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i detest ppl who are not filial.
how can they treat someone who brought them to this earth so badly?
dont you feel e heart ache when you do tt?
dont you know whats e importance of your close ones, especially your parents?
wtf, i hope one day you will suffer e same feeling as her.
it hurts me so much to see her this way.

母女/子没有各夜仇...
remember, what comes ard goes ard.
dont wait till e day you needed them by your side,
and they are not there.
regret? too late.
treasure.

没有父母是不爱自己的儿女,
只有儿女选择抛开父母的爱.
think through.


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ah ma and jiangyue are here to stay.
chenpapa went to fetch her here.
it sometimes hurts me to see her sitting there staring into space,
washing clothes in the toilet when she cant even squat down,
worrying for them when i dont think they are even worrying bout her,
doing this and doing that for us.
i know it hurts her even more when they treated her tt way.
just hope e days she is here with us,
they will think through thoroughly.




long long time since i post.
and i have not got a job yet!
so bored sias.
have been sending job applications everyday,
and only a few called back!
and i rejected those.
cus e job i applied, they offer me another one tt i dont want. ):


last sun work was so so tiring!
thou most of e time we were just sitting thr mending e booth.
however it was quite fun.
just tt my temper/attitude got a little carried away.
sorry 傻傻的imouto!
but mummy was very nice to cook dinner for us when she knew tt we haven had dinner.
thank you mummy!



nice group outing with peeps at astons last week.
was niceeee one.
and tml nelson and peeps gonna enlist le.
haha see you all soon, botak!



and congrats sy and d for passing TP!!
(:

有时候不是对方不在乎你, 而是你把对方看得太重.

Hello,
This is Jocelyn's mum's third daughter, which is me :)
I'm currently helping this dumb swine to update her blog as you see it's so dead.
Yeah, I hack into her blog.
Guess what is she doing now ?


Haha ! Of course finding job lar !
And you know why she wanna find a job ?
Because she agree to give me money for shopping, isn't her great ?
HAHA ! Butbutbut, that doesn't change the fact that I detest her ! HAHA !
She also did say she hate me alot alot.
But deep down her heart, you know, I know, SHE LOVE ME ALOT ALOT !
She said before she willing to die for me too oh. VERY LESBIAN HOR ? o.O


Never mind, this is call power of sister, I think ? :S
Alright, I just wanted to tell you guys that, she is very good old sister.
I'm also her very good young sister, that's why I'm here to help her update.
I think when she read this, she will be very very grateful to me.
And by the time, she won't say she hate me anymore !


Tell you what, she is a hungry woman now, she will snatch what you're eating now.
BEWARE !
AIYA, this stupid lappy no webcam if not I can take a pic of what she is eating now.
Just now she keep snatching my chocalate when I'm eating.
TSKTSKTSK.
And she think her food is very attracting ==''


Her blog is lack of photos so I'll be helping her to post one of my photo.
Like what the f. I know.
Reason being, I don't have her ugly photo now so I shall post my photo. HAHA !
You might still be wondering who on earth am I.

Here you go,




I know she'll be very touch and tears.
HAHAHA !

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i need advise advise and more advise pls.
im so so frustrated.
leave some comments for me?
):

should i give up tuition and look for a full time job?
or should i work part time at ymca and continue with tuition.
sigh.


at certain moments i have e decision alr,
but e next, im confused again.



and and happy birthday to my babe trish!
and not forgetting happy birthday to xueying and my kid tml!!!
<3

...

back with photos.

esther's 21st bdae celebration was great!
was superb fun man.
but e finding of carpark lots was so so disastrous.
i have to park super far away and walk all e way to costa sand.
nonetheless, i enjoyed myself tt night with my lovely classmates.
cam-whoring, chatting, laughing, mj-ing and many more!
more photos at my facebook!
and i hope you enjoy lessie!
cheers and all e best to your future yea!
<3>

and i guess i found a job?

isit good or isit bad?

and i have a sudden urge to further study,

but mum and dad says no.

why?!?!?!

birthday girl!

and lastly, my bro above is siloso hotbod contestant! do vote for him at http://www.silosohotbods.com.sg/

H20 Koh Jin Min!

just simply sign up and you can vote!
he got nice nice bods. haahahhaha!
:x
tyvm!

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This post gonna be a long long long post.
Ytd marked e end of my poly life, which means e start of my working life.
I have officially graduated!
E grad ceremony was so awesome.
I almost tear-ed.
And now i misses sch and poly mates so much now.

Well well, thank you my momo.
For all e things you did for me for e past 3 yrs,
Giving me everything tt i needed and nth tt i should worry about.
Your support, your love and many other things.
I love you momo!

And not forgetting my daddy, sis-es, babay and all my beloved friends! (:

I had a great evening in sch ytd.
Momo and dearest sis came to see me. <3
Was so nervous b4 going up e stage but thanks to babay’s msg tt gave me e courage!
Ended everything smoothly and it’s time for pics taking!
Took superb loads of pics.
My kiasu momo kept asking me to take loads of photos.
Haha sry ppl! :x
And im so so happy lur.
I took pics with my cutie pie!
Tsk tsk, darling you remember who is it? haha.

After tt we had a long long time queuing up to refund our gown.
Stupid company, e way they do refund is so so omfg.
And as usual, dr matthew sim is still so distracted by my eyes when talking to me.
Haha! Guess he loves my eyes alot. :x
Headed to bedok 85 with momo and sis to buy food back home to eat.
I so so enjoyed myself tt evening!
And babay, did you regret tt you didnt attend? :x


Shall send you all e pics soon yea, and send me yours too!


And a happy belated bdae to the hunk sam sam and my babe peiyin!

An early bdae celebration for py at east coast last week.
Was fun hanging out with them with those funny stunts we had.
And e bbq food was yummmyyyyy~
Girl, hope you enjoy your day yea! (:


And today, met up with winnie for shopping at bugis!
Nvr buy much stuffs due to ka-ching running out.
However, i had fun with her today.
We took loads of pics, chatted alot and even ate alot!
Gosh, we went back home with two big and round stomach.
Haha.
And we shall meet up soon yea! <3


And i have been eating nonstop this few days.
Its time to slim down yo.
And some tanning sessions soon my girls!

Jovine and co gathering at nsrcc chalet tml,
And class chalet and esther's 21st celebration on fri and sat!
Cant wait.


And and i need a job soon,
To kill all my extra and boring time,
And also at e same time earn some ka-ching! (:



Will post grad and py's celebration pics soon,
Meanwhile, uploaded e pics below. =D

her treat for me. cheesecakes! but i got no pics of my treats for her. ):

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"a mother is e truest friend we have,
when trials, heavy and sudden, fall upon us;
when adversity takes e place of prosperity;
when friends who rejoice with us in our sunshine,
desert us when troubles thicken around us,
still will she cling to us,
and endeavor by her kind precepts and counsels to dissipate e clouds of darkness,
and cause peace to return to our hearts."

- Washington Irving

...

happy momo day!
love you chenmama!
hope you enjoyed e dinner last night!
<3


update soon.
going back to msia for celebration.
(:

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im starting to feel panic-ky in me.
but i just dont have e motivation to look for a job.



mum's bdae celebration was great.
had a feast at sembawang seafood place.
so long since we last sat down tgt to eat as a family.
happy belated bdae chenmama!


after tt headed to wq's 21st bdae celebration.
mj-ed and i lost superb alot.
hoho.
and happy bdae in advance!
(:



and there are more bdae coming up.











什么都不是,
只是对自己没信心.

...

sometimes blogging do get a little bored.


i got so much time i dont know what to do with them.
i guess i needed a job soon,
not for e $,
but to spend all my excess time on.
mummy ask me go back wgs teach.
should i or should i not.


and thanks sw for acc me back to tp ytd.
tried out my grad robe and its prettaye!
love it so much!
but well, its a little too ex.
got my portfolio and realise i got too much books in my lockers.
how am i going to carry all of them back?!



batam later on at night, maybe?



and am i really becoming very demanding?
its all for your own good my dear.
or maybe its e time of e month.

...

interview was ok.
cab thr and cab back.
but i cant make up my mind to accept or not to.
firstly, its damn far.
secondly, e pay is damn low, extremely low.
but e good thing is e boss will sponsor me for courses!
and she told me if i finish all courses,
pay will rise very high, but will take time lah.
anw, its childcare job!
and when i reached thr,
seeing those little devils sleeping is like omg,
damn cute.
however, im nt sure if i can survive on tt pay.
=


and my temper is getting so bad this few days.
ytd was super duper angry with my kid when i went over for tuition.
i almost felt like slapping her sias.
homework not done, my test paper fail, wtf.
like i teach for nth.
i just told her off and she started to stare at me and keep mumbling to herself. =.=
you cant imagine her evil eyes sias.
tt totally spoils my mood of e day.


night went shopping for bbq food for sis's bdae celebration this fri.
thanks d and sw for helping!




and i dont knw what got over me last night.
e feeling is terrible.
sorry bebe.

...

fcuked up!










and hopefully my interview tml will pass smoothly.

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i have been slacking for so long alr.
no job = no money
so saddening one leh.
anw, d's sis helped me found a job at childcare centre at hougang.
gotta call them tml.
thanks so much!
i need to change this kind of lifestyle,
if not from next week onwards i will be superb boredddddd to e max.

and im so addicted in going lan shop now.
COH with d and co,
and then my favourite curry puff next door!



im so tired.
everyday have to nap in e noon if not i will be so sleepy e whole day.
whats wrong with me ??





p.s. cheer up bebebebebebe!
no point cry over spilled milk yea.
you can do better e next time round.
jiayou! (:

p.s.s. hope you are doing fine now sweetie!
call me when you need any help k!
misses.


p.s.s.s. i missed class outing ytd,
organise another soon bro!


p.s.s.s.s. and i miss e girls,
have to catch up with them soon.

(:

....

check it out.
so damn nice and creative.
baaaaaaa~
must watch!






and i just remembered,
i nearly died last night driving back from vivo!
nearly had a serious accident banging into e wall at e tunnel.
phew, my heart almost jump out from my mouth.
reckless driver i am.

...

lost e interest to blog alr.
but i got nth to do now so update a little.

meet ups with sweets tt day and we toured ard cwp for e whole day.
cant believe it man.
visited huini at work. (:

and then confessions of a shopaholic movie tt day with d.
was a super nice show,
thou storybooks are much more better!
go watch if you havent.


what else?
other than tt i think im mostly slacking at hm or having tuition.
what a boring life.
i should get a job soon.
but i wanna start my own biz.
decisions needed to make btw e two choices.

headed back to msia on sun for qing ming.
went to pray for shushu.
oh gosh.
its been so long since i went to pray for him.
e place with cramped with ppl queuing up for their turns to pray,
and my little devil cousins are running ard making me dizzy.

night shopping at jusco and thanks mum for buyin so much stuffs for me!
LOVES!


alrights pics below.

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Trip to Army Museum with e usual cliques.

gun shooting game.

me with e medic car. i wonder why my face look so spastic.

army museum was fun with those shows. but not much pics taken thou.

Next up.
Bangkok trip! ♥

2nd day: floating market.

xuan.

busy buying stuffs.

next stop: elephant farm.

oooh i love this elephant. soo ke ai. feed him with bananas and he bowed to say thank you to us.

but his saliva landed on me when he was doing it. ):

next stop: rose garden.

e scenery is damn pretty, seriously.

next stop: central night market.

and last night packing stuffs in our messsssyyyy room.

my loots back.
and byebye bkk. will visit you soon alrights. (:

not much pics for bkk too. busy with shopping. =D