...

不是幸福的人才会微笑,
而是微笑的人才会幸福.

rahhhh rahhhhh!!
comm skills test is O-V-E-R!!
i think i wont score well.
booooo.

ytd after test had lunch with classmates at century square.
skipped a&p and met ly walk ard and back home.
nap nap nap and projjjjj.

today go sch early do nth.
damn tired lur.
went for revision lec,
den had lunch at mensa and had our presentation rehearsal at SAR.

and CRM presention is finally O-V-E-R!!
great job grp mates!


stayed and wait for SL camp interview.
think more than half of our class going for the camp!
wootsie!
LOVES!



oooh!
tests all coming alr lah!
and i haven start studying yet.
scored quite good for crm and a&p mid sem.
damn happy.
but end sem sure drop alot one.
hafta buck up.

and tml shopping day!!
finally.
(:

...

in disagreements with loved ones,
deal only with e current situation.
don’t bring up the past.

thank god for answering my prayers.


something terrible happened to shu shu ytd.
made a trip back to msia with all e worry-ness in me.
but i came back feeling lost of words.


i always felt tt my big grp of family members are all living happily with each other.
only after ytd incident,
i realise e r/s between them is terrible.
its like almost breaking apart.


was back early in e morning cus daddy and e rest wento made a police report,
while i stayed at shop with mummy, sis-es and shen shen.
while waiting, shen shen told us e whole story.
at tt point of time,
i have too many thoughts running thru my mind.
i could feel e pain in my heart.


its very heartbreaking to see shu shu ended up in this situation.
its EVEN more heartbreaking to see ah ma and gong gong getting so worried and getting thinner and thinner each day.
how i wish i can spend more time with them.


4 words to describe the whole incident.
heartbreaking, disappointed, dishearted, complicated.


现在才知道人心难测.
日防夜防 ; 家贼难防...






summative test later on,
good lucks to all my classmates.
and to me too.

...

懂得珍惜的人，才配拥有.

i sincerely pray hard to all the god(s) up there.
please bless shu shu with all you can.
let him return to us safe and sound.
we cant afford to lose another loved ones.
i care and i really do love them.

为什么人总是在要失去的时候,
才想要去珍惜.

是我不懂得珍惜吗?
我不配拥有.


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HAPPY BIRTHDAY IN ADVANCE TO ONG HUI NI AND CHEN YANNI.
many many of e best wishes.
loves to both of you.
<33


and sorry to yanni, jovine, bell, huiyun and weizhi.
last min back out from yanni's bdae celebration.



老天, 你听到我说的话吗?

...

a loving atmosphere in your home is e foundation for your life.

FINALLY!
NO MORE RUSHING FOR REPORTS!!!
YIPPPPEEEEEEE~

ytd is like omggggggg lur!
me and my crm grp mates stayed in sch till 10pm to rush our report.
like wahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!
i almost felt like dying.
but i was shocked to still see so many ppl in sch doing their projs.
actually its quite fun to stay so late in sch once in a while lah.

but i reached home nearly 12am.
edit alittle of our report, do cue cards for next day presentation and slp.

but i couldnt wake up in e morning for club&resort lesson.
booooo,
headed to sch,
did a little of touch up for crm report,
den print and rehearse travel presentation.

anw,
good work travel grp mates!!
well done for today's presentation!
you all look so smart today. (:

and not to forget,
well done to crm grp mates!
we are finally done with our report!!
hope our hard work can get us an AAAAAAA!!!

anw,
i wanna apologise to all of them lah.
i know my attitude sucks a lot during proj rushing period.
very sorry ah.
不是故意的.


and wooo and ahhhh.
we had pics taking in class after presentation.
like so nice and fun lahhh.
i simply love my class soooo much.

now left with 2 presentation, 1 role play and 5 class test.
jiayou ppl!
LOVES!

its time for some gatherings and shopping timeeee!!!

...

live a good honourable life.
then when you get older & think back,
you’ll be able to enjoy it a second time.

VALENTINE COMING LE!!!!!
GUYS!!!
wanna get flowers for your gf, friends or secret admirers?????
VISIT http://www.valentine1402.livejournal.com/ OK!!!
SUPPORT ME AND MY FRIENDSSSSSSS!!!!
can tag me, mail me or leave a comment at e web k!
(:

GIRLSSS!!!
wanna get PSP slim or other electronic stuffs for your bf or friends????
VISIT http://www.sales365.blogspot.com/ OK!!!
(:


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hohoho,
do support ah!!
thanks thanks!!

anw,
a spider drop on my hand ytd!!!!!!
OH MY!!
what if e spider bit me?!?!?!
will i become a spiderwoman?
HOHOHO.
rubbish!

im shag.
very shag.
i cant remember when is e last time i went for lec.
booooo.

and fri is submission day.
think tml will stay in sch till very late again.
sigh sigh sigh!

finish and get over with it.
i want holi,
i want cny!!

...

remember tt silence is sometimes e best answer

im soo sooo soooo exhausted.
lack of sooooo much slp.
can i have 48 hrs in a day?
so i can replenish my slp.

anw,
im still so tired after a short nap.

crm report and comm skills assignment due this fri.
and its gonna kill me man.
damn stress.
i dont knw why lah.

dumb sch com,
couldnt save e edited report i done.
arghhhhhhhhh!
hafta redo later.

ytd presentation was alright lah.
but ms germaine wang said my voice is too high pitch.
will mehhhhhh??

but after presentation had a great chat with my classmates outside class,
and then went opposite sch to eat.
yes yes,
most of us going SL camp!!
and sentosa trip plus chalet~

and adeline plus joyce's reaction makes me wanna laugh.
haas.
its like rawhhhhh.
funny lur.


i want shopping shopping and more shopping trip.
next week shall be e day.


gotta get back to work.
all e best my dear classmates!!
JIAYOU!!
ending soon le.
(:

...

you never know what you have until its gone.

HAPPY BELATED BIRHDAY MY DEAEST JOVINE CHUANG.
hope you love tt bouquet of flowers. (:

fri is finally over.
i felt so relax.
now left with crm and comm skills plus all presentations and test.
good luck to me man.

ytd jovine, yanni and bell was at my hse.
we wanted to start a biz for valentine,
so we tried wrapping flowers.
oohhh and ahhhh.
damn difficult lah.
but end up,
we manage to anyhow wrap up those flowers we had.
and i made one bouquet for jovine as her bdae present.
(:

i hope this is e last time im wrapping those flowers.
supplier!! i want supplier!
anw, overall its quite fun lah.
nice afternoon spent with them.


i felt so empty,
like as if its empty inside my body.
why isit soo.
why why why.
booooo.

...

open arms to change, but don’t let go of your values.

rahhhhhhhhhhhhh.
I NEED TO RANTTTTT!

i need some time off from all those dummy projs.
and im now surrounded by papers, books and stationaries.
and im having a massive headache and a growling stomach.
damn it.

wthhhhh.
2 proj submission at 5pm later on!!
and im still doing now.
and e freaking time now is 12.55am.
i wannna slpppp lahhhh!!

have been skipping lecs recently to replenish my slp.
and then to sch for proj meeting.
and just now is e first time i stayed in sch till 8+pm to do proj.
is like damn lah.
i almost felt like crying sitting there doing with my other proj mates.
and i think we have been doing for consecutively 7+ hours,
till i forgotten i haven had my meals for e whole day.
like wtf.

back home dont even have e time to bathe.
like 我的天啊!

and i hope 5pm comes fast.
done and over with it fast fast pls.
nono,
this sem faster end.
class test and presentation all like near each other.
WHR GOT TIME LAH!

AND I HAVEN SHOP FOR MY CNY CLOTHES!!
BOOOOO.
sigh.

ok, i've wasted 10mins writing this post.
back to projs.


oh,
i miss my girls.
alot alot alot.


i need to de-stress.

p.s sorry ah zg,
make you wait for me at cwp for so long.
my apologies.

gone-

...

懂得珍惜的人，才配拥有；
握在手中的幸福，才是真的.

我好累,
真的好累.

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finally one proj down today.
im damn exhausted by it.
another 2 due on fri.
sigh.
and presentation plus class test next week.
booooooooooo.
i hate my life.
uber hate.

im uber shag,
SHAG!

i dont knw whats wrong with me.
i just dont know.
rahhhhhhhhhhhhh!
我为何还活在过去里?

...

每个人看每个人, 其中一眼是最后一眼.
问题是, 有谁知道那将会是最后一眼?

-by icantrememberwhoseblog.

dont you find e above sentence meaningful?
i agree with both hands and legs up.

HAPPY BELATED BDAE TO DEAREST PEARLYNE AI,
and and not forgetting HAPPY BELATED BDAE LESLIE!
many many best wishes to e both of you. (:

ytd i went for lec despite e tiredness in me.
because i get to see all my 1B13 peeps.
esther said to me during lec that ytd is e first time she saw all of us present for lec.
HOHOHO!
i guess im always e one missing during lec.

had lunch with them,
gossip a little,
and headed for crm tutorial.
glad tt our report is on track.
phew.
but loads of editing and work needs to be done.

headed home and i had a nap.
supposed to wake up watch tv one,
guess i was too tired,
i slept past e whole show.

finish compiling with my travel report and i wento slp again.

this morning i couldnt wake up for lec.
rush to sch for proj meeting,
den esther drove us to tm for lunch.
wento e 'restaurant-like-hkcafe' one.
cant remember e name.
not bad lah.
my fried maggie mee cost me 6$. LOL!
chit chatted and went back home.

now i think im going to slp again.
yes im a pig.
laugh all you want.
rahhhhhhhh!


AND PPL RECOMMEND ME TUITION JOB PLSSSS~

...

人的一生在乎的不是得到而是学到.

tts MC king tagline when he was still alive.
well, i find it very meaningful.


anw,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MS PEH YING TING!
many many many best wishes yea!

not forgetting a BELATED BIRTHDAY TO BI POO BI POO LEONG ENG!
(:


I LOVE MY GIRLS!

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projs are killing me slowly.
rahhhhhhhhhhhhh.
i didnt have much slp this few days.
my eye bag is getting darker and darker,
and e worst thing, pimple outbreak.
GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!

i managed to wake up for sch today,
and back home to prepare before i went out to meet my girls for yt's bdae celebration.

our ms peh is uber nice lur.
she treated us to 煮炒 and steamboat.
yummie yummie meal!
after tt we headed to fragrant there and had e cake cutting session.

uber funny things happen thr lur.
first thing is one cup of red wine topple,
next up is e cake throwing when our dear ms peh smash it on my face.
rahhhh, my fake lash drop. =.=

next up is our ms peh kena eggs throwing.
woots.
fun lah,
but we made alot of mess.
change venue to hide cus think police coming alr.

next up is pressie opening session.
damn funny can!
dont knw how to elaborate.
think my girls got video down.

pics pics pics!
and den im back home to bathe.

now i bet my face will have a more serious pimple outbreak.
booooooo~
ms pehhhh yingggg tinggggg!!!!!

anw,
i enjoyed myself with them even just for a few hours.
and i hope there will be more to come.
LOVES.

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next thing up.
我怎么了?
仿佛我已经不是我了.
dont ask me,
i dont know either.

...

why is life so unpredictable?

second post in just 1 hr.

very random,
i just wanna say,
I UBER MISS 1B13 PEEPS.

YANNI, HUIYUN, JOVINE, BELL, WEIZHI, UNCLE FRAN...

im super happy but at e same time sad when i receive yanni's testi.

when can we hang out again?
sigh.
i told them i will organise to meet during holi, but i did not do it.
sch alr start for 1 week le,
we didnt get to see each other in sch much,
not to say have e time to lunch tgt.
darn all those stupid projs.


next week,
i will go for lec,
just for them.
awww,
i hope they attend lec.

they are one grp of ppl i wont forget in my whole life.
they are e ones, i first hang out with when i step into TP.
they shine my TP life with colours.
they motivate me to move on to what i am now.
I LOVE YOU PEEPS.

...

spend some time alone everyday.

BOOOOOO!
i felt like blogging but i got nothing much to blog about.

i manage to finish a little of all my projs.
jiayou!

and today presentation sucks like hell.
i didnt manage to finish my presentation as i exceeded e time.
rahhhhhhhhhhh!
but who cares.

while e rest are presenting,
me and esther are busy cam-whoring.
wooties.

and after so long,
i finally saw jovine and huiyun.
weeeeets.

alright,
im a little ap today.
i have my reasons for behaving tt way.
rahhhhhhhh.
beware,
i bite.

and i better finish up e rest of my projs,
because all of them are gonna due sooonnnnnn~
lucks man.

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why is life so unpredictable?
i dont understand.
and i hate it.

...

when you realize you’ve made a mistake, take immediate steps to correct it.

BOO!
HAPPY NEW YR PPL~
thou its like 3rd of Jan alr.
its still new yr right?
blahhhhh.

its like 3plus am alr.
and i cant get to slp.
rahhhhhhh!
probably im used to slping late alr.
not used to it!


awww,
sch starts alr.
and im uber slack,
when projs are piling up and due in 2 weeks time.
kill me lah lah lah.


im skipping lec later on,
hopefully to finish all my projs at home.
yah,
i know i cant do it.


buying stuff online is uber uber disapointing.
rahhhhhhhh!
i wonder why i still buy it when i know it will be disappointing.
im mad.
but i just couldnt stop e temptation.


and i have been thinking of my new yr resolution which i MUST do.
ok lah, maybe some doesnt sounds like resolution,
but who cares? im happy.

1. get good grades.
2. try not to skip so much sch.
3. slim down.
4. grow taller? impossible? nvm.
5. money money roll in.
6. get a new job again.
7. shop more shop more!
8. more islerx outings!
9. more class outings!
10. more outings with 1B13 peeps!
11. grow long long hair. is this counted as a resolution?!?!
12. car license by end of this yr!
13. overseas shopping.
14. may my face condition turns better. boooo.
15. good good r/s with eveybody.
16. 没有烦恼!!
17. 每天都开开心心的!
18. i'll be there for my loved ones when they need me.
19. find tuition kidssss.
20. be a good good girl.
21. ihwwbtbiptiwgp.gbm.
22. a good 2008 ahead for me.

i think my list can continue as time pass.

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2007 was not a good yr for me, i guess.
many things happened all because of me.
unhappiness is more than happiness.
tears can be seen on my face and others.
im truely sorry to everyone.
i do hope after going through all this,
will makes everyone even more bonded.
very sorry,
i'll try to change for e good.

on e other hand,
im glad to know my group of fun new classmates.
thanks for e chalet.

and i'll make more effort to meet up with islerx more more and more.
because i do love them.

and sorry daddy mummy,
i wasnt a good girl.