
ok, this is ripped from sis's blog tts why alot of her face. see e cute baby!!!!
overdue mos pics.

my mei mei!!!

me and cousin after hair extension.

ok e end.

i want slp liao.
prac, proj meeting and lesson tml.
sigh.

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如果人生没有烦恼,
能活得无忧无虑,
像在天空飞翔的鸟儿,
那该有多好.

再见.

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16th May: HAPPY BIRTHDAY MRGOHJIANCHONG!

18th May: HAPPY BIRTHDAY SAM!

19th MAY: HAPPY BIRTHDAY PEIYIN!!!!!

may all of you have e bestest wish.
hope you all enjoyed your day. (:

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im damn pissed off now.
supposed to be feeling excited,
but e excitement dies down when i reach home.
*TOOT* you man.


fri had tuition and prac den jeremy & jovine came to fetch me for sashimi treat.
yummie man.
but i dont tt *TOOT* did not appreciate it.
forget it.

sat had a nice nice outing with e girls celebrating py's bdae.
i hope she enjoy it!
we had ajisen for dinner,
which was soo yumm yummm.
den we headed for movie, OVER E DEAD BODY.
damn nice and funny man!!
den eating cake session baked by mic.
yummmm.

i left after cutting e cake to meet up with classmates at clarke quay for esther's advance bdae celebration at attica.
ooooohhhh, dress code is blue and white.
imagine us all in blue and white walking to attica.
haha.
it was a nice one.
drink, dance, cam-whoring!
my leg couldnt take it anymore so i headed back first.
i almost felt like crying walking back wearing my killer shoe.
爱美不要命.

anw, i hope both of them enjoyed their night. (:




TODAY,
i had hair extension with sis and cousina at city plaza.
mine is super duper long long long.
i felt so much like a ghost now.
but i quite like it when e hair stylist perm it for me.
overall 3 of us spent super alot at tt shop,
but thanks xiao yi for sponsoring us. (:
to xiao yi hse slack a little and cab back to meet sw wq and ly.

i kind of dread going home everyday now.
i hate tt comments you always give.
you make me feel so disappointed in you.
sigh,
家家有本难念的经.

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gosh!
im so blur today!
forgotten to bring my phone out,
and surprisingly, i survived w/o it.
but i 'd a sooooooo i-dont-know-what-to-describe feeling in me.
anw, m so glad to be back with my phone again.
sounds so blahh blahh.

anw, i had a very nice nice mothers' day celebration at msia.
so damn happy to see everyone again.
especially ah ma and all my cuties.
now one more member added to our family.
e baby is oh-my-god cute can!
how i wish he is my son. haha!
shall upload my cuties pics soon.

guess i ate too much heaty food tt i fell real sick on tue.
skipped sch and went to see doc.
thanks ah dum for acc-ing me. (:
think i literally sleep all e way man.
must be e med effect.
and thanks sw for e pi pa gao drink!
thou its taste so bitter,
but i felt much better. (:

i sold prac today cus LOA wasnt approved by my teacher.
damn.
2 weeks since i went for my lesson alr.
guess im pure lazy.

and sat will be py's bdae celebration in e noon,
and esther's bdae celebration in e night at pub/club?
i dont knw.
its gonna be a nice nice day of celebrations!
love you ppl!

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e personal life deeply lived always expands into truths beyond itself

bi poo bi pooo~
i had a great time this few days.
juggling btw sch, tuition and chilling out.

cant remember much but i had a nice nice outing to eski bar at boat quay ytd!
with my lovely cliques,
yanni, weizhi, bell, francis and their lovely classmates.
thank you all for waiting for me till i finish sch! =D
we ordered one bottle of hard liquor, fooooddd and my favourite e-valenche.
damn nice and fun thr.
e sub 0 degree room is damn freaking cold man.
i can feel e pain in my bones.

and today i had a nice nice class outing too!
met up with some of them at bugis.
while waiting for them,
i went for a supo dupo fast shopping spree,
and spent damn loads of money.
headed to haji lane,
damn nice e place.
i guess i hafta save more money to shop thr next time.

after tt we bus-ed down to parkway,
met up with e rest and headed to Aston for dinner.
thank you ad and her gf for queue-ing for us!
e dinner was supo nice and cheap!
until now im still thinking of my fooooddddd.
but thinking of queue-ing, sigh.
but highly recommended, go eat go eat!

headed to parkway arcade.
saw a lil boy supo cute.
he climbed up e bball machine,
and keep waving at e sensor.
no wonder e top score thr so high.
haha!

anw,
tml mothers' day,
HAPPY MOTHERS' DAY!
gonna go back msia for celebration.
i miss miss them.
(:

TAKE NOTE!!!!

thinking of giving up one of my tuition.
anybody wanna be a tuition teacher?
must be commited, always free on any 2 weekdays afternoon,
and preferably a girl!
haha, pay not bad. (:

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY SOTONG TEO WENSHENG!
may you have e bestestt wish yea!
enjoy!
(:

...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LEE WEIQIANG.
many many of e best wishes.
(:

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DUMB ASS SIS, CHEN MEI MEI!

祝你越来越肥!
肥死你!
hahaha!

:x

first bdae kiss from me leh,
honoured anot.
hahaha!

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its not impt how much love you build at e beginning,
but how much love you build at e end.

oh mama,
i felt so sinful.
sigh.

last fri was mummy's bdae celebration.
wanted to treat her to sakae,
but she prefer eating at 515. =.=
but e crabbies are damn damn nice man.
yummie.

sat morning went for tuition and then to wq's bdae celebration.
had steamboat at bugis.
e steamboat quite nice lur, but a lil costly.
den we headed to qool bar at clarke quay.
drink and sing and talk and play.
nice nice one.
so long since i last went out to chill.
hope he had fun. (:

while walking to take bus to sch today,
i saw 2 siling pri boys abusing a poor bird.
i think e bird is dead man.
after tt e boys kicked e bird onto e road and ran off cus i was looking at them.
i felt so terrible whenever a car pass by e bird,
felt very heartpain to see e bird going thru all those sufferings.
i felt so sinful for not stopping e @#%&#$^#$% boys.
im sorry bird,
please dont come back find me.

sch was boring today.
went sch for 2 hrs only.
sian lur.
and im so restless and restless.
back home for a quick dinner and out for tuition again.

sometimes i wonder why i work so hard,
filling my weekdays schedule so tight.
shrugs.

have to skip tml client briefing for tuition,
im sorry team mates!
help me listen and take notes.
thankyou! (:

and my pretty event mgt tutor is so weird.
have to cre8 blog to post our sch work and mindmaps every week.
sian, too busy to cre8 one.
using this blog will bore everyone and riskkky,
in case i wanna say anything bad bout sch. :x

gonna rest alr.
night peeps!

and i miss my girls,
clubbing soon. =D