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i need time time and more time.

guess ah ma and my cuties come at e wrong timing.
i hope i will be able to study for midsemtest with them ard.
pray hard man.

and i hope sch approve my sip.



i dont knw why,
i have a sudden second tots of being paramedic.
i am not very sure if im able to do it.
not because im scared of what,
but i guess i cant take death easily,
when my job will be revolving ard life and death.
i cant imagine myself working for one day,
and then emo for e whole week.
=.=
yes i knw im weird.



crea8ted events mgt blog.
bipoobipoo-jocelyn.blogspot.com
what a lousy name, i know.
but i cant think of any name le lah!
when free den do e skin.




guess have to slp alr.
im lacking of slp recently.
sigh.




i knw it hurts alot.

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ah ma, meimei boyboy and huixin coming my hse to stay!
happy kid i am.
(:




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i was told bout e tragic news tt happen ytd.
r.i.p ah john.


life... what is it?

...

i shut my eyes in order to see

happy belated birthday larry!
best wishes yea.
sorry didnt attend your celebration ytd.
hope you enjoy.
(:

last sat was pm and xy's bdae celebration at nos pub.
nice outing with them.
drink sing play crap.
love them loads lur.
but sorry girls i have smth on and have to leave first.
hope e bdae girls enjoy their night!

sun went to look for xh and den settle sip thingy.
i hope sch approve lur.

and napfa test is on july 3rd.
i have to go train alr man.
sigh.

today's sis o lvl chi.
hope she did well.


wouldnt it be nice if my room is cadbury~

tong x 9999999999999999999999999999999999999999
=((

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Life is all about choices and more choices.

yoohooo ppl,
uploaded some pics.
very randomly.
lazy to rearrange them.

very sad man,
my hair not natural le lur.
like so ugly now.
and its sooooo painful and terror when i slp.
sigh sigh sigh.
pay $ to suffer.
nice one.
and my curler sucks like hell.
my hair doesnt even curl at all.
HUR!

sent out some resume,
and i just received a rejected email from Four Seasons Hotel.
oh damn,
they say their SIP places full alr.
blame me on my laziness.

and my p1 kid scored supo badly for her mye.
i dont knw why.
she doesnt even bother to memorise what i taught her for compo.
forget it.
and i supo enjoy my tuition with my k2 kid.
he is damn funny and cute man.
have been playing and joking ard during tuiton.
now abit bu she de give up tuition for him.

and im very dumb,
ultra dumb on tue.
there is no tutorial and i didnt knw man!
like wth lah.
so i headed to sch,
to find my class dark and empty.
heng is nelson and joyce was with me.
haha, e dumb us.
so i stayed and slack in sch till lec time.
and i love lec tt day cus lecturer showed us a very meaningful slideshow.
from today onwards,
i will wake up choosing to be in a happy mood den bad mood.
(:

tried doing my tutorial work and i dont understand a single thing.
guess i have to start going for lec.
i hate managerial accounting.

enough of my rantings.
xiaohui! here you go, my pics haha.


my cutie boy boy.
ok, this is ripped from sis's blog tts why alot of her face. see e cute baby!!!!
overdue mos pics.

my mei mei!!!

me and cousin after hair extension.

ok e end.

i want slp liao.
prac, proj meeting and lesson tml.
sigh.

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如果人生没有烦恼,
能活得无忧无虑,
像在天空飞翔的鸟儿,
那该有多好.

再见.

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16th May: HAPPY BIRTHDAY MRGOHJIANCHONG!

18th May: HAPPY BIRTHDAY SAM!

19th MAY: HAPPY BIRTHDAY PEIYIN!!!!!

may all of you have e bestest wish.
hope you all enjoyed your day. (:

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im damn pissed off now.
supposed to be feeling excited,
but e excitement dies down when i reach home.
*TOOT* you man.


fri had tuition and prac den jeremy & jovine came to fetch me for sashimi treat.
yummie man.
but i dont tt *TOOT* did not appreciate it.
forget it.

sat had a nice nice outing with e girls celebrating py's bdae.
i hope she enjoy it!
we had ajisen for dinner,
which was soo yumm yummm.
den we headed for movie, OVER E DEAD BODY.
damn nice and funny man!!
den eating cake session baked by mic.
yummmm.

i left after cutting e cake to meet up with classmates at clarke quay for esther's advance bdae celebration at attica.
ooooohhhh, dress code is blue and white.
imagine us all in blue and white walking to attica.
haha.
it was a nice one.
drink, dance, cam-whoring!
my leg couldnt take it anymore so i headed back first.
i almost felt like crying walking back wearing my killer shoe.
爱美不要命.

anw, i hope both of them enjoyed their night. (:




TODAY,
i had hair extension with sis and cousina at city plaza.
mine is super duper long long long.
i felt so much like a ghost now.
but i quite like it when e hair stylist perm it for me.
overall 3 of us spent super alot at tt shop,
but thanks xiao yi for sponsoring us. (:
to xiao yi hse slack a little and cab back to meet sw wq and ly.

i kind of dread going home everyday now.
i hate tt comments you always give.
you make me feel so disappointed in you.
sigh,
家家有本难念的经.

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gosh!
im so blur today!
forgotten to bring my phone out,
and surprisingly, i survived w/o it.
but i 'd a sooooooo i-dont-know-what-to-describe feeling in me.
anw, m so glad to be back with my phone again.
sounds so blahh blahh.

anw, i had a very nice nice mothers' day celebration at msia.
so damn happy to see everyone again.
especially ah ma and all my cuties.
now one more member added to our family.
e baby is oh-my-god cute can!
how i wish he is my son. haha!
shall upload my cuties pics soon.

guess i ate too much heaty food tt i fell real sick on tue.
skipped sch and went to see doc.
thanks ah dum for acc-ing me. (:
think i literally sleep all e way man.
must be e med effect.
and thanks sw for e pi pa gao drink!
thou its taste so bitter,
but i felt much better. (:

i sold prac today cus LOA wasnt approved by my teacher.
damn.
2 weeks since i went for my lesson alr.
guess im pure lazy.

and sat will be py's bdae celebration in e noon,
and esther's bdae celebration in e night at pub/club?
i dont knw.
its gonna be a nice nice day of celebrations!
love you ppl!

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e personal life deeply lived always expands into truths beyond itself

bi poo bi pooo~
i had a great time this few days.
juggling btw sch, tuition and chilling out.

cant remember much but i had a nice nice outing to eski bar at boat quay ytd!
with my lovely cliques,
yanni, weizhi, bell, francis and their lovely classmates.
thank you all for waiting for me till i finish sch! =D
we ordered one bottle of hard liquor, fooooddd and my favourite e-valenche.
damn nice and fun thr.
e sub 0 degree room is damn freaking cold man.
i can feel e pain in my bones.

and today i had a nice nice class outing too!
met up with some of them at bugis.
while waiting for them,
i went for a supo dupo fast shopping spree,
and spent damn loads of money.
headed to haji lane,
damn nice e place.
i guess i hafta save more money to shop thr next time.

after tt we bus-ed down to parkway,
met up with e rest and headed to Aston for dinner.
thank you ad and her gf for queue-ing for us!
e dinner was supo nice and cheap!
until now im still thinking of my fooooddddd.
but thinking of queue-ing, sigh.
but highly recommended, go eat go eat!

headed to parkway arcade.
saw a lil boy supo cute.
he climbed up e bball machine,
and keep waving at e sensor.
no wonder e top score thr so high.
haha!

anw,
tml mothers' day,
HAPPY MOTHERS' DAY!
gonna go back msia for celebration.
i miss miss them.
(:

TAKE NOTE!!!!

thinking of giving up one of my tuition.
anybody wanna be a tuition teacher?
must be commited, always free on any 2 weekdays afternoon,
and preferably a girl!
haha, pay not bad. (:

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY SOTONG TEO WENSHENG!
may you have e bestestt wish yea!
enjoy!
(:

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY LEE WEIQIANG.
many many of e best wishes.
(:

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DUMB ASS SIS, CHEN MEI MEI!

祝你越来越肥!
肥死你!
hahaha!

:x

first bdae kiss from me leh,
honoured anot.
hahaha!

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its not impt how much love you build at e beginning,
but how much love you build at e end.

oh mama,
i felt so sinful.
sigh.

last fri was mummy's bdae celebration.
wanted to treat her to sakae,
but she prefer eating at 515. =.=
but e crabbies are damn damn nice man.
yummie.

sat morning went for tuition and then to wq's bdae celebration.
had steamboat at bugis.
e steamboat quite nice lur, but a lil costly.
den we headed to qool bar at clarke quay.
drink and sing and talk and play.
nice nice one.
so long since i last went out to chill.
hope he had fun. (:

while walking to take bus to sch today,
i saw 2 siling pri boys abusing a poor bird.
i think e bird is dead man.
after tt e boys kicked e bird onto e road and ran off cus i was looking at them.
i felt so terrible whenever a car pass by e bird,
felt very heartpain to see e bird going thru all those sufferings.
i felt so sinful for not stopping e @#%&#$^#$% boys.
im sorry bird,
please dont come back find me.

sch was boring today.
went sch for 2 hrs only.
sian lur.
and im so restless and restless.
back home for a quick dinner and out for tuition again.

sometimes i wonder why i work so hard,
filling my weekdays schedule so tight.
shrugs.

have to skip tml client briefing for tuition,
im sorry team mates!
help me listen and take notes.
thankyou! (:

and my pretty event mgt tutor is so weird.
have to cre8 blog to post our sch work and mindmaps every week.
sian, too busy to cre8 one.
using this blog will bore everyone and riskkky,
in case i wanna say anything bad bout sch. :x

gonna rest alr.
night peeps!

and i miss my girls,
clubbing soon. =D

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST DEAREST 陈妈妈.
i love you to e max.
smoochies!
<33


off to sch-

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e essence of all beautiful art, all great art, is gratitude.

first week of tutorial and so far so good.
lessons are quite fun and interesting.
and so honoured to have sucha preetttyyyy tutor and funnnyyy lecturer.
e only thing i hate sch is grp forming time.
i hate making decisions.
blahhhhhhhhh.

im finally almost done with my driving lessons.
now i can relax abit.
TP!! vrrrooommm.

and i supo dupo love love my classmates.
thou i cant spend much time with them this sem,
but i will try to attend sch more often to see them.


anw its labour day!!
labour day means no tuition,
yippeeee!
but sigh, all change day actually.


and thankyou my dear jovine.
she gave me a very nice nice navel stud today.
thank you so much!
<33


i know i know, a boring post,
but who cares.