...

no more bangkok trip till dec holi.
sigh sigh.
damn e *TOOT* gov.
on my right hand i wanted to go now so so much,
dont want waste e money i've alr paid,
see them protest (like fun lur),
have my shopping spree,
but on my left hand its damn dangerous,
we might end up coming back lying down. =.=
ok kidding.

air tics have been postponed to dec,
only tt we have to pay more.
hope hotel can postpone w/o any extra charges please.

daddy is damn happy when i phone him this morning bout e trip.
=.=

ok end of ranting bout e trip.


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after exam damn busy de leh.
alot of activities.

met up with kathy and eelin to bugis.
change money for thai trip !_!
sigh.
had a nice shopping spree with them thou i didnt buy much stuff.
haha.

headed to wait for xh at IT fair,
den jon ah jon drove all of us back for supper.
thank you so much!
and they are damn damn funny.
promise i will drive you all out soon k!

and ytd was sophia's bdae celebration at a 'i-forgotten-e-name' pub.
terror man!
i swear i dont dare to drink like tt anymore.
i almost hang over.
like wtf!
not my bdae lur. =.=
anw, thanks d and sweets for taking care of me.
(:


what am i gonna do e whole week?!?!
should i start attachment early?
sigh.

...

i guess today is a 'dui bu qi' day for me.
i have been saying dui bu qi to ppl for e whole day.
sigh.

im so so tired.
plain tired tt i didnt eat anything b4 my med.
so serve me right for having gastric pain now.



i guess im not fierce enough to my 2 kids.
because both mums just asked me to be fierce-r to them today.
how to!
no wonder my devil kid dares to talk back.
sigh.
but im glad she scored well for all her exams.
effort not wasted.


从一个脾气爆燥,
到现在一个连生气都不懂得怎样发脾气的我,
到底是怎样度过/忍过去的?
神啊救救我吧!

...

i think im e dumbest, blur-est and e most clumsy-ness girl in e world man.
how can i always send msg to e wrong ppl.
im so so so sorry.
真受不了我自己.
roarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!
愧疚,愧疚and more 愧疚.
RAWRRRRRRR~


i miss my girls damn loads.
i wanna go bangkok so much,
so pls pls stop e riots.
i dont wish to see my $ fly away. $.$



credit card bill comes again.
omgosh 170bucks.
siannnnn.
i guess i should stop using it.
xh and lyun! i know you two very willing to pay for me.
haha thanks ah!

off to tuition for devil kid.



我害怕翻起那些伤心回忆,
连碰的勇气都没有...

...

bangkok riot comes just not at e right time.
daddy doesnt want me to go. ='(
daddy and mummy says later they will chop off my head,
and walk ard with it.
haha! like so funny.
but well, its true.
nvm even if daddy doesnt want to drive me to airport,
i will cab thr myself!
evil me.


initially changing currency with kathy on thur one.
but e riot causes e exchange rate to drop.
sighhhhhh!!!
why lidat!


exam started.
tml last paper and e most difficult, like finally.
i just cant wait man.
MA paper was alright.
just as i tot i will get all my calculations correct,
eelin told me my careless mistake,
damn sadded sias.
but i hope this paper can pull up my grade.


i felt so psycho-tic.
because i felt so excited when i step into hospital tt day.
my eyes just cant get off those nurses and docs.
i so so envy them working in hospital.
i like e atmosohere and e smell of hospital.
i cant believe it also.
now im having second tots of being a paramedic and take up nurses course instead.
what should i do man.


anw,
i hope i have money left for my kitty phone when im back.
mummy mummy, sponsor me more k!
LOVES!

...

im so sad tt singapore lost to china.
i wanted singapore to win so much,
probably cus i dont really favour china.
haha!

today's paper is a killer.
all must relate to olympics or f1 race.
so damn damn cus i dont knw how to relate.
overall can get C i very happy alr.

fated to love you is damn nice man.
im so addicted to it now tt i keep watching and not studying.
hopefully i get to study at work tml.


mummy was damn nice nowadays.
she gave me money to see a private doc for my dear face,
cus its like still e same as b4.
now i have more meds to eat and more cream to apply for e whole day.
hopefully it will be better one month later when i go back for appointment.
*prays*



and and im so into hello kitty phone nowadays.
i wanna get one when im back from bangkok!
but i dont knw which one to choose.
any suggestions?

they try to pull me away,

but they dont knw e truth.

...

why am i always so blurrrrr!
sigh.
forgotten to do peer appraisal for events mgt and got an F for tt.
wtf! pulled down my overall grade.
sigh sigh sigh.
so demoralised now.
scored badly for all modules.
no mood to study for exams alr.

sis korean buddy is here ytd.
communication barrier.
she like dont want to talk to us. =.=
mummy wanna bring her out to eat crabs, prawns and curry fish head,
but she doesnt want to go out eat =.=
instead i ordered pizza for dinner.
i think she feels bored staying at our hse.
hah!


pics with pushcart seller's in sch.
best friend with them alr.
guess im their good good customers.
haha.

...

happy belated bdae shi wei!
i hope you enjoy e k-singing!
may you have e best wishes.

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im so sadded.
angry with my reckless-ness and sis's dumb-ness.
now psp and ms is spoiled.
cannot on cannot do anything, cannot play!
now i hope johnson is able to fix it for me.
sorry d. =(
and thanks johnson for always helping me.

headache and tiredness is chasing after me recently.
feeling so stress up over exams and many other little stuffs in life.

on a side note,
celebrated sw's bdae ytd at teoheng.
3 hrs is like too short.
but damn cheap lur 9bucks each.
den headed to vista park for e usual chitchatting session.

den, i met up with caiyun, xuenie and xiaohui to bugis today.
had our chatting, cam-whoring and shopping session.
hope we will meet up sooon.

bus to suntec to meet up with bdae boy and co at career fair.
im happy tt im a step nearer to my dream,
but still have to depend on my luck.
HOWEVER!! they want me to increase my weight!!!
hollllllyyy mama papa.
sigh im alr like damn fat fat le.
=((

off to bed.
tuition for my devil kid early morning.
sigh.

...

sick sick sick!
all because of damn damn sis passing it to me.


but im nice,
even thou im not feeling well,
i still acc-ed jinger to bugis for her shopping spree after test.
she damn rich can!
whatever nice one she will say "buy lor!"
damn!
why do i have such a rich sis when im so poor.
rahhhhhhhhhh!
anw she said she will cover all my transport fee and dinner.
how nice is she!
i love my sis!


and sis's korean buddy is coming our house to stay next week.
sian mummy wants me to pack my room,
hopefully she is not going to ask me to give up my room.



and sw very nice,
acc me to vivo today.
i had a very fullllllll and ex carl's junior for dinner.
and i had fun walking round daiso buying la bi xiao xin biscuits!
haha.
thanks sw!


exam start next fri.
holly mamapapa!

emo kid, LOVES! <33

...

money not enough 2 is damn nice lur.
i tear like nobody's business.
its a must must watch!

olympic gymnastics is damn nice to watch can!
and im so so into e jap guy hiroyuki tomita.
he damn cute and shuai man.
even his name also sounds so cute.
ok i sounds so bimbotic now.


back to msia to pray to dearest shushu's.
not e right time of e mth so i just sat there throughout e whole ceremony.
my little lovies are damn cute man.
especially meimei when she said those cute words.
damn funny.
dad was damn nice also,
brought us to giant and me and sis-es bought damn loads of stuffs.
hoho, picnic at home.

and ah ma damn nice.
gave me ang bao for bangkok trip.
i love you ah ma!


and girls girls!
we still have free entrance to power house, remember?!?!
misses <3


最美的是你名字...

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after so long,
i have a sudden urge to visit ah ma and ah gong today.
headed str8 after tuition.
played ard with shu han and had dinner thr.
i miss missssss ah ma's cooking.
it hurts so much to hear ah gong telling me bout his health.
i ought to be visiting them more often.


having restless nights nowadays.
i wonder why.
maybe im having too much tots on my mind.
maybe im too stress.


and i hope one mth faster pass.
my face is fugly now cus of e effects of e med,
and on e other hand,
im soo sooo looking towards bangkok trip!!




ok gone, bye.




will you fulfill my wish?

...

im damn angry angry and angry.
angry till i cant think properly.
i guess i have nvr felt so ps b4 man.
all because of my dumb sis.
sigh.



no mood no mood no mood!
and i cant stop thinking bout e incident.
wtf.

...

damn long since i last blog.
im purely lazyyyy.

projs submission all over!
left with one more presentation,
and then it will be examsssss.
i have to study hard alr.

had 日本村 tt day at novena with ah d.
hmms not really tt cheap thou.
i prefer sakae still.
but their sashimi yummyyyy.


and i wento polyclinic with sis today.
she went to collect her lab test result while i wento see a doc for my dear dear face.
one medication for one mth before going back for another appointment.
and their service is damn inefficiency.
we waited 3 1/2 hrs man.
like wtf! still got so many patients den some doc left first.
idiot.


gotta go watch money not enough alr.
money not enough still want watch money not enough =.=

ok bye!