想勇敢的我
rahhhh!
busy busy this few days.
have been skipping sch alot alot this week cus of e coming work at IT fair.
oh damn,
i will miss out e fun with my classmates,
and lose out alot of time for projs and stuff.
bear with it!
jiayou!
comm skills letter writing paper just now sucks like hell.
my eng is like OMG!
lousy like hell man!
and i have to rush to work soon.
rahhhhh!
guess i will update when im really free.
HOHOHO!
dont miss me too much. =X
kidding.
bye.
a road less travelled isnt a road at all.
life is an unending journey full of experiences waiting for us to discover
相爱是一种幸福,
原谅是一种解脱.
HIGHLIGHTS OF E DAY:
UBER CHEAP K SINGING OF MY LIFE.
READ MORE BELOW.
HOHOHO~
woopsie!
im supposed to go national lib to do my proj on sun,
but i ended up shopping with darling and sis.
spent quite alot,
and i seriously need to stop spending.
blahhhhhhhhhh!
but dumb period came,
and cramp is killing me while shopping.
rahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
at night,
i drop by at singyen and shuting's bbq.
wish them a happy bdae in advance.
(:
wee-o-weet~
today i overslept a little.
ok today means mon,
cus its after 12am alr. =.=
but 168 was uber fast today leh!
10 mins on e expressway to tampines.
damn fast lur.
comm skill grp discussion with mrs thomas for half ah hr,
and tts e end of my lesson today.
like so wow wow.
to lab to print out my resume and coverletter to hand in,
and den headed to bugis with eelin, jinmin, winson and nelson.
had lunch at e foodcourt at bugis village,
get my jeans,
exchange my navel stud,
and off we bus-ed to teo heng ktv at katong shopping centre.
we SING SANG SUNG!
kathy, doreen, jinmin, nelson, zaisheng, winson and weiwen.
and OMGGGGGG!
ITS DAMN CHEAP LAH!
we paid $2.50 per pax. =.=
next time shall visit thr again ok my dear classmates!
i shall be more hyper w/o periods.
hehheh.
my girls,
shall we visit thr one day?
after tt had e most delicious and most expensive chicken rice i ever had.
wootsie!
im a bad girl today.
i've been complaining tt mummy haven cook for very long,
and today she cooked for us leh!
but, i couldnt resist e temptation of e chicken rice. =X
after tt walked back to parkway parade and bus-ed home,
and i invited zg over to my hse to finish up mummy's cooking.
honored to eat my mummy's cooking hor.
HOHOHO~
tml i MUST visit national lib to start on my proj.
jiayou jiayou jiayou!
shall upload pics of jingwei's celebration another day.
time to slp alr.
night peeps.
making a million friends is not a miracle,
e miracle is to make a friend,
who will stand by you when millions are against you.
tt is a true friend. (:
a joyous night out with my girls to sky pub,
celebrating jingwei's bdae.
drinking session,
laughing sesssion,
cam whoring session,
singing session,
dice-ing session,
talking crap session,
ended up bdae boy drunk.
oopsie.
family dinner this few days.
im loving it!
a joyous one.
done with resume and cover letter.
praises!
gave up msia trip later on to visit national lib and kampong glam with darling.
awww awww awww,
i miss grandma and co so much.
next time round i will go and i must.
a happy jocelyn,
a cheerful jocelyn.
GRINS.
a smile is a curve tt set things straight.
yes i know i look spastic and ugly.
e dog wearing pampers!
jinmin's stupid action.
dont knw whats weiwen trying to do.
woah! scare me seh! e weighing machine spoil =.=
e 'spiderman'
family portrait. 'mummy' ; 'godsis' ; 'godbro'
grp photo. (:art of listening is important.
hearing is nt listening.
in hearing, one is aware of e words
but may nt process them.
in listening, one needs to understand e words,
reflect and think clearly before embarking on clear talk.
we hear by chance but listen by choice.
chance upon someone's blog and i find it meaningful,
there's a problem or so call conflict going on within 2 diff grps of my friends.
well,
its quite saddening when i dont knw what to do to help them.
my lecturer asked : 'why do humans have 2 ears and 1 mouth?"
simply because e creator of human wants us to listen more than we speak.
an ethics or "what-so-ever is it called" i learnt in lec today.
well, maybe its true tt we humans tend to speak more than we listen,
or tt we chose to keep our mouth shut tt leads to many miscommunications out thr.
well,
i just hope everyone will just sit down and listen to what each other have to say,
come up with solutions or decisions to end e conflict ;
be it good or bad ending.
its better than sitting ard doing nth and throw this whole thing behind e mind,
hoping everything will be gone just like this.
maybe to me, it looks like avoiding,
like what i used to do.
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when you were young, someone will always hold your hand when you cross the road. no matter who tt person is, you’ll know tt he/she is someone you can depend on, someone whom you can trust.
as you grow older, you would realize tt nobody holds your hand anymore. you are dependant of yourself, to see e world in a different concept altogether. you are responsible to e things you do, e words you believe, e people you trust.
trusting someone is never easy; getting someone to trust you is even more difficult in this reality world where dangers pound upon a blink of the eye.
i believe in some point of your life, you’re bound to get cheated at least once. you’ll feel sad, because you are in a lost. e world seems crashing down as you feel isolated once again. e person who’s holding your hand lets go, never spare a thought on what will become of you. you’ll feel angry, because you feel like an idiot. your judgment has failed you and you won’t know whom to trust again.
you decided to walk alone, alone in e mist of darkest, alone in the valley of mistrusted region, wherever you go, loneliness is felt. friends are no longer people you think you can depend on let alone entering your forbidden world of closed heart.
as times goes by, you’ve learned tt trusting someone is a serious bet which you must bare e loss if one day e odds are against you. you tried to walk e road once again. this time, you tried to hold others hands. making ppl believe in you and trust you may not seems as easy as you think. e responsibility of not letting go is much tougher than just holding onto one’s hand.
finally, someone trusts you. you are no longer alone but in the warm of true friendship as you may say. from this moment on, your life begins to change. dark alley becomes busy street of joy & laughter. you have relived life once more, you said. and let this moment prolongs, as you hold e hands of trust and leading them to light and somewhere safe. . . .
- extracted from anntonii's secrets of e heart ; chapt 2.
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back to reality.
skipped sch ytd also.
e med is too strong for me till i couldnt get out of my bed.
had lunch with sw at vista and back home to nap.
oh damn,
i slept for 15 hrs and i still can nap in e noon man.
imagine how strong e med can be.
woke up,
headed to ly's hse for dinner.
her mum uber nice to cook dinner for me leh!
and it was superb!
damn nice can!
many many thanks!
met up with e rest,
to cwp,
and headed to ky's underblock to celebrate his bdae.
happy belated birthday ky!
and 祝你生日快乐!
its like damn fun to celebrate bdae ytd,
and today is his chi's bdae.
hope he enjoy.
today i turn up for sch!
yes,
i deserve a clap!
oh wells,
i miss ecp outing with my classmates ytd.
uber sad lur.
and i uber miss sch and those poly mates.
had lunch at yoshi with yanni, weizhi, francis and jj after lec.
was uber long since i ate lunch with them.
shall have more outings soon with them.
and hope more ppl turn up.
now im back home,
i got tons of projs waiting for me to do,
but yet i got no mood to do it.
oh come on jocelyn,
remember your promises.
tonight;
its either alive or dead.
our definitions of love will change when we grow older,
when we gain more experience from r/s,
when thr are more sadness,
when we learn to cry less.
life is a succession of moments.
to live thru each one is to succeed.
rainbow rainbow!
T31 ; woosh~
ly ; joce ; esther .
leslie ; me
i entertain them by wearing ly's scarf. =.=
woosh~
me and sis at rp after tennis session.
retail therapy session.
