...

e only cure for boredom is curiosity,
but there is no cure for it.

happy belated 情人节.

valentine is sucha boredom.
after travelling down to my supplier to collect flowers,
with blah blah stuffs,
and delivering of orders,
i went back home and slept thru e whole afternoon.
alright, i admit im a pig lur.
super duper ultra sian one.

but anw,
thanks bf and larry for e flowers,
and thanks puisauw for tt cute little packets of sweeties.
(:

today is officially e last day of sch!!
i skip morning comm skill lesson simply cus i cant wake up.
headed for club&resort lesson.
ms joan ho prepared lunch for us.
yummie~
went thru our results and den its time to 捞鱼生!!
damn nice lah e sashimi.
and i so so so love my happening class.

travel&leisure lesson just rot in class,
den winson drove me and adeline to bedok to collect her flowers.
damn nice lah e bouquet compared to ytd's.
maybe because e aunty got time to wrap nice nice.
lesson learnt,
dont order during peak occasions.

anw,
i might be continuing this business.
ppl! wanna get flowers or what do let me know.
i wont bite. (:


i have yet to watch ah long pte ltd!
i cant stand my dear classmates talking bout e show.
makes me xin yang yang.
time for movie soon!


tml visit to jon ah jon hse,
den to ah ma hse celebrate my dearest shu han's bdae.
LOVES!


awww,
and my poor daddy is sick.
get well soon daddy!

...

人日 ; 生日快乐

woohoo,
初七, 人日, 大家生日快乐!


lololala.
yes yes tt day visit grand aunt hse.
wah, her hse damn kua zhang one.
totally looks like 皇宫.
damn grand and damn big man!
i cant believe my room is their toilet. =.=
think tt hse is bigger than mine by 5times =.=
e moment i step in,
i got a feeling like as if im playing the sims.
and the catering food damn damn nice.
got bake scallop all this.
think they too much money dont know whr to spend.
still hire ppl to serve us. =.=
and i cant stop thinking of e hse till now.


and hurray!
exams finally over!
holi is here~
but fri still have last lessons.
will be eating in class and 捞鱼生.
weets~

i travelled ard singapore ytd.
hohoho.
after crm test, headed to bro's hse with e rest at hougang.
we ordered pizza hut and watched 28 weeks later.
super tired watching e show man.
very scary.
need to prepare and hide.
after tt gamble a little.
as usual lost ah.

next i headed to bugis with puisauw and nelson.
bought my memory card,
get some stuffs,
and we headed down to pris's hse at boonlay.

little alex damn cute lah.
haas.
mahjong for few hrs,
and mrt-ed home.

today too tired to wake up to go adeline's hse.
sorry ah!
headed to bishan with zg in e noon,
repair my lappy,
met up with jovine and larry,
and bused down to e nursery to collect e flowers for delivery.
damn damn heavy.
heng got zg help.
thanks thanks ah!

i think i gotta rest soon.
tml im gonna be a poor poor flower delivery girl.
booooo~

and im a happy kid!
found tuition job.
pay not bad,
and near my hse!
lalalalalaaaaaa~

...

dumb, dumber, dumbest ; is me

OH MY *TOOT*!!!
damn damn sway can!!!
i guess im e dumbest person ever lived on earth!
GRRRRRRRRRRR!

I HAVE TO RANT RANT RANT!
this post might contain some *TOOT* words.
read at your own risk.

stupid seller cheated on me and my sis.
wanted to meet at amk den change to bukit batok.
when my sis reach thr,
she told me she forgotten to bring our stuffs out.
wtfff!
cannot call earlier and tell us ah!

i remembered i paid extra for my lappy warranty.
but compaq told me i only have 1 yr.
wth man.
ask me go search for my invoice as proof.
search whole hse but cant find.
total of 3 calls to compaq to complain b4 they told me to go back to best for my warranty.
what is so diff to just tell me when i first call?!?!?!


reformat memory card le den spoil again.
so i wanted to reformat again.
dumb memory card cannot connect to com using usb cable.
so i gei kiang (act clever) go put my memory card in one of my card reader slot on my cpu.
damn lah!
knowing tt e slot is too big but i still put it in.
now drop inside my cpu and cant take out sias!
i look damn pathetic trying to get my memory card out of tt damn cpu.
and i cant open up my cpu case because warranty will be void if i do so!
grrrrrrrrrrrrr!
how dumb can i be!

decided to go buy a new one so wento bathe.
halfway wiping myself dry with my towel,
my dumb towel drop into the dirty water.
OH *F*!!!!!

damn lah.
need to spend extra money for no reason!
GRRRRRRR!

how can somemore be so sway at one go!!!
sigh sigh sigh.

the only best thing i have today is a successful comm skills role play.
but i reach sch at 8.25 and wait 40 minutes for e rest.
i have to admit im a little pek cek at first ah.
i get irritated when i wait too long.
but damn me, i know its nt my grp mates fault.
its my damn f attitude.

must be i nvr go baibai den lidat.
sigh sigh sigh.

my mood is super duper not good now.
grrrrrrrrrrrr!
beware, i might accidentally lose my temper on you.
if i did, im sorry, not purposely one.

will update bout ytd's grand aunt hse visit again when i have e mood.
damn kua zhang one her hse.

...

memory is a way of holding things you love,
e things you are,
e things you nvr wanto lose.

now is 初四 alr man!
damn fast lur.
looking back,
i spent my cny rotting at msia.


除夕 reunion dinner at mum's side ah ma hse.
den night back to msia for cny with dad's side ah ma and co.
初一, i spent my time slping,
and only awake for 6hrs to eat, watch tv and play with boyboy meimei.
初二, woke up early rot.
wento pray for shushu den back to simpang to bai nian.
damn sian one.

back to ah ma hse,
rest, eat den rot again.
after tt shu shu ask me help him play mahjong while he go rest.
oooohhhh, new way of playing learnt!
damn fun and confusing lur!
but won super many many.
after tt back to spore alr.

初三, met up with jovine to bedok do our flower stuff,
had lunch, bus-ed to cwp to shop ard.
spent super alot till i forgotten my bank going to dry soon.
headed to ah ma hse and gamble with my aunts, cousins and sis.
wahhh damn lah.
lose super alot.
my aunt luck uber good lur!
won 700+. =.=

after tt wento watch midnight movie with cousins, sis-es and uncle.
KUNGFU DUNK DAMN NICE I TELL YOU.
ALL BECAUSE OF JAY LUR~~
super duper uber cute man.
somehow he resemble *erhmm*.
its a must must must must watch!
support him!!

tml gonna be a busy day.
gan ma hse, den to great aunt hse, den to friend hse,
prepare mon comm skill role play.
awwww, and tue crm test.
booohooooo~


WHAT A BORING CNY.


all my little cousins chao ke ai de man.
looking forward to class reunion lunch after crm test and outings with 1B13 peeps on fri!
ok very random.

------------------------------------------------------

倒数新年.
3, 2, 1...
烟花猛盖了阴暗的天空.
心里想着: "只不过是过新年吗, 干吗需要放烟花?"
这才发现, 自从shushu过逝后,
我早已遗忘了我们过年要放烟花的习俗/习惯.

shushu现在是新的一年了.
祝你新年快乐.
你还好吗?

...

remember tt e best r/s is one in which your love for each other exceeds your need for each other.

新年快乐! 新年快乐!!

total sian-ness.
no cny mood at all.

i think im down on luck this few days.
take 168, met with accident and was late for sch.
lappy spoiled, need to bring to compaq hq to repair.
phone memory card spoiled, lost all photos and datas w/o backups,
which resulted in no mood to study for test.
scratched my leg and now swollen.
during presentation, lappy went low batt and switched off.
change lappy, present halfway again e cable drop out and nothing on e screen.
gamble just now after reunion dinner and i lost.
and alot of blah blah stuff which hate it alot.

at least i have one positive encounter,
which is islerx cny reunion dinner on mon!
thou not all of us turn up and i left early to go home study,
but i still enjoy myself.
<33

rahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
sian sian sian.

but heng presentation all over.
a&p and travel test over.
left with crm next week and it will be holi~~~

going back msia for cny soon.
$_$
do miss me!
hohoho.

i got so much things i wanto rant.
sigh sigh sigh.

...

e death of a friend is equivalent to e loss of a limb

beeep!!!!!
i hate pre-cny this year!
skip sch and went shopping with sis-es at bugis on wed.
practically got NTH to buy at all lah.
cannot take it so i bought one dress tt cost super duper ex which i dont really like it.
RAHHHHHHHHHH!
and my sis-es bought tshirts only. =.=
why no new clothes?!?!?!

and ytd was club and resort test.
praise me for going shopping one day before e test.
i regret so much lah.
just before i wento slp den i realise i dont have e notes for e last topic =.=
super panic panic lur.

so i attend crm lec early in e morning to lend notes from e rest to study.
and den i panic again cus i didnt memorise much.
but heng doreen josca they all help me in the lecture.
thanks many many!
i hope i can pass lah.

after tt some blahh blahh stuffs,
den to kfc for lunch before i head back home.
bathe meet ly,
off to cwp shop ard and to wdl centre.

mummy so nice sponsor me 150$ for cny clothes.
but i hope she spon more more and more lah.
so i can shop more more and more!
my bank is so pathetic now.



oh oh!!
today is uber fun with classmates lah!
after club&resort tut,
ate lunch, visit career fair and den we headed to sports complex.
played games there which is uber fun fun and fun!
damn my retard-ness.
den play true or dare.
damn 好笑 lor!
joyce hafta put her head at e rubbish bin and tell e bin 'im business president.'
and jinmin hafta run ard the stadium track & shout "我是jinmin. 我是siao ding dong'.
we continue playing in travel class and nelson hafta tell ms selina yeo how much he adore her.
omg god lah.
damn fun fun fun.

i love my class more more and more.
looking forward to SL camp, sentosa trip and chalet~


think i better go study for my test for next week.
no more last min studying.
lucks to me.
(:

...

不是幸福的人才会微笑,
而是微笑的人才会幸福.

rahhhh rahhhhh!!
comm skills test is O-V-E-R!!
i think i wont score well.
booooo.

ytd after test had lunch with classmates at century square.
skipped a&p and met ly walk ard and back home.
nap nap nap and projjjjj.

today go sch early do nth.
damn tired lur.
went for revision lec,
den had lunch at mensa and had our presentation rehearsal at SAR.

and CRM presention is finally O-V-E-R!!
great job grp mates!


stayed and wait for SL camp interview.
think more than half of our class going for the camp!
wootsie!
LOVES!



oooh!
tests all coming alr lah!
and i haven start studying yet.
scored quite good for crm and a&p mid sem.
damn happy.
but end sem sure drop alot one.
hafta buck up.

and tml shopping day!!
finally.
(:

...

in disagreements with loved ones,
deal only with e current situation.
don’t bring up the past.

thank god for answering my prayers.


something terrible happened to shu shu ytd.
made a trip back to msia with all e worry-ness in me.
but i came back feeling lost of words.


i always felt tt my big grp of family members are all living happily with each other.
only after ytd incident,
i realise e r/s between them is terrible.
its like almost breaking apart.


was back early in e morning cus daddy and e rest wento made a police report,
while i stayed at shop with mummy, sis-es and shen shen.
while waiting, shen shen told us e whole story.
at tt point of time,
i have too many thoughts running thru my mind.
i could feel e pain in my heart.


its very heartbreaking to see shu shu ended up in this situation.
its EVEN more heartbreaking to see ah ma and gong gong getting so worried and getting thinner and thinner each day.
how i wish i can spend more time with them.


4 words to describe the whole incident.
heartbreaking, disappointed, dishearted, complicated.


现在才知道人心难测.
日防夜防 ; 家贼难防...






summative test later on,
good lucks to all my classmates.
and to me too.

...

懂得珍惜的人，才配拥有.

i sincerely pray hard to all the god(s) up there.
please bless shu shu with all you can.
let him return to us safe and sound.
we cant afford to lose another loved ones.
i care and i really do love them.

为什么人总是在要失去的时候,
才想要去珍惜.

是我不懂得珍惜吗?
我不配拥有.


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HAPPY BIRTHDAY IN ADVANCE TO ONG HUI NI AND CHEN YANNI.
many many of e best wishes.
loves to both of you.
<33


and sorry to yanni, jovine, bell, huiyun and weizhi.
last min back out from yanni's bdae celebration.



老天, 你听到我说的话吗?

...

a loving atmosphere in your home is e foundation for your life.

FINALLY!
NO MORE RUSHING FOR REPORTS!!!
YIPPPPEEEEEEE~

ytd is like omggggggg lur!
me and my crm grp mates stayed in sch till 10pm to rush our report.
like wahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!
i almost felt like dying.
but i was shocked to still see so many ppl in sch doing their projs.
actually its quite fun to stay so late in sch once in a while lah.

but i reached home nearly 12am.
edit alittle of our report, do cue cards for next day presentation and slp.

but i couldnt wake up in e morning for club&resort lesson.
booooo,
headed to sch,
did a little of touch up for crm report,
den print and rehearse travel presentation.

anw,
good work travel grp mates!!
well done for today's presentation!
you all look so smart today. (:

and not to forget,
well done to crm grp mates!
we are finally done with our report!!
hope our hard work can get us an AAAAAAA!!!

anw,
i wanna apologise to all of them lah.
i know my attitude sucks a lot during proj rushing period.
very sorry ah.
不是故意的.


and wooo and ahhhh.
we had pics taking in class after presentation.
like so nice and fun lahhh.
i simply love my class soooo much.

now left with 2 presentation, 1 role play and 5 class test.
jiayou ppl!
LOVES!

its time for some gatherings and shopping timeeee!!!

...

live a good honourable life.
then when you get older & think back,
you’ll be able to enjoy it a second time.

VALENTINE COMING LE!!!!!
GUYS!!!
wanna get flowers for your gf, friends or secret admirers?????
VISIT http://www.valentine1402.livejournal.com/ OK!!!
SUPPORT ME AND MY FRIENDSSSSSSS!!!!
can tag me, mail me or leave a comment at e web k!
(:

GIRLSSS!!!
wanna get PSP slim or other electronic stuffs for your bf or friends????
VISIT http://www.sales365.blogspot.com/ OK!!!
(:


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hohoho,
do support ah!!
thanks thanks!!

anw,
a spider drop on my hand ytd!!!!!!
OH MY!!
what if e spider bit me?!?!?!
will i become a spiderwoman?
HOHOHO.
rubbish!

im shag.
very shag.
i cant remember when is e last time i went for lec.
booooo.

and fri is submission day.
think tml will stay in sch till very late again.
sigh sigh sigh!

finish and get over with it.
i want holi,
i want cny!!

...

remember tt silence is sometimes e best answer

im soo sooo soooo exhausted.
lack of sooooo much slp.
can i have 48 hrs in a day?
so i can replenish my slp.

anw,
im still so tired after a short nap.

crm report and comm skills assignment due this fri.
and its gonna kill me man.
damn stress.
i dont knw why lah.

dumb sch com,
couldnt save e edited report i done.
arghhhhhhhhh!
hafta redo later.

ytd presentation was alright lah.
but ms germaine wang said my voice is too high pitch.
will mehhhhhh??

but after presentation had a great chat with my classmates outside class,
and then went opposite sch to eat.
yes yes,
most of us going SL camp!!
and sentosa trip plus chalet~

and adeline plus joyce's reaction makes me wanna laugh.
haas.
its like rawhhhhh.
funny lur.


i want shopping shopping and more shopping trip.
next week shall be e day.


gotta get back to work.
all e best my dear classmates!!
JIAYOU!!
ending soon le.
(:

...

you never know what you have until its gone.

HAPPY BELATED BIRHDAY MY DEAEST JOVINE CHUANG.
hope you love tt bouquet of flowers. (:

fri is finally over.
i felt so relax.
now left with crm and comm skills plus all presentations and test.
good luck to me man.

ytd jovine, yanni and bell was at my hse.
we wanted to start a biz for valentine,
so we tried wrapping flowers.
oohhh and ahhhh.
damn difficult lah.
but end up,
we manage to anyhow wrap up those flowers we had.
and i made one bouquet for jovine as her bdae present.
(:

i hope this is e last time im wrapping those flowers.
supplier!! i want supplier!
anw, overall its quite fun lah.
nice afternoon spent with them.


i felt so empty,
like as if its empty inside my body.
why isit soo.
why why why.
booooo.

...

open arms to change, but don’t let go of your values.

rahhhhhhhhhhhhh.
I NEED TO RANTTTTT!

i need some time off from all those dummy projs.
and im now surrounded by papers, books and stationaries.
and im having a massive headache and a growling stomach.
damn it.

wthhhhh.
2 proj submission at 5pm later on!!
and im still doing now.
and e freaking time now is 12.55am.
i wannna slpppp lahhhh!!

have been skipping lecs recently to replenish my slp.
and then to sch for proj meeting.
and just now is e first time i stayed in sch till 8+pm to do proj.
is like damn lah.
i almost felt like crying sitting there doing with my other proj mates.
and i think we have been doing for consecutively 7+ hours,
till i forgotten i haven had my meals for e whole day.
like wtf.

back home dont even have e time to bathe.
like 我的天啊!

and i hope 5pm comes fast.
done and over with it fast fast pls.
nono,
this sem faster end.
class test and presentation all like near each other.
WHR GOT TIME LAH!

AND I HAVEN SHOP FOR MY CNY CLOTHES!!
BOOOOO.
sigh.

ok, i've wasted 10mins writing this post.
back to projs.


oh,
i miss my girls.
alot alot alot.


i need to de-stress.

p.s sorry ah zg,
make you wait for me at cwp for so long.
my apologies.

gone-

...

懂得珍惜的人，才配拥有；
握在手中的幸福，才是真的.

我好累,
真的好累.

----------------------------------------------------

finally one proj down today.
im damn exhausted by it.
another 2 due on fri.
sigh.
and presentation plus class test next week.
booooooooooo.
i hate my life.
uber hate.

im uber shag,
SHAG!

i dont knw whats wrong with me.
i just dont know.
rahhhhhhhhhhhhh!
我为何还活在过去里?

...

每个人看每个人, 其中一眼是最后一眼.
问题是, 有谁知道那将会是最后一眼?

-by icantrememberwhoseblog.

dont you find e above sentence meaningful?
i agree with both hands and legs up.

HAPPY BELATED BDAE TO DEAREST PEARLYNE AI,
and and not forgetting HAPPY BELATED BDAE LESLIE!
many many best wishes to e both of you. (:

ytd i went for lec despite e tiredness in me.
because i get to see all my 1B13 peeps.
esther said to me during lec that ytd is e first time she saw all of us present for lec.
HOHOHO!
i guess im always e one missing during lec.

had lunch with them,
gossip a little,
and headed for crm tutorial.
glad tt our report is on track.
phew.
but loads of editing and work needs to be done.

headed home and i had a nap.
supposed to wake up watch tv one,
guess i was too tired,
i slept past e whole show.

finish compiling with my travel report and i wento slp again.

this morning i couldnt wake up for lec.
rush to sch for proj meeting,
den esther drove us to tm for lunch.
wento e 'restaurant-like-hkcafe' one.
cant remember e name.
not bad lah.
my fried maggie mee cost me 6$. LOL!
chit chatted and went back home.

now i think im going to slp again.
yes im a pig.
laugh all you want.
rahhhhhhhh!


AND PPL RECOMMEND ME TUITION JOB PLSSSS~

...

人的一生在乎的不是得到而是学到.

tts MC king tagline when he was still alive.
well, i find it very meaningful.


anw,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MS PEH YING TING!
many many many best wishes yea!

not forgetting a BELATED BIRTHDAY TO BI POO BI POO LEONG ENG!
(:


I LOVE MY GIRLS!

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projs are killing me slowly.
rahhhhhhhhhhhhh.
i didnt have much slp this few days.
my eye bag is getting darker and darker,
and e worst thing, pimple outbreak.
GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!

i managed to wake up for sch today,
and back home to prepare before i went out to meet my girls for yt's bdae celebration.

our ms peh is uber nice lur.
she treated us to 煮炒 and steamboat.
yummie yummie meal!
after tt we headed to fragrant there and had e cake cutting session.

uber funny things happen thr lur.
first thing is one cup of red wine topple,
next up is e cake throwing when our dear ms peh smash it on my face.
rahhhh, my fake lash drop. =.=

next up is our ms peh kena eggs throwing.
woots.
fun lah,
but we made alot of mess.
change venue to hide cus think police coming alr.

next up is pressie opening session.
damn funny can!
dont knw how to elaborate.
think my girls got video down.

pics pics pics!
and den im back home to bathe.

now i bet my face will have a more serious pimple outbreak.
booooooo~
ms pehhhh yingggg tinggggg!!!!!

anw,
i enjoyed myself with them even just for a few hours.
and i hope there will be more to come.
LOVES.

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next thing up.
我怎么了?
仿佛我已经不是我了.
dont ask me,
i dont know either.

...

why is life so unpredictable?

second post in just 1 hr.

very random,
i just wanna say,
I UBER MISS 1B13 PEEPS.

YANNI, HUIYUN, JOVINE, BELL, WEIZHI, UNCLE FRAN...

im super happy but at e same time sad when i receive yanni's testi.

when can we hang out again?
sigh.
i told them i will organise to meet during holi, but i did not do it.
sch alr start for 1 week le,
we didnt get to see each other in sch much,
not to say have e time to lunch tgt.
darn all those stupid projs.


next week,
i will go for lec,
just for them.
awww,
i hope they attend lec.

they are one grp of ppl i wont forget in my whole life.
they are e ones, i first hang out with when i step into TP.
they shine my TP life with colours.
they motivate me to move on to what i am now.
I LOVE YOU PEEPS.

...

spend some time alone everyday.

BOOOOOO!
i felt like blogging but i got nothing much to blog about.

i manage to finish a little of all my projs.
jiayou!

and today presentation sucks like hell.
i didnt manage to finish my presentation as i exceeded e time.
rahhhhhhhhhhh!
but who cares.

while e rest are presenting,
me and esther are busy cam-whoring.
wooties.

and after so long,
i finally saw jovine and huiyun.
weeeeets.

alright,
im a little ap today.
i have my reasons for behaving tt way.
rahhhhhhhh.
beware,
i bite.

and i better finish up e rest of my projs,
because all of them are gonna due sooonnnnnn~
lucks man.

------------------------------------------------------------------

why is life so unpredictable?
i dont understand.
and i hate it.

...

when you realize you’ve made a mistake, take immediate steps to correct it.

BOO!
HAPPY NEW YR PPL~
thou its like 3rd of Jan alr.
its still new yr right?
blahhhhh.

its like 3plus am alr.
and i cant get to slp.
rahhhhhhh!
probably im used to slping late alr.
not used to it!


awww,
sch starts alr.
and im uber slack,
when projs are piling up and due in 2 weeks time.
kill me lah lah lah.


im skipping lec later on,
hopefully to finish all my projs at home.
yah,
i know i cant do it.


buying stuff online is uber uber disapointing.
rahhhhhhhh!
i wonder why i still buy it when i know it will be disappointing.
im mad.
but i just couldnt stop e temptation.


and i have been thinking of my new yr resolution which i MUST do.
ok lah, maybe some doesnt sounds like resolution,
but who cares? im happy.

1. get good grades.
2. try not to skip so much sch.
3. slim down.
4. grow taller? impossible? nvm.
5. money money roll in.
6. get a new job again.
7. shop more shop more!
8. more islerx outings!
9. more class outings!
10. more outings with 1B13 peeps!
11. grow long long hair. is this counted as a resolution?!?!
12. car license by end of this yr!
13. overseas shopping.
14. may my face condition turns better. boooo.
15. good good r/s with eveybody.
16. 没有烦恼!!
17. 每天都开开心心的!
18. i'll be there for my loved ones when they need me.
19. find tuition kidssss.
20. be a good good girl.
21. ihwwbtbiptiwgp.gbm.
22. a good 2008 ahead for me.

i think my list can continue as time pass.

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2007 was not a good yr for me, i guess.
many things happened all because of me.
unhappiness is more than happiness.
tears can be seen on my face and others.
im truely sorry to everyone.
i do hope after going through all this,
will makes everyone even more bonded.
very sorry,
i'll try to change for e good.

on e other hand,
im glad to know my group of fun new classmates.
thanks for e chalet.

and i'll make more effort to meet up with islerx more more and more.
because i do love them.

and sorry daddy mummy,
i wasnt a good girl.