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a smile is a curve tt set things straight.

oooooohhh,
my blog is so damn lag man.
have to refresh like thrice to come into this blahh blahh blog.

forget it.
i dont know how to fix it.
bear with it ppl!

rahhhhhhhhh!
im a happy kid today.
BIG BIG GRINS.

firstly,
im happy to hear good news early in e morning.
it really brighten up e rest of my day.

and after tutorial,
we wento wait for esther and co outside lib while they go print their stuff,
and today is sch CCN day ; selling stuffs and donating to e needys.
we saw this cute lil dog wearing pampers from spca.
damn ke ai i tell you!
very 听话 one lo.

pics below!!

after tt,
9 of us headed to ikea in winson's and weiwen's car.
me; kathy; esther; eelin; winson; weiwen; zaisheng; nelson; jinmin
its a great outing with them lur~

esther and i ordered 2 kids meals, fish&chips plus cheesecake to share!
oh 我的天啊! yummilicious~
e cheesecake is heaven!
superb!
but well, starbucks cheesecake still rocks.

we wento tour round ikea and had loads of fun thr lur~
cam whoring all e way.
like uber fun.
oh mamamiya~
laugh laugh talk talk gossip gossip with them makes me a happy kid.

back to sch for travel&leisure tutorial.
total havoc man!
its like woah~
indeed e kind of class im looking forward to.
jinmin and weiwen's stupid actions make us laugh like siao.
boooooooooooo~
and today is adeline's bdae!
happy birthday adeline!
we sang bdae song for her in class.
like woah~
nice classmates we are. (:

walk ard e stalls in sch with eelin, yanni and huiyun after tut.
lurlur~
nth much to buy one.
probably alot of ppl den...
i dont know.

acc yanni and huiyun wait for weizhi.
loves.
another happy thing today:
i made an effort to stay back late with them.
and i get to chit chat with them.
oooh~
next week will be weizhi's bdae celebration.
meet up meet up for lunch celebration!

and upon reaching my doorstep,
i received a phonecall which resulted in doubly doubly happy me!
BIGGER GRINS.

im so easily satisfied lur~

and my schedule is soooo packed this week and next week.
to visit national lib, kampong glam again, fieldtrips, research for projs and completing all my reports before next week ends.
its like rahhhhhhhhh!
how can i do tt man!
give me some words of encouragement!

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yes i know i look spastic and ugly.


e dog wearing pampers!

jinmin's stupid action.

dont knw whats weiwen trying to do.

woah! scare me seh! e weighing machine spoil =.=

e 'spiderman'

family portrait. 'mummy' ; 'godsis' ; 'godbro'

grp photo. (:

LOVES-

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art of listening is important.

hearing is nt listening.
in hearing, one is aware of e words
but may nt process them.
in listening, one needs to understand e words,
reflect and think clearly before embarking on clear talk.

we hear by chance but listen by choice.

chance upon someone's blog and i find it meaningful,


there's a problem or so call conflict going on within 2 diff grps of my friends.
well,
its quite saddening when i dont knw what to do to help them.

my lecturer asked : 'why do humans have 2 ears and 1 mouth?"
simply because e creator of human wants us to listen more than we speak.
an ethics or "what-so-ever is it called" i learnt in lec today.

well, maybe its true tt we humans tend to speak more than we listen,
or tt we chose to keep our mouth shut tt leads to many miscommunications out thr.

well,
i just hope everyone will just sit down and listen to what each other have to say,
come up with solutions or decisions to end e conflict ;
be it good or bad ending.
its better than sitting ard doing nth and throw this whole thing behind e mind,
hoping everything will be gone just like this.
maybe to me, it looks like avoiding,
like what i used to do.

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when you were young, someone will always hold your hand when you cross the road. no matter who tt person is, you’ll know tt he/she is someone you can depend on, someone whom you can trust.

as you grow older, you would realize tt nobody holds your hand anymore. you are dependant of yourself, to see e world in a different concept altogether. you are responsible to e things you do, e words you believe, e people you trust.

trusting someone is never easy; getting someone to trust you is even more difficult in this reality world where dangers pound upon a blink of the eye.

i believe in some point of your life, you’re bound to get cheated at least once. you’ll feel sad, because you are in a lost. e world seems crashing down as you feel isolated once again. e person who’s holding your hand lets go, never spare a thought on what will become of you. you’ll feel angry, because you feel like an idiot. your judgment has failed you and you won’t know whom to trust again.

you decided to walk alone, alone in e mist of darkest, alone in the valley of mistrusted region, wherever you go, loneliness is felt. friends are no longer people you think you can depend on let alone entering your forbidden world of closed heart.

as times goes by, you’ve learned tt trusting someone is a serious bet which you must bare e loss if one day e odds are against you. you tried to walk e road once again. this time, you tried to hold others hands. making ppl believe in you and trust you may not seems as easy as you think. e responsibility of not letting go is much tougher than just holding onto one’s hand.

finally, someone trusts you. you are no longer alone but in the warm of true friendship as you may say. from this moment on, your life begins to change. dark alley becomes busy street of joy & laughter. you have relived life once more, you said. and let this moment prolongs, as you hold e hands of trust and leading them to light and somewhere safe. . . .

- extracted from anntonii's secrets of e heart ; chapt 2.


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back to reality.
skipped sch ytd also.
e med is too strong for me till i couldnt get out of my bed.

had lunch with sw at vista and back home to nap.
oh damn,
i slept for 15 hrs and i still can nap in e noon man.
imagine how strong e med can be.

woke up,
headed to ly's hse for dinner.
her mum uber nice to cook dinner for me leh!
and it was superb!
damn nice can!
many many thanks!

met up with e rest,
to cwp,
and headed to ky's underblock to celebrate his bdae.
happy belated birthday ky!
and 祝你生日快乐!
its like damn fun to celebrate bdae ytd,
and today is his chi's bdae.
hope he enjoy.

today i turn up for sch!
yes,
i deserve a clap!
oh wells,
i miss ecp outing with my classmates ytd.
uber sad lur.
and i uber miss sch and those poly mates.

had lunch at yoshi with yanni, weizhi, francis and jj after lec.
was uber long since i ate lunch with them.
shall have more outings soon with them.
and hope more ppl turn up.

now im back home,
i got tons of projs waiting for me to do,
but yet i got no mood to do it.
oh come on jocelyn,
remember your promises.

tonight;
its either alive or dead.

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our definitions of love will change when we grow older,
when we gain more experience from r/s,
when thr are more sadness,
when we learn to cry less.

rahhhhhhhhhhhhh!
i skip sch today, again!
because i was not feeling well.
im doubly sick today.

all thanks to ly and sw for acc-ing me to see e doc.
intend to visit polyclinic one.
reach thr its under renovation.
wtf!
so i just went into any of e clinic.

was suffering from throat, nose and ear infection plus a little headache.
e doc was very nice.
explaining what happen to me and why it happens.
but in return i have to listen to him.
rest whenever i can and dont eat oily food for e time being.
if fever or infection gets worst,
oh damn, i have to visit e hospital.
like wow, so nice huh!
i should be happy, cus i love to visit hospital!
for god-knows-why reason.

despite of my headache,
i acc-ed sw to walk round cwp while ly headed home.
ok, maybe he is e one acc me lur~
headed to ly hse den had dinner b4 i came home.
and gosh,
i hate dizzy spells.

anw,
i visited grandma and grandpa on sun with my sis-es!
gosh, how long since i last went their hse sias.

and ytd after sch,
met up with wendy to be sok yee's model for waxing, pedi and mani.
oh wow so nice leh!

and im super behind time for all projs.
5 grp projs and 3 individual one.
how to cope sias!
tts e price i have to pay in return for no exams.
i need to buck up and try to finish everything.
deadlines and more deadlines are coming up.
awwww grosss.

gotta go rest alr.
probably skip tml lec to finish up my projs.
take care peeps.

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life is a succession of moments.
to live thru each one is to succeed.

TOOOOOOT!
WARNING!
a long post with pics below.

oooh!
a sudden lost of interest to blog.
for i-dont-know-why reasons.

so blahh blahh lah!
too many proj work on hand,
till i forgotten to do comm skills online proj discussion last week!
WTFFFF!!!!

anw,
met up with leslie at town on wed night.
headed to clarke quay for our late dinner.
den to mos.
uber many ppl lor.
but had loads of fun thr lur.
saw many friends thr.
its like woah!
lalaaa~
i had my supper at tcc.
mushroom soup!
uber nt nice and ex leh!
rahhhhhhhhhhhhh!
met with with wq and his friends ard 4am and cab-ed back home.

woosh~
thur is deepavali!
i met up with my sweeties, ly and wendy!
we headed to amk hub to walk ard,
as we didnt want to squeeze with ppl heading to town.
dont intend to buy anything one,
but but!
i couldnt resist spending lur.
like so pi li pa la lah me!

we then headed to sumo restuarant for our dinner.
nice nice.
i wanna go thr again.
we had our photos taking session at some place outside e restaurant.
and im e one entertaining them again!
HOHOHO!
pics below will tell you so.
e way they laugh is uber funny can!

fri headed to sch early in e morning.
darn!
how i wish i can skip sch man.
after lesson celebrated jayne's bdae in sch.
happy bdae jayne!
and we even have a almost full class photo!
oh gosh!

anw,
my class got champion for e floorball game on tue.
oh gawd!
i regret not going leh.
i miss a chance to socialise with them.
boohoo!
why i live so far lah lah lah!

had lunch at mensa,
and bused down to bugis with eelin, nelson, esther, adeline and josca.
me and eelin headed to kampong glam to do our proj,
while e rest headed to little india.

is uber damn hot thr can!
we walk uber long b4 we reach our destination.
blahh and blahhh!
trying to interview those tourist and locals.
like uber difficult.
but but!
those angmohs damn shuai can!
oh 我的天 ah!

we left for our shopping trip after everything is done.
shop ard and met up with ly.
continued our shopping thr.
sama sama,
couldnt resist to spend my $$.
T.T
saw kathy doreen and nelson thr too.

anw,
met up with esther at bugis junction to acc her.
den we took train tgt.
had our photos taking session.
but most of e pics are with her.
esther wento meet her friends while me and ly headed back.

on our way back,
we saw rainbow!
damn,
e rainbow makes my day man!

blahh blahh blahh,
met up with sw at cwp,
den met up with daddy mumny and sis for dinner.
yummiliious dinner i have.

and rahhhhhhh!
today i spent my day working.
but im glad i finish half of travel&leisure projs,
and most of my tut.
great work jocelyn!

gonna rest alr.
enjoy e photos below bahs!
(:

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milo drawings on e table.


rainbow rainbow!

T31 ; woosh~
ly ; joce ; esther .

leslie ; me

i entertain them by wearing ly's scarf. =.=

woosh~

me and sis at rp after tennis session.
retail therapy session.