...

horo of e day:

As illogical as it sounds,
your heavy mood can be lightened by heavy thoughts.
If you face whatever is troubling you
and process it with as much honesty as you can,
your worries will eventually fade away to nothing.
But if you ignore the fact that something is wrong in your life,
the problem will never be resolved!
It will stick around,
waiting to get some of your attention --
and it can wait forever if need be.
Think things through today,
and you'll feel better tomorrow.







true?!?!?!?!?!?!?




blog later on.




off to work-

...

finally got e grp pics.
thanks meiyun for sending me!
mr leong must have forgotten to send me.
GRRR.

my lovely pom grp.
my darling girls. <33

class photo.
its like.
omg~
first class photo?!?!

nvm,
I LOVE 1B13 LOADS.

so sad lah!
sch reopen all different class liao.
=((

my pm is,
im a woman,
hear me cry.
AND!
DUMB louis,
msn me and said,
"IM A COW!
HEAR ME MOOO!!"
GRRR.

我能做什么?

...

love blogging suddenly.
i dont know why.

da yi cooked my favourite food today!!
pumpkin fried rice!!!
damn delicious man.
but i love ah ma's one more.
=x

ate 2 bowls and out to work.
occupied myself with magazine, newspaper,
and playing minesweeper on uncle's com!
time pass damn fast.

ahhh.
tml got work again.
uncle really good in tricking me go work.
im so dumb lah.

saw yingting again.
she says im banana!!!

back home,
i finished e whole wok of fried rice.
ok lah.
not really alot.
hehheh.

den da yi bring over those cannot finish one.
and i ate them all.
think i ate 5-6 plates.
oooh.
damn delicious.


im so bored now.
anyone wants to go ride bike?
BORED!
holiday so sian.






IM A WOMAN,
HEAR ME ROAR CRY!

...

im blogging. (:

alright!
ytd,
during work,
yingting pass by,
and acc me!
how nice of her lah.
she even help me buy bbt.
thanks!

work not tt boring,
cus i got magazine to acc me,
and i haven finish reading when i finished work.
ok,
i dont know why,
im reading e magazine so slow.

uncle tested me,
he asked me what im gonna do today.
i blur blur go tell him,
got nth to do,
gonna stay at home.
den he asked me go work today.
=.=
yea,
no choice lah.
so i agreed.

after work,
met up with ly,
had my dinner at vista,
yang, wq and shiwei came.
went home to take kr's present and wash face.
den it started to rain.
=.=
I WANT GO RIDE BIKE LAH!

so we played cards under my block.
haas,
funny lah.
with all e forfeit all this.
im e first to kena,
but with e least paiseh forfeit.
lolol.
my forfeit is to bite my slipper,
and take a photo.
=.=

was suan-ed by yang tt im e most dumb person.
GRRRR.

next forfeit is ly,
she have to roll on e wall.
damn funny.
haas.
den e next forfeit she did was to ride bike,
and knocked into e wall.
ROFL~
i video-ed both of them down.
hehhehheh.

e last person for forfeit,
is shiwei lah.
this one damn funny.
he has to sit on e mop,
and run ard under my block one round.
haas.
shall upload e video soon.

after tt wento vista with ly and kr for supper,
while e rest went home to slp.
had cup noodles,
and saw alex.
chit chatted,
and he gave us CHOCO!
hehheh.

den ride back in e rain.
i hate to ride in e rain.
GRRR.
i might just lose control and buang.

reach home blah and blah,
slept at 6+ when my whole family woke up.
kena scolded by my daddy again for not slping.
oh my,
next time must off light online le.

WORK LATER!
but with someone working with me.
dont like.
i wanna be alone one.
with her dont know what to talk about.


oh yah,
nicholas psycho-ed me to work on fri.
ahhh.
felt like slacking lah.
but bo bian,
promise le.


and i failed to jog today.
oh my god.
bastard gonna laugh at me.
all because i have to go work,
i cant jog!
i want to zhao~
run away from everything.



played with e poker fortune again.
its SOOOO true.
i dont know why.
so 邪门.
i dont know what to do now.
i dont know what decision to make now.
tell me what to do.



把我的伤痛带走.
无可忍受的伤痛.






看着你掉眼泪,
别说我无所谓.

...

so bored can!

slept in e morning when everyone is going sch.
i cant sleep!
maybe i slept too long e previous day,
or it must be all those freaking problems haunting me.
nono.
must be those nightmares im having.

im very weird.
i tend to dream easily.
i can even dream for just a short nap.
and e thing is,
i tend to dream what im thinking.
so,
i always dream of most of you.
isit good or isit bad?
现实中已经那么烦了,
梦里还是那么烦.
ahhhhh,
why cant i have a good rest?

working later again.
oh my,
i wonder whats wrong with me,
why did i promise to go work,
when i have nth to do thr?
dumb.
i hate work,
e time thr passes so slow.
but,
im in love with money.

i promise myself,
tt i will go jog in e evening today.
guess i have to procrastinate.
i MUST go before thur!
i have to show bastard tt im nt lazy!
so he will have to treat me chilli crab!
and its also time to slim down.
woohoo.


cough is coming back.
stupid.
i only shouted at wild wild wet what.
HOW COME GOT COUGH?!?!
must be those food i eaten.


alright,
gotta go prepare le.
have to fill up my empty stomach,
and to work.
visit me!
hehheh.
sounds like im in jail.
nvm.
jail still got money take.
not bad.





逃避比做错选择还要痛苦.
i have to remind myself constantly.
but,
i still chose to run away from everything.
我退缩,
害怕伤害任何人.
我不想要.



just hear me out will do.

...

pics pics!

still have more not yet send to me.

((:

yingting and peiyin team.

pearlyne and yujia team.

and here starts e war!

omg. haas.

this is e mess we got.

e 2 team united after tt.

e funny actions of theirs.

LMAO~

after e flour war.

my hand print on spencer's shirt.

grp photo. <33

candid shot. loves loves.

...

remove e previous post i posted in e morning.
those are all my 心里话,
and my perception towards death and such.
yea,
so those who manage to catch what i wrote,
you will know what i mean.

alright,
liyan's bdae bbq ytd!
turn out great.
just simply love my girls.

sorry kr,
didnt make it for your bbq.

headed to cwp,
seek for present for kr,
den back to vista to help out liyan.

ate and e girls started to come.
willy, benho and spencer came.
woohoo.

after tt,
e girls,
yt & py VS pearl and yujia,
had charcoal, water and flour war.
and i was kena attack by e flour.
changed to 老人 in a split second.
=.=
quite fun lah.
took some pics.
upload later on.

went ard trying to attack ppl,
but i only managed to attack a little of wendy,
and a little MUCH more on spencer.

back home to bathe,
and brought e cake down.
after singing,
everyone dig into e cake like we nvr eat b4.
yummie.

played cards and chit chatted.
after tt some left for home.
left with lyan, lyun, huini, puimun, spencer and me.

was playing black jack at e pit thr,
and it started to rain a little,
shifted to under my block and continued.

had some other games also.
after tt,
yingting came in her pjc uni.
oh my god.
its like awesome man.
she is definitely a babe.
damn,
its like,
you cant take your eyes off her.
=x


after tt,
spencer started e fortune telling things.
i have weird lines on my hand,
and said to have short life.
how sad man.
=((

after tt,
had love life telling through poka cards.
damn,
its VERY true.
you guys should try it.
thou,
some predictions might make you disappointed for some ppl.

see-ing ppl go to sch,
i felt so much like going also.
i miss sch.
i miss my girls,
i miss my darlings in TP.

back home,
couldnt get to slp.
was very emo.
loads of things going through my mind.
even posted a stupid post on what i think.
yea,
i was afraid of death.
I WANNA LIVE LONG LAH!
WAHHH~

huini told me online after tt,
ONE LIFE LIVE IT!
yea!
i will.
i wont think so much now.
i will try to change my fate.
thanks huini!

finally start to get tired at 10,
and hit bed.

slept all e way to 4,
sis bought ljs back for me,
wake up eat,
and back to slp again.
alright,
i know im pig lah.
but im darn tired.
i need a rest from everything.

so slept till ard 9,
when darling called.
had a chat with her.
awww,
i miss them loads.


you know,
ITS SO BORED AT HOME!
I WANTO WORK MAN!
darn,
im damn lazy to call e company for interview.
no,
i should say,
i always slp pass their office hours.
any other jobs recomend pls~






我的天空,
变得很黑很黑,
就快要下一场大雨.
但是,
雨后还会天晴吗?



我心里的愧疚感,
越来越大.

...

bipoobipoo~

liyan's bbq later on!
omg!!
food food!!

after tt will be heading to kr's bbq.
food again!

omg, im so fat.
really.
i gonna go for jog tml.
anybody wanna go?


wendyy~
where are youuuu?
hehhehheh.


out to cwp for present soon~

bye!

...

ON LY AND XR'S BBQ`

xr and me after e flour war. ((:


hehheh. see how clean am i compared to her? LOL.


huini and me with leeyun's sunflower. =D

huini and e sunflower. haas.

law panda and me. =x

sotong! and me. xD

LAST DAY OF WORK AT IT FAIR`

with e girls, they came to fetch me and xh home.


e cat with breast. LMAO!



CHALET - 1st DAY`

mahjong session. im kiasu, using e box to play. see yt excited face?

evan harrassing me. she so hiong. see my reaction and you will know.


black jack in e night, with yt e mona lisa and evan copying yt, e 2nd mona lisa and me! hugging my piggy.





BBQ`

harworking us.


candid shot.

posing~




CHALET - 2nd DAY`


pearlyne on ben&jerry cow and me posing while chatting with xh.


our light sticks at pasir ris park.

me, lyun and lyan's hand.

random~

CHALET - LAST DAY`

grp photo with e girls on e last day.

snap 2!

shot take 3! (:

to end off, i love my girls. <33

read magazines while working,
and came across one sentence ming dao said.
"如果能够狠狠骂醒一个执迷不悟的人,
虽然是在骂他,
但对那个执迷不悟的人来说,
你就是天使."

isit true?

...

im so tired.

horo of e day:
你会觉得很疲累.
you'll be easily distracted today,
but these distractions will be rewarding.


its indeed so true.
im feeling so tired.
can slp anytime.

work is damn boring.
if not because im so broke now,
i wouldnt have replace sis at all.

eunice gave me e number one week ago,
and i haven call yet.
cus im simply too lazy.

i can feel myself falling aslp anytime during work.
msg-ing to keep me awake.
ly and zg pass by and acc me.
thanks!





thur`
acc sis go do ic,
den i go change passport photo.
damn long man.


den to xiao yi hse,
while waiting for my cousin and sis to get ready,
i fall aslp on her bed.
damn tired.
hit cwp,
met up with darling.
had dinner at sakae.
its like,
omg,
i can feel myself growing fat.



den mummy told me today,
im getting fatter,
and i got double chin.
arghh!
i need to exercise le man.



den 大姨 told me sis took part in 校圆 superstar,
and got in.
i was like OMG!
e judges must be blind man.
i can still remember her telling me she wanted to join,
and i was teasing her all e way.
天啊!



back home,
brian said,
i look like those jap girls in Osaka he just visited.
ahhhhhhhhh~
nvm,
this one can make me jump.
hehhehheh.


i was like cannot believe she got into e superstart thing.
started to think bout life as a superstar's sis.
and i kept laughing to myself.
and back home and kept asking her bout it.
and dots lah!
my aunt lied to me.
cus sis lied to her.
she wanted to take part,
but ended up giving up.
boohoo~
oh no.
she might go tml for e audition.
ahhhh~

imagine in e future,
校园superstar的总冠军是..................................
陈静惠!!
wah,
i tell you i will peng man!
i really cant imagine lah.
not purposely want laugh one,
but its just funny lah.

kr and liyan's bbq later on.
woohoo.
food eating again.
see!
whenever i wanna slim down,
there's bbq coming up.
so bo bian,
must eat.
hohoho.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NGO LI YAN!!
best wishes to you yea!
((:




pics uploaded later on.

...

a sudden want to blog.


so bored,
my life is so boring.
yet,
so many problems.

自己的烦恼还没解决,
就去烦别人的,
真的是自寻烦恼.
im sucha big fat stupid dumb ass.



我该怎么办?
教我.


i might go crazy one day.
just one day.





off to replace sis for work.
bored lah!
drop by me and acc me man.


:((

...

back from chalet.
a tiring one.
but everyone enjoyed.
((:

2nd day of chalet,

blahblah stuff b4 heading to wild wild wet.

wild wild wet!

played samsung slide up first,

too long nvr play le,

my leg go jelly.

played second time,

still e same,

but i love it man.

played ard,

den my shirt wwent missing in e lazy pool.

so went ard searching for it,

and found it hanging beside e life guard.

woohoo.

played for 3 hrs ++,

this time round like nth to play.

i also dont know why.

suddenly wild wild wet like so sian.

maybe because there is no sun bah.

headed back to chalet,

bathe,

had dinner at sakura international buffet,

with yt, liyan and py.

e rest had kfc.

was damn full eating.

trying to eat up everything we take,
but ended up we still waste food.

smuggled ice cream and some food out for e rest of e girls.

=x

back to chalet,

bbq-ed e rest of e remaining food,

wendy, yt, pearl and me tried to finish up everything.

damn full lah.

and getting fatter.

just came back from sakura,

and continued on bbq food.

不肥才怪.

played cards,

wanted to slp,

but ended up waking up to mac.

they wanted to eat breakfast,

so wento pasir ris park to walk ard and had a little chat.

back to mac for breakfast,

and hit bed after eating.

i think i must be freaking tired tt i 4gotten whr i am when i wake up.

bathed,

had group photo,

lunch-ed,

and cab-ed home.

slept all e way,

and had dinner with mummy daddy.

supposed to go play badminton with yt they all one,

but i cant resist food.

=((

oh god,

im so fat now.

bth.

RESULTS OUT!!

im like so happy,

but at e same time sad.

im happy cus my result is better than last semester,

but im sad cus its not up to my expectation.

NO As MAN!!!

Business Accounting 2 -B+

Principles of Management - B

Microeconomics - C

Business Statistics - B

Marketing Fundamentals - C

Japanese - B

GPA - 2.4!!

see!

my gpa is longer 2!

yippee!!

so sad.

nvm,

next sem,

work harder.

bored.

gonna call up on e makeup consultant tml.

i need work badly.

leeyun with her little cake. ((:

me with my new hair and e bdae girl.

mic and me.

xh and me.

me and e bdae boy.

...

finally time to blog.

8th march`

went back for my rebonding.
their service good man.
outcome,
VERY SATISFIED!

den meet up with leeyun and mic.
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO LEEYUN, XIAORUI and KHEERUI!
e march 8th babies.

we wento walk ard at cwp,
ljs-ed den sat down at mac to talk.
evan came.
after tt me and leeyun hit suntec to find xh, cc, ws they all.

before tt wento find eunice at her work place.
damn cute her uni.
beauty consultant.
<33

waited for them to finish work,
train back to 515.
had supper,
and back home.

9th march`

woke up late.
to cwp with sis,
meet up with zg and wq.
help them look for present.
after tt meet up with huini,
and back to leeyun hse to help her out for bbq.

bbq was fun.
enjoyed with all my friends.
hope ly and xr enjoyed too!

back home at 5am,
and slept.

10th march`

just 4 hrs of slp,
and i went to work at IT fair.
partner with cheecheng at one booth.
hohoho.
i dont know how we spent our time tgt.
leg was damn tiring standing 9hrs.
sales was good.
and damn many ppl.
see le also headache.
but quite fun lah,
except tt e food,
CMI lor.

both of us always envy e other part-timers lunch and dinner,
cus we have different boss.

finally 9hrs passed by,
and back home with xh and e guys.
chatted with xh all e way back home.
loves loves.


11th march`

last day of IT fair,
partner with cc at e same booth again.
but this time round,
i stole chair,
so tt we can rest.

and cc made me lie to e supervisor,
tt he wento e toilet,
but actually he wento look for lappy.
=.=

envy their food again,
and cc ate away huini's lunch,
cus their lunch looks more delicious.
HOHOHO!

ly,wendy,evan,xr,jus came.
yanni mummy also came.
how nice of them.

oh gosh!
finally work is over,
bought some lappy stuff at discounted price from e booth boss.
damn nice.

wento find xh,
and back to find huini at e booth.
e boss damn nice,
gave me and cc angbao.
heng got walk back,
if not we wont have e angbao le.
so,
MR TEO CHEECHENG!
THANKS ME PLS!
i dont mind you give me e angbao,
HAHAHA!
=x

back to 515 with my girlss,
had supper,
chatted.
and back home,
love them loads.

xiaohui ah xiaohui,
no worries yea,
next time late night,
i will sure send you home one yea.
smuacks!

12th march`

YEA!
CHALET WITH MY GIRLS!!

was late meeting yt to civic help liyan book pit.
sorry lah.
haas.

after tt back to her hse help her pack bbq stuff,
and off to vista to meet e girls.
sorry for being late my girls,
all my fault actually.

cab-ed to downtown,
check in,
and started playing mahjong.
ohhhh,
i kept losing.
i dont know why.

had lunch,
and to pool.
arcade-ed,
and back to chalet prepare food,
mahjong again and kept losing.

finally,
bbq started!
who says girls dont know how to start fire?
we started so fast,
cook fast,
and ate tgt.
how nice right?

now currently using peiyin's lappy,
and chalet wireless.

tml wild wild wet!!!
oh,
i cant wait to go man.



love my girls loads man.
and i miss my poly girls.

darling out of singapore le!
ohhhhh.


chalet till wed!
time pls pass by slow.
wanna spend more time with them.
=))


pics will be uploaded when im home.


miss me ppl~
((:

...

third post of e day.

i dont know why.
i just love to blog this few days.
god knows why.

my hair,
oh my hair.
today topic is,
MY HAIR!

went back to e shop,
heng their attitude quite good.
can help me redo.
but my hair will be even shorter after doing.
oh sian man.
already so short le,
still have to cut shorter.
might as well change hairstyle,
but what hairstyle lah.
GRRRR~

bus-ed to cwp meet huini and off to wdl centre.
walk ard at wdl centre,
den to sheng siong.
bought stuff for leeyun and xiaorui's bbq on fri.
to hawker to eat.
e food is like damn nice lah.

after tt cab back.
to her hse put stuff,
and back home with my sis.

gotta do planning for bbq for chalet next week for our girls gathering.
wild wild wet!
here we come!
cant wait for tt day to come man.
i love my girls.
<33


i wanna go jogging!
but,
damn lazy.
i wanna slim down!

magazine says,
one apple per day,
and 1 to 2 bar of dark choco per day,
can aid in cutting down fats.
woah~
how wonderful is tt.
hehhehhehheh.




you know?
i felt so relieved now.
problems are gone half.
im so glad.
but but,,
MY HAIR!
我的天啊!

if its still not str8 after redo-ing,
im gonna burn down e shop man.
hohoho.

...

arghhhh!!

my hair isnt str8 anymore!!
can see abit of e previous curl.
dont like dont like!
i want it str8.
i like it this way,
but not when e curl came out!

freak tt stupid shop at fep,
who curl my hair till so ugly.
BLAHHHHHHHH~

...

a sudden urge to read her blog.
i dont know why.
and i read.
her post shocked me.
really.
i thought of e past.
dont know why.

i can understand how she feels now.
throughly understand.
when everyone is busy playing ard,
she must be crying sadly.
yet she is stronger than me,
i can say.
because,
it took me 4 yrs to face e reality,
tt shu shu is no longer with us.
i cried,
asking mummy can shushu come back.
i dreamt of him.
i even lied to myself,
he is still alive.

4 yrs of new yr passed by so fast.
im not used to e hse without him.
im not used to e person putting firework,
is not him.
i dont want just to see his pic ard e hse.
i wanto see his person,
playing with us.
but somehow,
i can only see him in my dream.

i dont know why,
her blog,
hit me very hard.

am i very unreasonable in e past?
i must be.
i think i must be dumb and stupid and guai lan in sch.
oh my oh my.
why am i lidat.

compared to her,
i think e pain she has,
must be more than me.
cus tt person is closer to her,
compared to shushu and me.

life is so unpredictable.

im selfish.
very selfish.
if i were to choose,
i will choose to die before everyone does,
cus,
i dont want to lose anyone.
im afraid of e pain i will go thru.
im not strong.
i cant face e reality.
i know i cant.
我是个胆小鬼.
不敢面对现实的胆小鬼.

this teaches me to treasure everyone ard me.

to everyone:
pls kindly take care of yourself.
=(


i felt like crying.
i dont know why.
我好想哭.






好后悔.
对不起.
=((




** her identity will not be revealed to protect her,
as this is a personal thing.
pls dont ask me who she is.

...

oh 我的天!!
got earthquake today!
i didnt know until i woke up from my beautiful sleep.
my dad told me.
"有地震leh"
den i was like huh!
got meh?
i think i was slping like pig,
till i cant feel anything.
HOHOHO.

prepare and off to work.
uncle taught me loads of stuff on r/s.
how to protect yourself and not get hurt.
somehow, i agree,
but on e other hand,
i do not wish to do it.
he said,
e only way to protect yourself,
is being with e one you love,
but with e one who love you.
cus being with e one you love,
will make you so paranoid,
missing him in e night,
worrying bout him,
and stuff.
but being with e person who love you,
tt person is able to sacrifice for you.
and there wont be so much conflict in btw.
he said,
he marry his wife not because he love her,
but because his wife love him.
abit ... lah,
but he said he did tt to protect himself from getting hurt.

he told me stuff on libra.
感情丰富,
追求完美,
对于感情很stubborn.
容易受伤害.
how true man.

he teaches me to control my feelings,
not letting myself get hurt.
but i wanna be with e person i love lah.
what to do man.

i was shocked he told me so much stuff.
do i look like i was sad because of r/s problem?
why he suddenly told me all this?
so funny.


i want dye my hair man.
but e hairstylist says i cant.
need to wait for few mths.
if not really will become fried beehoon.
how sad.


arghh, kept dc. so irritating.
boohoo~




现在什么都不想要,
只想要开心过日子,
还有$$ come come come!!

...

hohoho!
i have pic to show!
read thru my post and slowly you will see e pic.
lalaa~



i dont know why,
have been reading up on magazines this few days.
read thru loads of horo and zodiac stuff.
i know im like quite into believing these stuff.
but better to prevent,
den to suffer.

my zodiac (蛇) prediction of e yr:

健康 - 平
事业 - 平
财运 - 平
运气 - 凶

别于人争, 不然一些旧账会被翻到台上,凡事小心为上.

and my horoscope (libra) prediction for march:

you're a fair and just person,
and a lot of your friends trust you with their problems.
but this month,
you might find yourself sacrificing time to cheer a friend up.
your intentions might be goood,
but e results can be disastrous!
treat your friends fairly and tell them the truth they need to hear.
first half mth of march will be an ending or a finish for you.
e next half will bring opportunity to make a fresh start on another part of your life.



oh god.
i want a better life pls~




next half month of march faster come.
nono.
should say next yr faster come!

think i should stay at home everyday,
dont go out.
lidat nth will happen liao.
so dumb.


oh my oh my!
im so 迷信 now.
=((




alright enough of those stuff.
here is e pic of rebond-ed hair pigs. (:

HAHAHA!
its me with my new hair.
just tt my face ugly.
so i put e pic face thr.
put mine also must put my sis one,
cus i promised to delete this pic.
HOHOHO!

...

woohoo.
today,
i gone crazy,
lying on bed,
and some force,
push me out of my bed.
prepare and to vista,
and have my hair cut,
and rebond-ed.

im so excited man.
i dont know why.

outcome-
hmms,
outcome ah,
thou some say not tt nice as previous one,
but i like it VERY MUCH!
YES, VERY MUCH.
at least,
i like and able to tolerate it.
thou my hair now is very short,
my face is like totally change,
and my hair quality not tt good anymore,
but i still love it ok.
i like i like.
cost a bomb.
((:

met sis and back home.
woah~
IM BORED...

tml darling and girls outing.
so sad,
couldnt go with them.
wait for me pls~
misses.
(x





a new hair,
a brand new life ahead.

...

a world of happiness ,
will nvr replace wad i have lost ,
and being happy ,
doesnt mean that everything is perfect ,
but simply because,
i've decided to live beyond imperfection .

memory will last forever in my mind,
nvr will it die.

求求你,
放过我.
就快要崩溃了.

我怨,我恨.

...

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY MR LIM WEELEE!!
HOHOHO!
MERRY BIRTHDAY.
best wishes yea.
(:


im simply BORED, BORED and BORED!!!!!

i want job!
but lazy to find.
=.=

freak man.

wento melvin daddy's bbq.
stayed awhile and walk home with ly.
chatted alot.
decided to stay in park to chat while waiting to see e eclipse.
waited and waited,
chat and chat.
but waited till 5++,
we couldnt see anything,
and head home to slp.

morning couldnt wake up on time.
was damn tiring.
prepared,
met ly and huini.
wento sembawang temple to pray.
wento 拜太岁.
snake is so suai this yr.
hohoho.
i want a better luck.

when everything ended,
headed over to my hse.
bathe,
prepare and out to cwp.
blahblahblah,
den bus-ed to weelee's hse.
oooh.
slack ard,
den eat.
e food nice nice. (x

sat down and play games.
forfeit is hitting of each other's hand.
my poor hand.
one got yingting's 手印,
e other one has blood clot or blood.
what ever it is.
she hit me too hard.
damn pain.
quite fun.

played black jack.
kept losing.
i dont know why.
my luck isnt tt good until darling called me.
she always give me luck to win.
next time gamble must call her liao.
xD

supposed to leave at 6 for da jiu's hse family last day cny gathering.
but i left at 7+,
bo bian,
too addicted in e games.

bus-ed and mrt-ed thr.
e moment i stepped inside,
i went str8 to e room and started gambling again.
but this time round,
my luck damn good.
i dont know why.
maybe i cant play with friends.

played and won a little.
played awhile with e little kids.
ate,
blahblahblah.
and back home.


im sooooooooo addicted to e pink clutch,
and e pink heels.
but damn ex sias.
who would one to wear a hundred over bucks heels out?
crazy.
but e pink damn striking.
im going crazy over pink and gold stuff now.
hohoho,
wanna work wanna work!






i seriously dislike him can.
so un-manly.
freak e way he treats girls.
especially towards his own friends.
SUCH A BIG DISAPPOINTMENT!
retribution will sure come.
it only a matter of time,
i believe.
if you think you are e one,
DEN ITS YOU!
DONT HAVE TO THINK.
BOOHOO~




i guess,
im almost going crazy this few days.
with stupid problems running thru my mind.
own prob also cannot handle,
still go think bout other stuff.
自作聪明.
i hate e way i am now.
sooooooo,
undescribe-able.
so fuck up.
so irritating.
must be due to pms.
MUST BE.
forgive me for behaving this way.
i couldnt control.

...

oh yah!
i have something to advice.
i cant remember whr i seen this thing,
but to those deeply in love,
march 4 is not a day for couple to meet.
undesirable things will happen.
better to believe now,
den suffer in e future.
if you wanna be blessed with e one you love,
den heed this advice.
cus march 4 got eclipse.
i think so.
cant remember clearly.

i dont know why,
i believe in this thing so much.
and wanted so much to tell everyone bout it.

work just now.
bought mag with me to read.
cant believe i took nearly 3 hrs to read one mag.
so not me.

my heart almost stop when i saw his friend lah.
i dont know why.
just nearly stopped.
we live so near,
and e chance of meeting is like so little.
and so coincidence,
he came into e shop to buy smth.
its like suddenly,
e past all came back.
hohoho.
he said smth,

his friend: "还在读poly?"
me: "yeah"
his friend: "wah, heng 我 graduate liao."

=.=
kinda suddenly think,
i still got 2 yrs to go man.
and they are now relaxing.


gotta go melvin's bbq le.
im very very late already.
lalalaaa~

...

IM BORED!
VERY BORED!
=((

HOLI SUCKS MAN.



realise tt,
my wish list,
is getting longer,
but nvr able to cancel out.
hohoho.
i need money man.
money money whr are you?
money money,
i love you and i miss you lah.
come back to me pls.

...

blahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

ytd went dinner with family.
i was like total pissed off.
VERY!
but nvm,
suan le.

and darling they all went chomp chomp w/o me.
ahhhhhhhhhhhh!
they get to enjoy all e nice food.
:(

after tt home to watch tv.
im addicted to tv now.
i dont know why.

den met ly mic and yt,
and off to supper session.
chit chat everything under e sun.
nono.
is under e moon.
practically everything from top to toe.

chatted to 2.30am.
me and ly,
send everyone home.
took 1 hr.
my leg is like damn tiring.
hohoho.
take it as exercising to burn fats.

back home,
went blog hopping till 6am.
i dont know what im reading lah.
took me 2 hrs to read tt person's blog.
nvm,
i do envy her life,
she got her love doting on her, etc.

work,
and gonna go melvin daddy's bbq later on.

and tml,
weelee's bdae celebration,
and family gathering at da jiu hse.
dont know want go whr.
=.=
shall see how.


kent just send me a video on carefree guys.
damn nice lor.
very creative.
thumbs up.
claps claps!


alright,
i do envy their bonds between them.




im going crazy~












you know i hate it.
den dont do it.

...

HEHHEHHEH!!
FIRSTLY,
A VERY HAPPY TO MY motherly-like-tall SIS,
TAN JING ER,
FUTURE ________________.
BEST WISHES.
=D

she got e motherly feeling~
hohoho.
and so tall like my mum?!?!
you know im JEALOUS?!?!
simply because im shortest in e house!!
oh 我的天!

hehheh,
im so glad to be e first to wish her lor.
and she got e bdae kiss from me.
wahahas.
i bet she is so honoured to be my sis.
ROFL~
>.<


another GREAT news to announce is,
FREAKING EXAM IS FINALLY OVER!
HIP HIP HURRAY!
HIP HIP HURRAY!
HIP HIP HURRAY!!
wellwell,
im not tt happy actually.
god knows why.


alright alright.
i started studying at 2am after slacking so much.
studied and did almost all e exam papers.
studied to 6am+,
decided to go slp.
but freaking hell,
i couldnt get to slp.
lie on bed for 2 hrs?
cus when mummy left for work at 8am,
im still not aslp yet.
bullshit.

finally i fall aslp.
but i dreamt of my freaking paper.
i dreamt tt i dont know what is PRICING STRATEGY!
oh yeah man.
i know ok!
stupid dream.

was so afraid i will overslept,
and kept waking up to check e time.
alright,
i have to admit im dumb and stupid.
i woke up to look at my PHONE to see e time,
and i dont-know-whats-e-freaking-idiotic prob with me.
i stood up,
walk to living room,
toilet,
sis room,
mummy room,
search my hse up and down,
you know for what?!?!
MY PHONE!

walk back to my room and see my PHONE on my side table.
and i laugh out loud at myself.
and back to slp.
sounds so stupid.
and im always e one doing stupid stuff.

alarm rang at 11+,
woke up and prepare to sch.
god knows how long i have been slping.
im freaking~ TIRED.

studied on bus,
to sch for econs paper first.
woah,
ez one.
love it man.
but,
after tt check ans,
realise alot wrong.
arghh.

lunch-ed,
and to proj room to study for marketing.
i think i laugh more than i studied lah.
simply cus im too tired and going crazy.

7pm strike,
woohoo.
marketing paper.
read thru e paper.
*&^%$
no words to describe man.
its like freaking difficult lor.
i cant even remember i did study.
ask me qn on requirement,
i gave them stupid ans that my brain generates.
there goes my 10marks.

all essay qn,
im like writing dont know what.
all short short ans.
die man.

i finished e whole paper in nearly 45 mins out of e 2 hrs.
sat thr waiting for ppl i know to leave.
i dont know why.
so boring.

finally!
8.02pm...
i saw winson leaving from e other side.
hohoho.
and i raise my hand and left.

bus-ed back to cwp.
waited for dad to come fetch me and mummy.
wento 211 for dinner.
yummie.
(:

actually gonna go chomp chomp for dinner tml with darling and girls.
but dad bringing us out for dinner for sis bdae celebration.
bo bian.
sorry girls!
another day yea.
no worries.
i wont 4get e treat lah.
haas.




im kinda sad lah.
i dont know why.
maybe because i did badly for my last paper?
so demoralised.
or maybe its because of my dad?
or isit because of my mum?
nono,
or maybe,
its tt god-knows reason.
i hope so.

now exams are over,
what am i gonna do man.
so bored lah.
i want money.
can money drop down from e sky pls~
fat hope man.

i want work lor.
WORK WORK WORK!

0h yeah oh yeah!!
i got employed by LV as sales assistant!!
like shit only.
ignore me.
im just entertaining myself.
hohoho.


bored lah.
can anyone tell me what to do?
other than go shopping and spend money.
:((


i wanna TALK!!
好烦好闷啊!!!






dearie and me on k singing tt day. (:

tadah! take a look at how hardworking are we.
candid shot by darling.

...

alright.
now is already 12.21am,
and im still not studying.
i know im lazy.
let me finish blogging first.
seems like i got loads of things to say.

flip thru notes in e afternoon,
prepared and out to meet e girls.
chose e present for damn long.
hohoho.
the guys better treasure it.
damn ex ok!

den headed down to ben ho hse.
had buffet,
blahblahblah.
watch tv,
eat cake,
take pic,
slack ard in his room,
open present,
eat again.
and finally i 舍得 leave his hse.
suppose to go home at 10,
but i left at 12?
yea,
claps for me.

now finally at home.
got loads of things to say.


tian ah!
tell me what is friendship.
could no longer feel e bond.
ahhhhhh.


ps,
chatted with xh on phone,
till cannot stop.
and didnt realise now is already 1.40am.
wahahas.
die,
gotta go study now.
lucks man.

...

I NEED A JOB BADLY.
:((
BOOHOO~